Mary-Elizabeth

Mary-Elizabeth Nov 2014

changes

I thought this change
Was for the better
For me, myself and I.

A chance to meet new people
Be liked
Be helped

To find myself

Different from the past I thought
Never to be true
I overestimate what we can do.

This change though
Only months old
Was one too many
*BAD

6 months full of changes none so far have turned out the way they were planned!

#life #changes #better #worse

Mary-Elizabeth Oct 2014

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You say it's love, but once again
You
Played
Me

Mary-Elizabeth Oct 2014

A hard decision

I'm done with the pain
I'm done with the hurt
In my muscles
Nerves
Bones

The inflicted pain
The stretching
Brings me no joy
I hate it

In 13 years
What have I got?
No better
Only worse

Injuries beyond belief
The pysio
For the pain endured
Every week!

Do I stay?
Do I go?
How do I decide
Loyalty of life itself?

I can't, I really can't!

Been advised to give up dancing due to my injuries. I cant do a lot anyway but I love my friends there :(

#life #dancing #injuries #dancer

Mary-Elizabeth Jul 2014

end of an era!

5 years led to this
A party
A prom
A goodbye.

Not many shall I miss
Only few will stay with
Me in my heart
The memories we made!

Some people partied
Each one the same
I concentrate, being
The introvert I am.

The final day, Friday
A prom. Our prom
We created.
We will go!

I won't miss
The loud ones
The rude ones

I will miss
The fun
The games
My friends

My close connection of
People I love.
Have bonded with
Will miss!

We won't meet for
Years to come
This last day
Will be for years

Good luck to you
My friends
My year.
My school

Leavers. Laat day prom, will miss my friends lots as we lead separate lives

#friends #people #years #school #era #prom

Mary-Elizabeth Jul 2014

belief

I believed in you. My
Friend, just like my sister.
You broke it. You broke...
Me

The belief that all
Things happen for a reason
Confuses me, it doesn't work
The way you want.
You make your destiny

I believe that the future
Holds a path of good.
And bad
A path that only we can change
We sculpt it how we
Want it.

Are our lives already known?
Are we just living out other people's plans?
Is there such a thing as destiny?
Do we create our own destiny?
Can we sculpt our lives away from the plans we're given?

#life #questions #belief #destiny

Mary-Elizabeth Jul 2014

How do you know?

How do you know
He loves you
How do you know
He cares

How do you know
He loves you
How do you know
That he really cares?

How do I know
It's meant to be
How do I know
That he wants me

What is love?

How will you know
When you find it
How do you know
It will last

Will it last?
Will it be?
Will it work?
Will we be us or
You and me

The various questions
That hide the truth
Of something so simple.
*Love

Issues of a young girls heart.

#love #heart #relationship #heartbroken #problems