Fixed
Fixed on something
Someone
That has so much
Power
Over me
But
Shouldnt
And wouldn’t
If
I was fixed
On
Myself

I gleam
I gleam...
With knowing I dont think about you
Every

Day

Hour

Minute

Of my life.
It's beautiful
To learn to
Love myself
Focus on myself
Dream for myself
Be
MYSELF
Without
YOU

Her body physically aches...
from loving;
from heartbreak.
How is it possible...
to have so much love in heart,
as it's breaking?
Breathing in...
with anxious hope.
Breathing out...
with reality.

Silent numbness
Wiping the cleansing bitter water from my face
Wishing it was tranquil tears of loving something or someone too much
Or the chilled morning rain trickling down my nose
Closing my damp lashes
Drifting to a distant far away galaxy
Only to wake up and start over
Once again

Lost
But lost in the thought of you
So I'm fine with it

you made me feel like a rose in a field full of sunflowers, it felt really incredible almost inevitable but it was more than just the physical, it was the chemical

you made me feel like a rose in a field full of sunflowers

Wouldn't it be something
if we knew nothing
and spoke in breaths
airless of pretense
and fell in love
with one another.