I'm sorry I give you so little love that you have to be satisfied with the little scraps people give you.
I'm sorry I beat you up for your imperfections instead of embracing them.
I'm sorry for all the times I've stayed up all night being horrible to you. Calling you stupid,ugly and unworthy.
I'm sorry for all the times I told you you deserve to die and that nobody would even notice if you were to disappear.
I'm sorry I have nothing but these words to offer you.
I pray that you will forgive me someday,Thami.
I've spent my teenage years punishing myself for not being perfect. Being mean to myself. Hating myself. Today,I begin my journey to truly accepting, loving and appreciating myself.