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LucidLucy Jan 2017
Or maybe I'm just desperate to talk to someone.
Hold someone's hand.
Chill beside with.
And maybe plan a future with.

Perhaps the problem is really me.
Going after moments and not thinking of the future.
Giving my all and holding nothing back.
Zoning in on this thing and forgetting reality.
LucidLucy Jan 2017
Babe, I still got me some commitment issues.
However, it would be nice seeing us create some juicy news.
I'd like to hold your hands under the table.
Kiss you on the cheek when no one is looking.
Watch endless movies and end it with kissing.
I wanna make out with you on the couch.
**** I would **** to hold your hands while walking at the park.
Let's stay up very late in a coffee shop just staring and talking to each other until the owners kick our butts.
I wanna dance with you under the rain.
I would want to be the one that kills your pain.

Still my strength is not enough.

Let's not label this while we still can.
Enjoy this while we still can.
Don't end this for me my Love.

Maybe one day what I feel will be strong enough for both of us.
But now, let's be friends and lovers.
Happy and satisfied with what we have.
LucidLucy Jan 2017
This is my thought about what's happening.
If the world is to end today,
I'd still choose to sit by your side while all things tear away.
LucidLucy Jan 2017
Sorry, I thought losing you was the hardest part.
I walk around picking pieces of my broken heart.
Apparently seeing you live happily and bounce quickly is a bit irritating.
While I'm lying here writing about my rotten feelings and busy slowly dying.
LucidLucy Jan 2017
I should've smiled at you.
I'm not sure where that will take us though.
The fact that your stare lingered is warming enough.
But right now looking away is the most feasible option for my ailing heart.
#love
LucidLucy Jan 2017
I ride that never ending wave.
Seek for that once in a life time swell.
Surf like the shore ain't coming ahead.
And crash, drowned in an ocean full of spell.

You came to me like a storm.
That's how I know this love is just a metaphor.
you and me now a mistery.
LucidLucy Jan 2017
that's the thing.
*We will never be a thing
**** in pieces.
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