Time - 3:00am
Wide Awake
Wired mind!
Work tomorrow
Must try again
Close my eyes
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Time - 4:00am
Occupied... AWake
I give up
I write
I'm better now
Close my eyes
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Time - 5:00am
Consumed....AWAke
Hello Facebook
Like, heart, like
My eyes burn
Close my eyes
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Time - 6:00am
Still.....AWAKE
Alarm
Shower, eat, work
I'm drained
From my tireless head

© Jl 2016

The only heart
That can be shown
Is the one
That is your own

The only life
That you can give
Is the one
That you live

Yet, the only gift
Of any worth
That you can give
While on this earth

Is not possessions
Or your wealth
But what you gift  
Of yourself
WIZDUMBs BY JA 596

I reach out to you
and you push me away
so don't be upset
when i'm not yours to push
one day..

I am conflicted,
I am uncertain,
to long,
or despise
the infamous day,
when 'things will get better'

'If you are fat then what am I?'
No you are mistaken
I do not see others as measurements
that is something I hold to myself
I need to loose weight
for the achievement
for control
for me to feel mentally stable
I need not hear about how
'it's not attractive to be that thin'
because I don't give a ****