Your love is ideal
That's why it doesn't exist.

It was 11:11
And I was confuse what to wish for.
Her or
her happiness.
Some part of me
Wanted her to be mine.
Some part of me wanted her to be happy with me.
Some part of me wanted her to be just happy.
Some part of me wish to become her happiness then
If I wish her, her wish will also become true.
So what did I wish
Nothing
Cause god knows my wish and he knows me better then me,
So he will grant me wish which suits me the best.

Lazy_winds

Hello everyone,

  I'm so very sorry … I feel horrible doing this, but I have no choice. You see, I have published my first book on Amazon/Kindle! This piece (and many others) had to be taken down because they do not allow published material to be available online for free. (Go figure) I wanted to leave the shell of the posts because I felt compelled to leave all your helpful and loving comments. (Silly sentimental, I know), but I also didn't want to just have the pieces disappear without an explanation. I feel bad enough as it is!

  I owe ALL of you so, SO much for all of your reads, love, and support. It was YOU that gave me the gumption to FINALLY get off my **** and publish! Thank you all for the warm comments, camaraderie, and encouragement! I will still be here, reading, uploading and just being the Rascal that I am. How could I EVER leave you guys?

  The book is called “The Way I See It – FictionPhilosophySoul Food” and it will be FREE for the first few days on Kindle Select, so watch for it, if you are interested. I hope that you go and grab it. If you do, I would also hope that you find it worthy, you would leave me a good review. That will help me get in the public eye! Soon afterward (2-3 days or so), it will be available in paperback.

Find the book(s) here: www.amazon.com/author/jeff.gaines

Or find the book(s), and all about me, here: www.JeffGaines.world

  Soon after, I also hope to have my first novel (a supernatural thriller), called “Wanderer” available as well!

  Wish me luck!
Big, Biggest Love,
        Jeff Gaines

She said she can't love me back,
She was already broken,
She said she likes me
But, her heart has already be taken.

Hearing this my heart crys a bit,
And a tear roals down my cheek,
My heart was ponding rapidly,
It felt like a Boulder in my chest.

I was thinking why would he do that,
Cause I have never seen a girl like that,
Such a beauty inside and outside,
Holding her hand is not less then pride.

Some part of me was happy to know this,
And some part of me didn't want to know this.
Somewhere I was thinking this shouldn't have happened to her,
And I was praying to god to give her what's best for her.

कुछ गम तुझे भी है,
कुछ गम मुझे भी है।
किसी की चाहत तुझे भी है,
किसी की चाहत मुझे भी है।
तू दौड़ पड़ा अपनी तकदीर पाने,
मैं रुक गया अपनी तकदीर के बहाने।

ज़िन्दगी ने दर्द तुझे भी दिए,
ज़िन्दगी ने दर्द मुझे भी दिए।
मैं रोता रहा अपने दर्द देखकर,
तू हँसता रहा मुझे रोता देखकर।

मंजिल को पाना तुझे भी है,
मंजिल को पाना मुझे भी है।
मैं रास्ता तलाशता गया मंजिल तक पहुचने का,
तू रास्ता बनाता गया मंजिल तक पहुचने का।

कुछ नाम तुझे भी कामना है,
कुछ नाम मुझे भी कामना है।
मैं सोचता रहा नाम कमाने के लिए,
तू काम करता रहा नाम कमाने के लिए।

Lazy_winds

Will the sun ever
shine over my head,
Or the clouds will
always be there,
For, I am now tired
From everything
And now I hope
For nothing.
I lost my will
Somewhere in my
Journey
And I don't know
If I ever will found it again.