I’ll never forget

I’ll never forget that night
I wore shorts with fishnets and a crop top
I had a black nose with whiskers
It was Halloween
I had fought with my boyfriend
I don’t know about what

I’ll never forget that day
When I drove to a college
While I was in high school
For a party with a girl
Who i called a friend

I’’l never forget the walk
To the house where the party was
How me and the girl started day drinking at 3
For a party at 9

Ill never forget the boy
Who we met at the door
She said he was trouble
That i should stay away from him
And that i should stick with her

I’ll never forget the way she left me
Told me to leave her alone
Left with only the boy to talk to
The boy who was trouble
And handing me drinks
As I leaned on him to stay standing

I’ll never forget his room
Where he took me while drunk
When I couldn’t stand
And he climbed on top
And took of my bottoms

I’ll never forget the way it felt
To have no control
To say stop
And feel him continue.

I'll never forget the walk back
the way everyone wanted to know why I had slept with HIM
and when we got the apartment
they had taken bets
on when he'd sleep with me

I’ll never forget.
He probably already has.

On the day you kissed another girl,
I booked us a hotel room for your birthday
because I wanted to make you happy.

On the day you kissed another girl,
I was excited to spend my night with you
because I had loved it the last seven nights.

On the day you kissed another girl,
You told me you had exciting things to tell me
because you had been hanging out with her.

On the day you kissed another girl,
You told me in the car, and it sounded nice
because she has problems getting close to people .

On the day you kissed another girl,
I told you it was okay but I didn’t say that I was
because I didn’t want to hold you back from doing what you wanted.

On the day you kissed another girl,
You asked me if I had more self confidence
because you chose me over a girl who you had a crush on.

On the day you kissed another girl,
I slept next to you but I didn’t sleep with you
because your kisses felt like jagged glass on salted lips.

On the day you kissed another girl,
I needed you to hold me when I was holding back
because I was worried you would outgrow my love.

On the day you kissed another girl,
I realized it was impossible to not love you
because you are the best thing that’s ever happened to me.

On the day you kissed another girl,
I was confident I had lost my best friend and it was all my fault
because I should have told you what was going through my mind.

On the day you kissed another girl,
My heart tore itself apart trying to build a wall
because you tore the old ones down when I let you in.

On the day you kissed another girl,
You couldn’t hear me crying beside you in bed
because I kept it choked up in my throat and held onto you.


I booked us a hotel room for your birthday
because I wanted to make you happy
On the day you kissed another girl.