While he "moved on"
his new girlfriend wanted to go through his library and read his books
but she started to realize that all his books were about me

I found a way to be happy
grab the knife
slide it across your wrist
until I'm empty inside and out
you say I don't need to do this
to stop
but theres no other way to live but to die
knowing your whole life was a lie
the knife isn't taking my life
the hatred of this world is

write from the heart

We took turns
placing headphones
on each other and
plugging them into
our hearts in hopes
that we would be able
to hear all the things
we should have said