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Alexa Dec 2018
Hush my pretty baby don't you cry
I see how hard you try
Baby, don't let those tears roll down
I know you are hurting, but you are not alone
Darling, imma stick it through
There isn't anything i wouldn't do for you
We're crazy baby, nobody knows our monsters
So we keep them a secret, we're the true mobsters
Hush my pretty darling don't feel no pain
I'm right here, i know you're insane
Alexa Nov 2018
Oh love
Look at that face
Looks like you are sent from above
I suddenly saw all those stars in space
Oh dear let me in
Where have you been
Never believed in angels until i saw your eyes
I only want you not any of them other guys
To you i'll be loyal
Baby i know we’ll never be royal
Diamonds and rubies are not our thing
Baby let’s keep it simple, put on that ring
But together we’re worth more than gold
Close your eyes, the world outside is cold
People talk, tries to destroy
But we got something that they don't have
My lover boy
Alexa Nov 2018
I hold a lot of anger
Now you feel like a stranger
I wish you could feel what you do.
What the **** did i ever do to you
I'm trying my hardest to forget.
But my memories comes back like they never left
I'm trying my hardest to forgive and move on.
But seeing you makes it so hard to hold on
So many sleepless nights.
Me praying that i’ll be alright
The days i spent in bed cause i was too sad to even eat.
And you living you life not knowing that i couldn’t breathe
I forgot how to smile.
And now it's been a long time
I forgot to be myself.
While you left me, just thinking about your ******* self
I lost My Person.
While my depression worsen
I lost the one person i once trust.
And everything we built turned to dust
You might think i'm being silly.
Do you know what you did, like really?
I wish you could feel what you say.
Then it didn’t have to end this way
I wish you could feel how i felt when you disappeared.
You came back like nothing, not knowing what i feared
To get hopeful everytime my phone ringed.
My only hope you killed
To get disappointed again.
I know we’ll never get back what we had to begin
But i kept on thinking that tomorrow he’ll text me.
But you couldn’t see.
What being let down can do
What being left behind really does to you
It messes up your self esteem.
I felt like i was living in a bad dream
But i'm done trying to fix this up
Do whatever you want, just remember
I wasn't the one who ******* gave up
I wish you could feel what you do
I would never do what you did to me to you
Alexa Nov 2018
I want to say “goodbye”
But I can’t watch you leave

I want to say “I need you”
But you wouldn’t Believe me

I want to say “I love you”
But you won’t understand

I want to say “let me go”
But you hold on to my hand
Alexa Sep 2018
We took this way to far
Like the night skies and the rides in the car
We did what we swore we wouldn’t
And we probably knew we shouldn’t
Crossed so many lines and broke so many rules
And kept on going like some kinds of fools
You broke the law and I was your accomplice
We kept it a secret so no one would notice
Like Bonnie and Clyde it was do or die
I still don’t know why you are so shy
We hurt each other, we make each other mad
And all you ever did was make me sad
You were the only one I adored
But I can’t stand it anymore

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