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2.6k · Oct 2022
Life doesn't define her
Emily Oct 2022
She was sheltered
All her life
Even though she's been through trauma
This kind of trauma was a trauma that she felt as if had broke her
Because she was sheltered she never believed people that she trusted could ever hurt her to the point she felt completely broken
To the point she felt like giving up on life
Finding new ways to expire her life daily, more than her usual suicidal tendencies
She dreamed of what could of been
If it was her fault
But then she concluded at one moment
He was at fault
He wronged her
She as a person was the victim
And even tho she felt broken, backtracked, that its okay to feel that way
Because someday soon
She will go forward
She may be a victim but that doesn't define her
She isn't the person who she was before
But she will be stronger, smarter and better than ever before
687 · Nov 2023
The hate he gave
Emily Nov 2023
Hate
Is all have for you
Why did you give me all this hate
Agony
Is all I feel
The pain I remember
The memories we had
The love I had for you
The friendship you gave me
All gone
All that I remember is pain
Why can’t I remember the good we had
The good part of our friendship
Everytime I try to think of a good time
The night you change my life
My entire being
Comes to mind
Hate
That’s what I have
That’s all I have anymore
Hate for you
For the world
For the me I could of been
I am overwhelmed by
Hate
Emily Aug 2021
-Mr. Dandelion, why is there so much hate in the world?
Because, without darkness there won't be light.
-If there's so much darkness in the world how can I become the light that shines through to people?
Just be you. Show the world that act of kindness is what we truly need. Show them it's not too late.
-Just being me, is enough?
You are light just by being yourself. Keep shining, my sunshine.
574 · Mar 2019
Depression
Emily Mar 2019
Depression
What a lonely word
But
Everyone goes through it
At least one time in their life
Doesn't it feel lonely
Don't you just want to crawl in a corner
And do nothing
I know
Because
I've been through it
But
At some point
The corner will smile at you
And you will
Smile back
462 · Mar 2021
Until they stop
Emily Mar 2021
Don't let them know you're listening
Don't let them know they upset you
Don't let them know you're hearing them
Don't listen to them
No matter how hard it is
Because
If you do
They will feed off your fear
Feed off the pain you have
Feed off your pain
They will give more of their advice
The advice you never wanted to hear
Which of course
Will make your eternal screaming begin
Never to stop
Until the they are quiet
235 · Oct 2018
Caged bird
Emily Oct 2018
caging me in
making me wanting to be free
you’re making me the bird
and you’re the cage
now that i’m finally free
i feel more caged than ever
what have you done to me
i’ll never be free
never will he free me from his grasps
he caught me and tamed me
what am I now?
i am a caged bird
179 · Dec 2018
Drowning in feelings
Emily Dec 2018
The love I feel for him is growing
Much more than I thought possible
More than I want
Help
I'm drowning in feelings
Feelings I don't want
Feelings I don't need
Please don't let this love grow anymore
Please don't
I don't want to love him
No more
No more feelings
Help
I don't want to fall
No more than this please
Don't let me down
Heart
Don't let me down
Please heart
Don't let me down
128 · Oct 2018
Voices
Emily Oct 2018
Screaming
You’re always so noisy
Can they not hear?
Why is it only me that can hear you?
You sound so real
Everyone says you’re just a voice in my head
I guess that’s true
Why are there three of you?
Can you leave me alone already
Yet
Why do I not want you gone?
At times I want you gone for good
Although, the times where I need you
The voices
The horrid, horrid voices
I need you
Don’t go
126 · Oct 2018
I'm not a dragon
Emily Oct 2018
Wouldn’t it be lonely to be the only dragon alive? What if you, for this matter were that dragon. What if just as figurative speaking, you lived your immortal life knowing no one would understand you, would never grow old with you. Wouldn’t it be lonely to see all your friends die before you? Wouldn’t it break your heart to never fear for your life. Well, for one, I am not a dragon. I am not immortal. I will watch my family die before me. Nobody will understand me, no matter how hard they may try. I w do not fear the death but, I fear the fact that i’m alive. My only fear is life itself.
122 · Nov 2018
Don’t forget
Emily Nov 2018
don’t forget the life you used to have
don’t forget any of it
no matter how much you want to
it won’t change what’s been there
what’s happened
nothing will change if you forget
‘i love you’
those words you spoke won’t leave his heart
or yours
forever



move on with your life
don’t stay in a stand still
take your first steps
take the little baby steps you need
you will survive
no matter how hard this is
it’s not gonna last forever
no it won’t
just you wait, it’ll come to an end fast
this pain will end soon
just keep holding on
remember the positives in life
remember
have to remember



the memories that have going through your mind
they will be there forever
but
they will be the past soon
not your future memories
have to remember
there will be more memories
more things that you’ll love
more
more memories to come
99 · Mar 2021
Beginning and an end
Emily Mar 2021
Everyone has a beginning and an end
It’s up to you how you live it
You don’t have to end it how you begin it
You can change course halfway through
Or even at the end
You choose your destiny
It’s up to you how you live it
Don’t let others decide for you
Don’t let worries hold you back from doing your true desires
You’re capable of anything
You can do it
I believe in you
So
Show the world how badass you truly are
Live that life to full capacity
Getting full desire out of life
Become the person you truly want to be
You only live once
Don’t let it go to waste trying to be someone your not
Because everyone has a beginning and an end
91 · May 2021
Name once again
Emily May 2021
I'll find strength in pain,
And I will change my ways,
I'll know my name as its called again.
'Cause I have other things to fill my mind,
You take what is yours and I will take whats mine.
90 · May 2021
Healing is power
Emily May 2021
Letting go isn’t easy, doesn’t matter what you’re letting go.
Could be a friend, a job, a relationship, anything.
It takes courage to leave. It takes courage to carry on after you're the one being let go.
You may have regrets later.
Don’t.
No matter what it is that happened, regret will hold you back from healing.
You need to heal.
No matter how long it takes.
Some will take longer then others to heal and that’s okay.
You’re doing great in life by carrying on.
66 · Aug 2020
Beginning and end
Emily Aug 2020
Every one has a beginning and an end
It’s up to you how you live it
You don’t have to end it how you begin it
You can change course halfway through
Or even at the end
You choose your destiny
It’s up to you how you live it
Don’t let others decide for you
Don’t let worries hold you back from doing your true desires
You’re capable of anything
You can do it
I believe in you
So
Show the world how badass you truly are
Live that life to full capacity
Getting full desire out of life
Become the person you truly want to be
You only live once
Don’t let it go to waste trying to be someone your not
Because everyone has a beginning and an end

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