I had this lucid dream, where I couldn’t move a thing, where I couldn’t stop a thing.
Where couldn’t stop you from leavin’, all i could do was watch you just leave me.
I watched you get out of bed, as if it was the last time i would share a bed with you.
I watched you put on your clothes, as if I would never see the outfit again.
I watched you pack all your clothes, as if they would never be in my laundry.
I watched you walked through the door, as if i would now have and extra copy of the house keys.
I tired to get out of bed,So that we could fix it for tonight.I tired to put on my clothes, so that we could start the day together.
I tired to unpack your clothes, so that i could start the laundry.
I tired to walk through the door, I got my left shoe on, but I couldn’t get the right one on.
Because i realized, it was wrong of me to try to stop you from leavin’ so all i could do was watch you just leave me.

Shouldn’t,
Wouldn’t,
Couldn’t,
But still did it.

I won’t tell,
Of the late night we spent at _ _, and how we used to take out time when we _ there.
Of the way we would _ after staying up due to _ we did.
Of the way I used to make you , when it was just us two in _ .
Of our dates at _ _, and how we used to _ for a _ .
I won’t tell,
How I used to _ you, whenever you were .
How we used to _ each other,
Every night before .
How you used to make me feel _ _, every time you were _ _.
How I would go out my , just to make sure you got _ _ _.
How you did me , how you said _ _ _ .
How you _ me.
How we are no longer _, how we are just __.
I won’t tell,
Cause _ never ___ and tell.

There was always a “I promise.”

Since the first date,
I promised I would take you somewhere nice in homestead,
I promised that the ice cream shop would serve the best ice cream in town.

Since we became official,
I promised I would gas you up,

I promised that I would flex you of when ever given the chance.

Since I’ve met your dad,
I promised to take care of you,

I promised to never let anyone hurt you more than you dad could ever hurt me.
Since we graduated,
I promised that we would get a place together,
I promised that I would completely take care of you once we finished college.

When I asked you out,
I promised that I would never leave,
I promised that,
I would put in the extra work to make it work.

But when you left I realized.

You never promised.

What we had was a good thing,
It was;
me and you,
you and me.
It was;
we and we,
just we and we.
But then things changed, We went through phases,
It was no longer,
me and you.
We were no longer,
I and I.
We became a;
she and he,
he and she.
I became,
me and he.
You became,
her and she.
We no longer spent late nights, talking about how we were going to live life.
We were no longer,
Me and You

I won't hold you when,
you don't want to be held.
I will hold you when,
you don't want to be held.
I won't hold you when,
our first kid is born.
I will hold you when,
our first kid leaves the house.
I won't hold you when,
you meet my parents.
I will hold you when,
we no longer have parents.

I don't miss you, because the phrase 'I Miss You,'
Doesn't explain how my body aches;
To hold you,
To feel you,
To embrace you.
I yearn for you, 'Cause unlike Superman I can't live without my kryptonite.
I hunger for your voice to echo in my ears,
Simply because it is my favorite symphony.
I search for your fingers to caress mine,
So that they will become vines for ever in twinned.
I thirst for your affection;
Like a black man does for kool-aid.
Like a dying man does for first aid.
I crave for your love,
so hurry up and give me my fix.
I don't miss you.
I want you.