why me? you know... i was there. from beginning to end. through heaven and ****. i done ******. but i cared. seen sides of me.. i never thought you’ll see. i reached out many times with no replies. im juss so blind.. but lookin into your eyes. you got me. broke me. told me you’ll leave me. but you stayed. and said.. im waiting for your feelings to fade.. why me? maybe you were afraid but you knew! i loved you.. but thts not goin to make you stay one day im ok. next day im in tears yellin in my pillow.. waiting for my heart to heal. i prayed.. and asked god why me?
she said ill always have a thing for you. no matter where shes at, what she do, even when youre not mine, are you my boo? mine! even when you’re not mine, every word was true. if every words is true, lets continue this breakthrough. only if youre willing to have me even when im too weak to pull through all the things ill do. youll never feel blue. how could you be so sure? only because i believe in us, me & you!
your heart gets cold all of a sudden you get so bold. tellin me these hurtful words.. to destory my heart you tried to grow and you had the nerve to try to get me back? the rain did that. all i wanted was to chat. you a little brat i cant be attached you’v reached the ****** my heart is now wax sticky tryin to detach this is not love i wont bounce back!
my words soothings your ears. musically.. but how do i prove them to your heart? i failed to realize how to start. i broke your heart. confused your mind. created broken art. i reached your limits. i never understood how to start? now i see where you stand. lost, hurt, probably? destroyed. now you see us apart. i failed to realize how to start? i realize it was me.. toxicity. self-love wasnt in me. destroyed me to destroy you. i wasnt ready. but i cnt let you go! reread these words. can you help us restart? and make art!
can i tell her tht she was her. i wanted ...her... all of she! i juss knew she is guaranteed. to be w me.. her... she is juss so beautifully. ...scrutiny... eyes, nose, lips & body... mainly personality! she is her her is she wow she’s so carin..lovin mainly extraordinary. i juss want her to be with me can i make you my queen on saturday? nvm.. i think she’s has somebody.. sadly i thought maybe it was jus an imaginary but now were friends.. and in the end can i tell you tht? she is her. her is she
my heart is broken but open fragile but closin. my heart tht you chosen will you embed it? my stomach is turnin it is fckn hurtin. ig im overdosin... so many emotions how could you cheat. the hole in my heart my heart is explodin ig were now opponents blood is now overflowin... and now tht i think. why did i open?