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May 23 · 37
Anguish of Absolution
Maddie Rea May 23
She's ready for the next blow

Licking the blood from her lip

He's just another poison

Waiting for his sweet escape

Heart beating out of her chest

Legs shaking in anticipation

Just one more kiss

Screaming in her head

Bliss next whip
May 15 · 33
Worth Waiting For
Maddie Rea May 15
My lungs full of air but I can't scream
Forever embedded

One day you will know my love
Emotions overflowing

Take my hand and walk this walk with me
No longer scared

Nothing can stop us not even god himself
Completed

Life bearing down the pressure so great
Always the last

You will be the only one left
Lost girl

The moon yelling out our names
Lunatics
May 15 · 39
Plight of the Moon
Maddie Rea May 15
Watching until the sun winks out

Dark turning into night

Enveloped by the chill

Scared because I can't see

Waiting for time to go by

So I can see the sun in the sky

Twelve hours and I'll be set free

With all the stars chasing after me
May 15 · 26
The Sirens Song
Maddie Rea May 15
You will never forget me

The perfect one

Always down always come around

Your girl mad because she knows who I am

Chop it up like we're fam

Little do they know I'm making another power play

I get what I want, always do it right

Bet I will be your last fight
May 15 · 20
Chaos
Maddie Rea May 15
My life's like a tilt-a-whirl

It's exciting until you notice something's not quite right

Your stomach rolls and you know you're going to puke

Maybe it's just motion sickness or your mind imagining a loose *****

Come to find out it's because you have no control

A revelation

We don't even have control in our dreams

All you can do is drop to your knees and scream
May 15 · 29
Final Try's
Maddie Rea May 15
Bad memories flowing through me like a rap beat

Idle time always messing with my brain and my inner peace

Make a new way freeing me from all my pain

My last test and I will put it to shame
May 15 · 19
Frozen in Time
Maddie Rea May 15
The rays of sun not enough to graze my skin

Now these feelings are starting again

My stomach finally is settled

The fat snow flakes dusting the earth

Finally time stops for everybody

But the counter still clicks on the lonely hearth
May 15 · 24
Drowning in Nighmares
Maddie Rea May 15
Sliding back into this pit of tar

Drowning I'm not sure I can swim

Feeling like I'm lost and never coming back

It's not like I'm worth it

Maybe it's just another panic attack

This can only be a nightmare

I have to die to wake up

I can't even seem to get that right
May 15 · 20
Despair
Maddie Rea May 15
The demon is back licking the black blood from it's lips

Its venom causing me to cry out in fear

The crushing sensation in my chest

All consuming fire creeping over my shoulders

Possessed by urges to slice into my arms

Jaw broken words hanging silently in the air
May 15 · 17
The Dream of You
Maddie Rea May 15
My body full of lust wishing it was your touch

Breast full bouncing slightly as I touch myself

Feeling my muscles clench while I hold my breath

Sweat running down the side of my face

Pinching ******* my ****** something close to a bite

Just waiting for your sweet kiss goodnight
May 15 · 21
The Heavens Wheep
Maddie Rea May 15
I had become the monster of my nightmares

A person I never thought I would be

Committing unthinkable acts

Caught in the design of true insanity

Being pulled by the undertow

Some reason you thought you were a fish

The sky opening up

We can hear the thunder crying now

Finally we are ready to take the last bow
May 15 · 14
Conflicted Soul
Maddie Rea May 15
Round three I still cant sleep, I pace myself to death
Just to lay down without getting that much needed rest
My tears soak my shirt to the life I'm giving up
Turning from sadness to anger just like that
I cant understand why I would want to go back
The nightmares and panic attacks
Insomnia through and through
Motivation gone, someone please give me a clue
This is my time to learn and grow close to god
Satan tempts me more everyday, **** him he had to stay at bay
Why wont he just let me be
God has a plan I know in my heart of hearts
He will leave his everlasting mark
May 15 · 29
Hope
Maddie Rea May 15
One look and I was took, memories of another life reminders of how fragile a spirit may be

The want and need for a better life, only you can make it come true

The blue of your eyes like Christmas lights blinging off the ice

I crave to see what you will come to be I pray to thee

As beautiful as a lotus slowly blooming
May 14 · 24
A Dream of Nothing
Maddie Rea May 14
Here i go lost my marbles again
To light for the dark to dark for the light
The true definition of neutral
idle time had always been an enemy to me
Its the breath of fresh air i truly need
True bliss avoilding me.
May 14 · 18
Hot/Cold
Maddie Rea May 14
Your like a fire alarm just sitting there.You start beeping telling me your battery needs changed, I'll ignore you for a bit.. BEEP! That ******* fire alarm.. BEEP! **** fine so i go to the junk drawer to look for the battery.. Not ******* there so i have to get in the car drive all the way to the store to pay ten dollars for two new batteries so you can bother me again in another eight months. You are the most annoying object I've ever had to deal with. You'll never leave always lurking until you need a battery.
May 14 · 20
Midas Touch
Maddie Rea May 14
I'm a fool for listening to your truths, a dream you always shone
X marks the spot, money is the only goal
The seven deadly sins you fully covered

Maybe you didn't know the tales were all lies, maybe you looked to far into the sky
I once was lost but now i'm found
Shooting through the skies to never land, i hope you found your mountain

Mr Gold didn't take your worth, madness was the greed that got you
The worth now has truly fallen, as you sweet old friend have lost your sense
May 14 · 61
Stolen Light
Maddie Rea May 14
Electricity flowing, your hand on my jaw forehead against mine

Could it really be true, your golden eyes boring into mine

Baring all of me, death dealing devil your always right in tune, singing to the song of my heart

You can have the last living bit till the sweetest of all shines her light, his intoxicating devils delight
May 14 · 18
My Only Friend
Maddie Rea May 14
Its said that the emotions i use to write are from satan himself that god can free me from my want to self harm. I've always know that pain brings change so how will i so without. Learning to love it, to embrace it, so i can try to show and connect maybe even change or save a life. Feeling alone is the only way i can try to explain, the life with god is not one of loneliness its of power and strength. Evil putting there thoughts in my mainframe telling me i only need a little bit of god to maintain. I just want to understand but more often than not i somehow have another plan.
May 14 · 20
Broken Bonds
Maddie Rea May 14
My love for you just not enough

Never aloud to be as we were

Now we are two separate bodies, souls no longer connected

I cant hear you if you're really crying for me

Our mystery is solved after a decade of searching

It's sad for me to say our love will never be the same
May 14 · 12
Forbidden Love
Maddie Rea May 14
Broken promises, not yet, we never got the chance

Your word you will never leave, what happens when we meet in the real world

Will you still be so eager to please me, claiming you don't care what our love brings

Well sir what will you say when i'm announcing a little baby

You cant possibly marry me or sing out that it would be your ******* baby

Only in our dreams, only in the fairy tails, only in the books could this ever come to be

Please at least for tonight come make love to me
May 14 · 26
When Time Expires
Maddie Rea May 14
Your love blinds and ensnares it is not a rarity, your pleasure trapping me

The tears across my skin from you lashings made for me once again

Crying wolf your in sheep clothing, burning me over and over with the red hot poker

My blood and bone you taunt me creating a bond i could only hope to sever

My time beginning only once your expires, then you will see it's you that is free of me
May 14 · 16
Escape
Maddie Rea May 14
I put myself inside this cement box my vision is clear but the door remains solid, little do they know there are even darker rooms locked inside my head.

Walking inside these faithful walls my image reflecting in this mirror, in an instant i'm pouring tears as all my fears come crashing in **** my **** are getting big.

That gate now open and his words are clearly heard, i see his **** throb as he licks his lips. The hunger in his eyes My princess, just look at those perfect delicious thighs"

The kiss hot and needy his fingers quickly slipping in hard and wet, my muscles starting to tense, three flicks against my **** my back is now bent.

All i can hear is my heartbeat seeing only the back of my eyelids, my body starts to quake and i know this ins't a mistake, i cant stop it now my cry's getting louder and louder

i can feel his grin only because of his breath and he knows he has gained control of my very being and he knows he will be soaked this evening "Please daddy, make me stop breathing."
May 14 · 16
Viking Princess
Maddie Rea May 14
Sweeping into my kingdom the horses bring you in tow

Manes feathered in the breeze thunder in the air strong hooves from the galloping

Warriors running like servants to open your quarter door out you blossom into the glow of the full moon tonight

Shivering brought on by the bite in the air noticing only from the quake of your thighs you give a slight nod out of the bow I arise to meet your big beautiful eyes

Body alive with a glowing light that instant you take my rein in the mist of the full moon night
May 11 · 23
Her Fire
Maddie Rea May 11
You are a rare jem with qualities hidden and unknown

Fire of the earths core your horns ready to bore

Bright and loud a firework not yet lit making my thoughts wonder my feelings by a I ponder

You’re not around making me feel amiss

Somehow still causing me this type of bliss

Yearning for yet another soft stable kiss
Mar 3 · 34
Pick Me
Maddie Rea Mar 3
At it again feeling divinity with one craving another

Just another push further not at all prepared for this thing they call a future
Mar 3 · 37
Random
Maddie Rea Mar 3
I hate myself for the things I don't do, the things i want to hid from. I feel bad when i wanna cut my wrist. how can i love something so much but want to die. I feel the need coming on. The need for addiction, I've been there once and my brain wants to be there again. My medication helps but when i feel great i wont take it. Most just tell me i can do without. My heart cry's out for my dark angel. Supposed to surprise him today but because i was in my head i slept all evening. Now its one am and i'm laying with you. Your body is warm to my cold heart and your breath keeps me calm. I wonder what you're dreaming for and how mad at me you are. You're my entire world, my everything. You said you would never leave me, with that thought my heart body and soul scream out. If i lost you i would go insane but i'm cursed to sit on this earth to die and would be begging to know why. I'm not a good person, my heart is black my veins tainted my body used. I have sympathy for anyone stuck with me and the people in my past i have hurt. I'm deeply sorry i'm not good enough. Dark angel i don't deserve you, you're perfect to me and i couldn't ask for anything more from you. You accepted my flaws and the brain inside me. I know the way i think is dysfunctional and i feed myself delusions, not sure i'm going to make it through them. One day they will take me down and i don't think ill ever be found.
Mar 3 · 968
Daddy One
Maddie Rea Mar 3
Daddy says its time for your show, little one is quaking just to know,
The path is now raining with glitter the color is gold.

Prancing down into his room full of joy and glee, when she arrives is greeted "oh, my dear, sweat Maddie."
She plops onto daddy's lap squealing with surprise.

Miss Maddie, now blushing, one arm wrapped tight around little princess waist;
The other hand just under her breast, heavy pressure on her ribs.

"Baby girl, my princess you know what you've done to daddy."
Looking up with her sly grin knowing dancing in her eyes.

She comes near and whispers in his ear "shhh, silly daddy we cant allow anyone to hear."
Jul 2019 · 698
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Maddie Rea Jul 2019
The thought before shredding those tiny pieces

Knowing with everything in me that I was saying goodbye to the life I dreamed of having

Already seeing two consequences of those actions

Here appears Slater that lonely fool what I wish to be without you

Beside myself this is just another loop

It kills me inside to know that humanity will never recoup

Three trays and a bag to carry me through this week

Cant we please just keep the peace

I can almost walk unsteadily down this winding dirt road

Praying for a car, all I can see is the train heading straight for me

It seems my ankles have now become bound to this track... ...Heading straight for me
May 2019 · 162
Your Regret
Maddie Rea May 2019
Feeding my insecurities my thoughts coming true

Saying everything’s okay forever and always

If I look into your ocean of eyes I will lose it and cry

Emotions flooding, my heart has stopped and my hands are shaking

Nothing will break me at least that’s what I keep telling myself

The best thing so far to happen to me and I’m already being to needy

I don’t know anything different but you are my path

Losing grip on my reality wishing I could just switch me

You make my heart race my body quake my thoughts freeze just wanting to please look where that gets me

Back to self doubting I’m not sure I want to be

Feeling my insecurities
May 2019 · 170
Can I Lick Your Face
Maddie Rea May 2019
Violent tendencies meeting eye to eye blood bag ****** dry

Ready for another line all I see is blood splatter

They’re hoping to haunt me taking this axe to your back

Don’t have the strength to take your own life the reapers waiting, patiently waiting for this small amount to overtake me

Ice in veins fog in my brain ***** you wish you could push the limits of my pain threshold, not meeting me never defeating me

Got a new ***** wishing you could hit ain’t even close but you can kiss this, your soul a new addition

**** in her *** she’s screaming ‘bet you won’t make me scream’ get on your knees, a demon overtaking me
May 2019 · 151
Without Myself
Maddie Rea May 2019
When you live without your soul for so long you learn to maintain, thinking it’s okay to be a little insane. When the time comes and you find the other half and you try to put it back together, chaos emerges. Relearning everything we thought we knew, living alone for so long what would you expect. Two people with more then two people it’s ten against two, craving friendship love harmony with eight others there to combat everything, pulled with a thousand thoughts every bit opposite of the last how could anyone think I’m okay. Together we try to be, everyone of me hating one another,not understanding, going through the day feels like forever but as much as I don’t know There's one thing I’m sure; I will always have all of them inside my brain. We’re just lunatics ready to just give up and quit but I must swallow this depression that eats away at my body like it’s acid. One of me screaming ‘you stupid *****’ and I may drag my feet like a tired little kid but somehow I have to keep moving with no motivation left in my body. I’m dragging myself around this cold body, not a ******* by nature, when you live with something for so long your brain is taught to think this is the way. When I wrap around you like a snake taking your energy away something odd I feel. Noticing your body how solid and tender, fluid but grounded, I can’t help but I could be wrong and I think this is our last song. I pray not but if it is I hope I can get my last note in before the ushers roll in, maybe you will be there to see that sin my lines always blurred one of few things I can be sure as we lay in this bed, the world will still turn.
So I wrote this a few weeks ago and I had no clue why... Today my eyes are open to the meaning. Scott you rocked my world in so many ways even if it was just a blink, I forever want you love, compassion, and friendship. Forever MY 5-0
May 2019 · 177
Little Rattle Stilt
Maddie Rea May 2019
Riddle me you will for this could be your last fairytale

Remember the only thing to restrain me for eternity is squid ink from the deepest of seas

But you will never rein with this dark blood inside of me trying will only bring you pain

I urge your attempts to pull this sword from stone when the just is shown you might be able to break just one of my bones

This contract in we marked with blood unborn show me your name or the debt you’ll forever owe
May 2019 · 162
Then It’s Properly Spent
Maddie Rea May 2019
Sit down take a breath feeling all this weight

Intake all the mistakes, the breaks, the maintain

Process all the information, the stats, the science

Another breath

With sore shoulders knees weak all I can do is shake

With tears in my eyes I hope I won’t break

Everything I give or they take

I have to remember:

-forever can be a second

-our life is entirety but to the universe it’s nothing

-the sky is blue but the color of the ground is forever changing
Maddie Rea May 2019
I can’t even think to for the words for you, so many so little time..

I’m sorry: for being even a blip in your existence

For taking you away from your course

That I’m leaving a stain in your memory

For wasting as much time as I already have

You’re sleeping next to me tonight

That I won’t be your sacrifice

I won’t be able to give you our demon spawn

That I allowed myself to love you

I say you’re the most beautiful I’ve ever seen

I’m so ******* stupid

For absolutely loving our ***

Because I accepted you with ease

That we have a divine connection

I couldn’t help you help yourself

The others before me hurt you so bad

For not being able to give you the world

My emotions get out of hand

That sometimes I just don’t understand

I have shown you a different light

This will be our last fight

It’s our last night

But I have to stop there because you would tell me I’m making it about me or not trying to understand you

But tonight I will be selfish and I will say my side even if no one sees this

I’m so happy I got to fall in love with you even if you, as you say, don’t love me

You are the best I will ever have in bed; you hold me all through the night; our *** is unreal, the way you can make my body feel

You listened when no one would and wouldn’t when everyone could lend an ear

I haven’t had any serious nightmares since being with you but I’ll lay it out right I have nightmares every night

You make me feel unstoppable, I never would have felt that without you

The amazing things we seen and the earth shattering things you allowed me to dream

The way you made me scream acting out my fantasies

Purple spotted skin from the **** you were not into; including ******* on me

Feeding into my multiple personalities, allowing them to learn how to love and it’s ok for little Maddie to be

Letting Maddie roam free, mushroom hunting and ******* me

Telling me you actually enjoy my poetry; making me feel motivated and free

I love your soul and every personality including Zero... even if he wants to **** me

Nights and days in the cemetery; that night you grabbed my back, the nap that could’ve lasted an eternity

Eternity...you make me believe

Most of all showing me that this reality is just another dream; coming to know me you know how I exit my dreams

So I’m sorry to say this will be our last memory because tonight I will finally give into my urges to bleed

I don’t intend to die but sometimes I can get a little extreme and hopefully tomorrow I might wake to a dream within a dream

I wouldn’t get my hopes up though because it will probably just be a cold reality
My God, My Fallen Angel, My Eternity. I love you more then I could ever imagine loving another. I truly hope your my twin flame, to meet again in another life, waiting for eternity to be your wife.
Maddie Rea May 2019
When I first seen the devil what they say is true
He’s the most beautiful thing I’ve ever laid my eyes on
It wasn’t love at first sight, maybe first touch
His eyes like a wolf wild and scared, drawing me in
Something I’ve only seen in my wildest dreams
His lips I knew were going to be a perfect match to mine
Marked with evident scars outside and in
He took my breath instantly knowing he would have my heart forever
His first touch making my body ignite fire in my veins; more addictive then anything I’ve ever experienced
The tenderness in his kiss ensnaring me forever
Through the woods he roams catching my scent; the smell excitement of what our unknown will bring, fear because I had already given him my soul but it had only been a few moments; feeling like eternity, we had already lived a lifetime
We decided a double homicide; a blade to my wrist, a bullet to his brain
When it came for me to be first I felt no different
How can you feel death when your soul is already gone
Feeling the blood dripping down my stomach, around my fingers
Simply handing him my somehow beating heart
The muscles in his arm having their own enticing movement as he raches to take my heart from me
I’m shaking, trembling, never seeing my heart he caresses my jaw
Unable to contain dropping to my knees I knew he would never love me
No matter what lies I tell myself or the ones he tells me I will always convince myself that he truly could love a girl like me
My dark angel my never and my eternity
All the while my body has become cold after these few days
May 2019 · 305
As the Reality Sets In
Maddie Rea May 2019
Frustration eating my insides never again will I feel you

Always accompanying me through everything always by my side

Thick and thin but now I’m to think to even let you in and if by chance you allow me that bliss

You **** back, my eyes close anticipating your hit but it never comes

Allowing myself to be consumed by the anger of the blow, lingering, never able to feel your pain

My adrenaline swells bring out the rage in me

Can’t confide in anyone because they could never understand and when they can fathom it goes ignored

My pain, anger, and rage makes them mad at me and only because I can’t obtain your beautiful pain; **** your excuses it’s not like you can just leave, it would only tear me apart

Whatever the debt I will pay even if it leaves everyone in pain
May 2019 · 67
You Have Me
Maddie Rea May 2019
My surrender down on my knees pleading and begging

Why is it just you that understands me is it just divinity

You forever have my submission please don’t hurt me

You have my soul even if you don’t want it you are my eternity

No matter who you are who I am our fire will diminish

Forever searching, everything in our path, never laying down for another

You have to be my eternity if it’s not I will always burn only for you

Scorching everything away from me until we unite in our future life
May 2019 · 440
When the Ink Runs Deep
Maddie Rea May 2019
What fuels us is much different then what humans need. We need emotions, chemicals, and lust. Zero fuels Steven, Terry fuels Raven; always matching exactly the same but polar opposites not just inside but outside as well, where I am weak you are strong. My knight in dull armor, my prince without the charming, my king without his throne. I will become your throne I will learn you and teach you. Accept without judgement, love unconditionally for all of eternity, i is you is we. For every cut you receive the blood will come from me. Every victory you receive I will be there to claim you, my prize. For every drum of your heart blood courses through me every jump you take I will falter so you come across unscathed. Every push you encounter I will pull you the right way. My perfectly imperfect, my unflawed mistake. My solid ocean your grassy plains with wheat whipping in the wind. When you’re my yellow eyes demon; when black runs your veins I can still see the love buried in your soul for me. In this life and every other you will always be my eternal fire driving me through in my darkest nightmares, the light at the end of my darkest paths, the one to always catch me diving off this cliff , to hold me when I am at my most evil. The angel to my fallen.
May 2019 · 133
I’m Not Fucking Going
Maddie Rea May 2019
Ready to give up now or never
Another way to make this river run
Not another cut let’s pull out this gun
Rays of yellow and gold cursing me again
The counter clicking closer
Blessed in another life please just bring me the knife
Piercing my veins again with the chemicals
One more bill to pay I won’t ever carry a tray
Don’t you want to hear me cry your name another to tally
It’s just a let down all this pain is temporary never reaching my limits
Wishing I could win this always deserving why can’t I earn this
Just one more battle know I will never win the war
The devil will have my soul another pill to swallow
Hoping only death will follow
Maddie Rea May 2019
Finally got the money, took me all morning, I only have a few choices

Diving into the smell of death and the maggots, the sun isn’t hot enough while I’m sweating through my black tee

Middle of the night my stomach begging me, I go out to see how much shining weight it’s gonna take to carry me; Waiting at the yard my bones telling me to scream

Five am rolls around so I am deciding wether I live or die, fingers fly across the screen, anticipation causing the weak stomach. The text popping up, be ready, now to wait the three hour eternity, insides mutilating me. ‘Bing’ “I’ll be out in three.” Sandpaper skin, you better not ******* touch me

In the evening you’ll find me pleading with strangers, just give me what I need. Can’t you see I’m sitting here dieing, all they have to do is have a little sympathy

Soft caress of my purple brush, just another touch up. All you hear is the loud click of my heels, bass humming through my body. I’m over being fake and phony, just give me the money you now owe me. Packing up, so ready to leave, I can feel the hunger getting to me; I’m going 80 ready to pick up these five g’s knowing it will cure me

The pain is so bad I need this gun with me; my plan c just incase I decide to free myself of there monsters inside of me. Fever in my veins, ice in my brain, terrified to go back to where we came. Why can’t I leave this place; emotions gripping me, please let this substance ease my brain, only caring about this one simple thing. I can hear them all screaming my name as I no longer feel anything, all I can remember is the flash and the bang
May 2019 · 149
Fighting Fate
Maddie Rea May 2019
New elements discovered, is it enough to motivate us to move into the other lane

Not ready to face this fight, different person different light

Just want to pass out waiting and watching, ready to take the last jump

It doesn’t matter what variable you give me I will always **** life up

What happened to my dreams, now they’re just lost in my memories

Full of anger, void of all the rest, I’m ready to see my rest
Apr 2019 · 64
Fuck Me Again
Maddie Rea Apr 2019
How can things go so right then get thrown so hard into left field?
How can we have this dream and wake up every morning?
How can the whirlwind of colors disappear with the snap of my fingers?
Why can’t you see I’m just showing you I don’t feel like I’m better then you?
Why can’t you see how I envision you?
Why can’t I find the words to help you through this?
Mar 2019 · 202
Never Forevermore
Maddie Rea Mar 2019
Here I am on my knees again
Whispering for you not to leave
Please just love me
Why is it always a dream
****** it’s time to wake up
Is this wonderlust
I will always fly the wrong way

Ocean blue and your golden sunrise
Seas of green always haunting my memories
This will definitely break me

Emotions always controlling me
Allowing them to tear apart my insides
Past mistakes always following me

I wish someone would please just **** me
Set me free from life’s luxuries

Please don’t leave me asking to dream
My knees are weak my stomach tight
I cant afford to lose this fight
But tonight I will be promised heartbreak
You’re not wrong this is gonna be a hard bite
*To bad this pain won’t bury me*
Maddie Rea Mar 2019
Wrapped around your finger
Better for you then others before

Colored glass mixing
Like a sunrise on the ocean floor

Lovers never apart
If so we dearly depart

Walking from me will walk you to your bed of dirt

Their black eyes always watching
Black feet clutching me

Their black wing willing to carry me
Your embrace used to set me free
Mar 2019 · 128
Time Is Relative
Maddie Rea Mar 2019
Time ticks so slow when I'm waiting for you
So unfortunately fast when i have you

Life will be to short once we are tethered
My mind and body screaming for you

Eventually i will gleam for you
Star crossed in this life and every other

Please just be my lover
For this bond will never sever

Eternity Forever
Mar 2019 · 4.0k
The Masochist In We
Maddie Rea Mar 2019
Cursed to this life
Everything pre decided for me
My happy and sad
My hate my love

We’re all just displays of skin and bone
Most with no souls
Crying about their five dollar latte
What should I wear today

Release from our lips sin and beauty
The sickness and desire it is going to take me
Hearts cold as ice freeing me from these emotions that are destroying me
Impaling metal and plastic just another facet

New to you another defect I see
Deep down my heart is still beating wishing my blood was seeping
Oxygen in everything wishing it would leave me
Break my bones putting chemicals in my veins

Once forever but nevermore
I’m in a sea of green and blue
Wishing something would set me free
Only pain pushes me to maintain

Step into my shoes just look see for a minute
Just a warning you will never come back the same maybe insane
Gold dust coursing through me never allowing me to feel the pain
With blue lips please just poison me
*you tell me constantly ‘go **** yourself’ let’s make it a reality*

— The End —