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  1d Kate
don't leave me alone

even if I begged you so

trying so hard to let go

I'll hold on tighter

don't leave me alone

even if I said so

I'm desperately screaming inside my head

no I'm not okay

the voices say I'm a burden

so I shut my mouth and forget I'm broken

I can feel it

every inch of my skin

I'm sorry I can't say it

please just leave me alone
When I was five,
my mother told me I was loved.
Years later, she asked me to leave because
I was the reminder of the gruesome past that haunted her.

When I was ten,
my father told me he believed in me.
Years later, he refused to accompany me because
I was an embarrassment to him in front of the society.

When I was fifteen,
my friends told me I was funny.
Years later, they all laughed at me because
I was the gullible teenager who fell for their flawless façade.

When I was twenty,
this guy said I was beautiful.
Years later, he trashed me, tormented me because
I was ignorant enough to overlook my inevitable flaws.

So, sorry for not believing in you,
for questioning your intentions, inclusively, in-depth
when you told me you loved me because
I didn’t want to wind up years later,
learning it the hard way that people often don’t mean what they say.
"Pistanthrophobia is just not everyone's cup of tea."
Kate 3d
I could spend hours
writing about you, my love
and you, my abused abuser
like I’ve been doing
I need to sing a different song
just for today.
I will better myself
for me.
Every day I fight
to change my negative thoughts
and emotions
to positive ones.
I’ve been stuck in
emotional turmoil for far too long.
I will no longer let what people
do or say to me
affect me so severely anymore.
I can be happy again.
I will one day
love myself again.
I won’t let someone steal that from me
I’m the only one I can rely on without feeling like I’m taking advantage of someone. I’ve got me for the rest of my life. I want to be happy about that.
  3d Kate
To be free as a butterfly not as a colorless moth. To be
light as a feather, floating through a summer day.

Unlike a bull in a china cabinet, demanding its own

How I long to be free as a river of melted snow, always
moving on, seeking to grow.

Not as a rock around my loved one's neck or a chain to
bind them at every bend.

How I long to be free.
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  3d Kate
I stand flawed and imperfect before you, still you chose to love me like none ever could...

What can I say, what can I do; to deserve to be loved by you..
  3d Kate
Eyes meet, arms embrace. Life takes a turn, and
therein, holds a hidden ace.

Smiles shared, laughs engraft, a sense of trust and
hope, with enough to spare.

Quiet walks holding hands, romance begins to
bloom. Life moves in circles, and the air is filled
with perfume.

Night falls, there is a quiet that prevails, as hearts
intertwine to tell the tale.

Daybreak comes with the rise of the sun, and two
lives...become one.
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  3d Kate
tina kimi
isolation is peaceful
the noise of your
thoughts are more
clear and soulful

negativity is created
by you and can be edited
as your thoughts flow

more in control on destiny
pathways rough or bend
can be walked
and you know who you are
your definition is yours

with the world your thoughts
often derailed to uncertainty
or controlled by someone else
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