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Mohannie Mar 2019
To express what is real
And to show how I feel
With my pen in my hand
My words I will bend
To let out my own thoughts
Before my life rots
A race against the clock
My mind I won't block
And then I will lay
I'm done for the day

5 minutes is up
Mohannie Mar 2019
When you're feeling trapped
In a cold wet blanket
All you must do
Is find love
And then

Mohannie Mar 2019
I will tell you a true story
Which I am struggling with now
Watch a fight for my own glory
Through the addiction I will plow

I try to do work
And fight away the urge
Yet, I feel my phone smirk
With the media, I'm submerged

A war once again lost
My white flag in the air
Washed over with exhaust
As I'm trapped in my phone's snare
Mohannie Mar 2019

Stop interrupting
I do not want Premium
Please let me listen

Mohannie Feb 2019

Its melodic sound
As she plucks through the strings
The music emitted was bound
As the waves rush with long rings

It humed through the air
And beamed to our ears
Her music was fair
As she serenaded her peers

The Guitar Song was loud
The Guitar Song was proud
It showed all her heart
And kept us from falling apart.

Mohannie Oct 2020

Although I don't know you
I know some need to hear
That I'm proud you're alive
You've got this, my dear.

I know it's been hard
But you are so strong
Keep your head up, my dear
And remember:

you belong.

Hello everyone! I'm back with a mission to spread love <3
Mohannie Oct 2020

Here is a quick reminder to:

drink water, eat, take your medication

and remember that

you will be okay

Mohannie Jan 2019
After months of waiting
My ring has arrived
I admire the craftsmanship
And soak in its gold

But I find out a flaw
As I slide it right on
And see that it doesn't
go all the way down

I have been anticipating
when this **** ring would come
And being stupid enough
To think it would fit like a glove

A beautiful ring
A beautiful gem
A beautiful band
That's just too small

With months after waiting
My ring has arrived
Only to find
That it just doesn't fit
Take this poem however you want.
Mohannie Jan 2019

I remember the day when death had stolen you from us

It was a stunningly sunny spring morning

But life felt as cold as the frost upon a winter’s earth.

Rest In Peace, Lola. I will forever love you. <3
Mohannie Dec 2018
at this time of night
when the moon is up high
the quiet's alive

but no one's awake

I'm the only one up
the lights are turned low
and I feel alive

but no one's awake

the silence is chilling
this blanket is warm
my body's alive

but no one's awake

my earbuds plugged in
I take a quick stroll
the music's alive

but no one's awake

at this time of night
when everything's sound
I feel alive

I am awake.
I really like this one! Hope you enjoy it! :)
Mohannie Nov 2020

To all who is lonesome
And in desperate need of warmth
My arms are wide open

Sending you a virtual hug

I think we all need a little hug right now
Mohannie Jan 2019
As free as a bird
To fly at great heights
And being washed by the sun
Feel the warmth of light

To spread your wings high
Then lift off the ground
And soar through the sky
Only peace will be found

To feel free as a bird
Away from all stress
Only my songs will be heard
No fears to express
Hope you enjoyed!
Mohannie Dec 2018
I am quiet when everyone’s loud
all I want is to speak over the crowd

I am small in a world that’s incredibly tall
wanting to be something great and grand like all

I am weak while the world around me is strong
it’s hard to feel like I really do belong

I am different in ways I can’t yet describe
everyone’s the same as I live umong my own tribe

everyone can fly into the air with a leap
as I am stuck on the ground

I am the black sheep.
Mohannie Nov 2020
The warmth of a cat is all that you need,
Your saddened heart will cure with their lead.

They'll keep you company on your loneliest days,
As they curl in a ball and soften their gaze.

Cats are superior to all of the rest,
They'll keep you grounded when you are stressed.

These animals care, though sometimes it seems like they don't,
But when you think everyone has abandoned you,

They won't.

I love my cats <3
Mohannie Feb 2019

If you crave freedom

You must let go of your chains

And change your old ways.

It’s time for me to change.
Mohannie Dec 2018
I remember what it was like to have a crush
It was a magical feeling, such a rush!

Having the thought that they might be the one
And when their eyes fall on me, it was I with the sudden feeling of stun.

But now as I grow older
My heart begins to feel colder

Why is this? I ask
My feelings are only a mask

Have I been hurt too much?
Maybe love and I are no longer in touch

I miss this feeling that we speak of
And perhaps, I will forever just be colorblind to love
This has kinda been bothering me for a while. I just feel like I haven’t had a crush or any motivation to have love in a long time. This is pretty stupid but eh.
Mohannie Feb 2019

I don't even remember why I was embarrassed!
She thought right as she accidentally reminded herself
why she was embarrassed.

Mohannie Jan 2019
After all these years
I’m just now realizing
I’ve a crush on you
I have been friends with you since elementary school and I’m just now realizing how I’ve been thinking of you nonstop and I’m always excited to see you. Huh, I guess I have a crush on you :)
Mohannie Dec 2018
People may see you as inadequate or flawed
To be imperfect; to be seen by all
Covering up is the only way to go
Dreading for summer and a wanting for snow
Hating to walk by any mirror in sight
Wanting to cry if clothes are at all tight
Needing a way to escape from my thoughts
Having the desire to drop the hate I have brought
I must break free from this seal
Open my eyes and heal

An imperfect body?
I must change for me not everybody
But the change I seek,
It’s not physical to speak
I must learn to love
My harmful thoughts must be undone
Who is perfect?
No one, last time I checked
What makes a flaw?
Take a breath…ahh…
Learn to love yourself
Please, put your pain back on the shelf
It’s time to dance
Break free and take a chance!

So, dear my imperfect body…
I learned to love you, along should everybody.
My first poem on this sight! I just wanted to tell you that there is no such thing as an ugly body. Everyone is beautiful!
Mohannie Mar 2019
Your beauty and grace and love
Could light up the world
in just an instant.

Mohannie Nov 2020

Even if you're struggling now,
I'm still so proud of you.

Even if you can't get up,
I'm still so proud of you.

Even if you did some wrong,
I'm still so proud of you.

Because no matter what,
You're still so strong.

And I'm so so proud of you.

The fact that you're reading this right now proves how strong you are.
Mohannie Feb 2019

I once was apart
And I still might be
Even so, I put the pieces back in the cart
Then stacked them back into me

With a bit of duck tape
And then some glitter glue
I fix them into my shape
Becoming as good as new

I will be better this time
I've learned from my mistake
Climb back to my prime
And this time, I will not break.

You can still mend yourself. You aren't broken.
Mohannie Feb 2019

Zero is weird
Zero is odd
Zero is nothing
Because Zero is flawed

Zero is tired
Zero is scared
Zero wants help
Yet Zero never dared

Zero is lonely
Zero is cold
Zero is young
But Zero feels old.

Mohannie Feb 2019

Fitting in has never been my strong suit

For years and years it's been a task
To find core friend and put on a mask

But I've noticed as time continues to sweep by
That maybe it just won't work, no matter how hard I try

This used to upset me, and yes, it still bites
Desperately, I ended up changing myself through fights

I changed and changed until I was no longer me
I locked myself away and would not let free

As time passed along
I kept singing this treacherous song

But soon, I felt tired of who I was
I saw my reflection, and didn't recognize myself. I paused.

A person who stared back at me was someone of lies
Someone who only held sadness in her eyes

This was not me and this was not right
It was time to end this weary fight

As the years go on
I learn to love someone who once was gone

I met new people who loved me as me
And they taught me that this is who I should always be

A person who once was lost and alone
Has learned that she never has to change her own.

A much longer poem than usual but this one is one of my favorites. Please read! I hope you enjoy.
Mohannie Mar 2019

You're more beautiful
And more outstanding and bright
Than you'll ever know.

You're worth more than you'll know. Just a reminder.
Mohannie Mar 2019
Was stuck in a rut
But because of all of you
I feel like I’m free.
I just want to thank everyone for all of the love and support from my last poem! My latest poems have not been getting much attention so I’m glad to have finally escaped that. I am just so very grateful for all of you!
Mohannie Nov 2020
I can't wait to meet you
The one who'll make me whole

But I will sit patiently
And when I know I've found you

I will love you forever

So, to my one future lover
My hand will be waiting for yours.
Mohannie Apr 2019
They say
All good things must come to an end
So why let it end?
Let's dance forever, sing forever, laugh forever
Just be happy


If only
Mohannie Dec 2018
I want to scream
Let my words burst through in a stream
It has been pushing at me
It wants to be free
It needs to be seen
I need to express where my thoughts have been
I fight to be out
And live my life as I shout
To live in my truth
While I still have my youth
I want you to know
And to let myself grow

I want to say every word
I want to be heard.
Mohannie Jan 2019
The way she speaks
To the dimples on her cheeks

The way she walks
And how I think she rocks

As I admire her short hair
And the clothes that she would wear

Then when she speaks to me
Everything feels free

With the butterflies I felt
Every word makes my heart melt

And with her totally badass ways
My feelings are ablaze

God, she’s awesome
With her, I never feel glum.
Mohannie Dec 2018
To my two close friends
Never thought I could do it
I feel amazing
Today is a very special day! I came out as bisexual to my two close friends! This is honestly a HUGE milestone for me and I'm so relieved that I finally let my truth out. This has been quite a long battle and now I feel like my journey has officially started!
Mohannie Dec 2018
Rain can be as beautiful as it can be dangerous.
While sun is warm and bright on the surface.

Hail is loud and hectic and much
As wind can be fast and hurt from its touch

Fog is mysterious
A tornado is serious

Cyclones will swirl
Hurricanes will whirl

Snow is gorgeous in all different ways...

But sleet is heavy and melted; with a sadness that stays
Mohannie Mar 2019

I think of you a lot
And talk to you on the spot

I hope I'm not annoying you

I like you sweet
You've got me beat

I hope I'm not annoying you

I stare at you
My mind feels new

I hope I'm not annoying you

Butterflies in my gut
Their wings won't shut

I hope I'm not annoying you

As bold as thunder
But still I wonder

I hope I'm not annoying you...

Mohannie Dec 2019

Goodbye, old friend
I’ll miss you too much

With your Caribbean charm
And loving touch

You never failed
To make me smile

You let me forget my worries
For a while

I loved you then
And I’ll love you now

I will never forget you
That is my vow

Although you’re gone
I suppose my only advice

Is to remind myself
That I’ll see you again
In another life.
RIP Papa
Mohannie Apr 2019
Look into the mirror
and write a poem

Not about the bad
Not about the sad

But about the good
I think you should

How your imperfections make you unique
No one is like you
You are the perfect you
And that's enough
Mohannie Mar 2019

How I manage to be both a ******* and a ******* is beyond me.

Mohannie Apr 2019

Everything's better
With the presence of you.

You can make the world smile
As if it's on cue.
Mohannie Mar 2019
Kindness is made from
A softened heart
A warmer soul
A brighter mind
Kindness requires light to shield us from

Mohannie Mar 2019

Kiss me for the first time please
Kiss me sweet, like honey bees

Kiss me kind and warm and nice
Then kiss me hungry like fire to ice

Kiss me like you’ve never had
And kiss me so I know you’re glad

To be with me as I to you
Kiss me so we’re never blue

Mohannie Mar 2019
You say you know me
Which you really do believe,
But I have dealt with more than you will ever know

And I wish I could let you know.
Mohannie Jan 2019
I want to live in a life
Where grades don't cut like a knife.

I want to not live in a place
Where only the smartest win the race

I want to not have a number define who I am
And to be compared or cry over an exam.

I want to be equal, despite all my flaws
Than to feel ripped apart by your hurtful claws

I want you to listen, and your attention you will give.
I am not defined by my grades so please just



Mohannie Dec 2018
I can be fire
Let me ignite

But I can be cold
Blown out in an instant

But today I’ll stand strong
Fight through the wind

I will ignite again
My flame will burn bright

I will be fire
An unstoppable force
A new year equals a new me! Today will be the start of me becoming stronger and pushing past my problems. I will be fire and I will be new
Mohannie Jun 2019

computer notification:

"Low power"
Anxiety rushing like a shower
It's dying

The yellow glow begins to sting
My body starts to feel a ring
It's dying

My mind in swirls and it feels tired
Blood is pumping and emotions wired
It's dying

Lower and lower the percentage goes down
My life is no longer in bound
It's dying

Closer and closer it drains so fast
Far too stressed I will not last

It's dying

It's dying

I'm dying

Mohannie Jun 2019
I wish I wasn’t me
Definitely not today
But for the time may be
The girl I hate will stay

I wish I wasn’t me
A ***** up from the start
Someone you never want to see
But sadly, my body I can’t part

I wish I wasn’t me
God, I never learn
To never once be free
To be lock inside an urn

I wish I wasn’t me
And that is all to say
Yes, the truth hurts
And yes, I want it that way.
Mohannie Jan 2019
Heavy feeling
Emotions peeling

A mess of a humam
My stress I will cram

Sad all the time
Never feel a chime

Stuck in one place
Losing the race

Everyone passes
Going in masses

Never wired
Only tired

Sad masked with jolly
But I always remain

I just needed to get this out. I don’t even care if anyone reads it.
Mohannie Jan 2019

She was a delilah
And sprouted from the ground
She came up to meet ya
And tell you you're found

She grew like a fire
Straight through the sky
And bloomed like a choir
As your tears begin to dry

She was a protector
And became your shield
As sweet as nectar
With her heart she has healed

Miss Delilah was strong
The day she broke through the earth
To sing you this song
And to show you your worth.

Mohannie Jan 2019
If only mom knew
That what I really wanted
Was to go with her.
Mohannie Jan 2019
My eyelids are heavy
I close them once
They continue to fall
A struggle to lift

I stare into space
To keep them ajar
But they still continue
To fall like bricks

Or a feather to the ground
Soft and hard
Heavy or light
But continue to drop

My head is in buzz
I fight to wake
My eyelids still fall
But I stay awake

Because I cannot sleep
Must stay awake
Too much to do
And still too much weight

My eyelids will fall
Which I can't allow
Them to fully close
So I carry the weight
I deleted this one from a bit ago then decided to post it again. Hope you enjoy!
Mohannie Jan 2019
I wish you knew

The pain I feel


But you don't

Because I never

Let it out

For you to see.
Mohannie Jan 2019
Spread love like petals in the breeze
And embrace life with a smile, please

As your life is a gift
So, let your face lift

Soak in the sun
Dark clouds, there are none

And remember
As long a we will all stick together

We can get anything done
As we are all one

So it's time to paint the sky bright
Then, we'll spread our bright light

Because a bright sky is indeed
Just what this world needs.
A happier poem
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