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K Alexys Sep 2015
The whole world shut down

Swallowed by darkness.

And how come in this pitch black
He sparkles like stars then?

I can look up and down but can't take my eyes off him

He rocks my soul to sleep just listening to him talking.

I love his voice and his gorgeous eyes,

Like looking over the sea at the sun rise

I stare in awe completely memorized,
And

I can't explain the energy inside.


When I found him I lost my mind

I won't be looking for it for a very long time.

I want the world to be dark for the rest of my life

He is the one star I look up to every night

As long as he's up there I know this is life.
K Alexys Sep 2015
How do i know you're not fooling me?
How can you tell I'm not fooling you?
One mustn't assume another's foolery
Nor can I ever doubt you fooling me.
Take me somewhere Far away
If I meant that does It mean I mean what I say?
If I trusted you would that be sane?
Considering I met you before yesterday.
Take me where I know you go
Where you spend most of your time alone
Let me wallow in all your Depths
Let me Follow in your foot steps.
I want to show you something cool
I want to know if You'd be afraid.
This whole message is about the fool
Two of them together what does that say?
Can I trust you or would I be stupid?
Can you trust me without feeling foolish?
Love me without losing.
If I can't love you then who am i fooling?
K Alexys Sep 2015
she drags the razor blade across her skin
watching as the first layer splits.
the blood dont rush like in the movies
Gotta give it a few seconds,
gotta know what you're doing.
tears rush
beat the blood
ah, there it is,
vibrant and reflective
as the wine bleeds a little more than she expected
the blade comes off of her arm as she cries
"that really hurt" as she lies
truth be told she doesnt feel a thing
the tears arent real and neither is she

this is her story
the girl isnt me
the girl is a ghost that i sometimes see.
K Alexys Sep 2015
With my knife in my hands
in plain sight
i dont give a ****
you're going to die.
pay for what you did to me
I can never get back what you took from me
I'm coming after you tonight
And you dont even know it.
off to Tabor ave
she goes
with everything she has
he owes
she will take what he should have that night
i swear to god you should have taken my life
out front before the building you took me into.
i lost my sanity im just waiting for you.
staring into the future
yet remembering what you did here.
i was naive i was vulnerable
i was stupid to think you were harmless
Never again will you hurt another soul
i have to make sure i end you.
the darkness wont let go
and neither will i
until i see your face again
and raise my knife as high
high as i can with full force push through
pushing all of this world out of you.
part of me feels ready and knows exactly what to do.
the other part isnt so sure i wont break down to tell the truth.
all i want is to deliver pain
to the man who destroyed me
you should have killed me instead of ****
they wont see me as a murderer , but a vigilante.
K Alexys Sep 2015
sitting on the floor under the tunnel of murdered love.
are we ready for this .. again?
smoking the cigarette down to the ****..
wishing the night had just begun
but it's come to an end.
have we?
or are we strong enough to keep going.
**** him or be dragged to death
silence the crowd in my head.
close your eyes and feel what i feel.
my heart bleeding through my chest.
open wound in my little *****,
a wound that'll never close again.
i broke myself reaching out to you.
i chose this hell im coming down to you.
i'll never forget how your love makes me sin.
or the way you make my darkness grin.
piece back together whats left of me that is alive.
put out this fire that has burned all of me inside.
your love is an energy that controls me in all its power.
i want to wake up from this marriage of ours.
take half take it all i want nothing of you back.
you destroyed the colors i could see and made everything all black.
except for the white blood that i bleed when i remember what we had.
my heart rips open from my hands
i thought i could live without you but i cant.
i live no life if we are not together.
heart beats inside but a funeral forever.
broken wings and absent halo/
i lost it somewhere on the way home/
through your arms and to your heart,
if light is beyond you i'll die in the dark.
K Alexys Sep 2015
the fact that you did what you did and i couldnt stop it

makes me cry

makes me want to die..

a feeling so disgusting
no amount of soap or water could sanitize.

the fact that i trusted you and you held me down while you slit my innocence,

i broke apart and the suicidal feeling becomes infinite.

what you did.
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