Where I can not find sleep Insomnia has found me Where I can not find peace Thoughts surround me I am wrapped in a hardened bubble An unbreakable shell And I am ready to POP!
I feel like a human experiment In a human cocoon of emotions Please, I can not breathe I can't think.... Anxiety has the best of me I just want to dream ..
Dream of a place that has no limits A place where I can breathe and not hear my exhale of doubt. The exhale of a broken heart. A place where I can fix broken things Dear lord, what will it take too just feel complete? After midnight the universe speaks. It tells me to talk to lovely beings.
I look into the eyes of my feline to paint the prettiest opinion of me All I can see is a cluster of colors, blending beautifully She creates a masterpiece of pure love In her eyes, I find life's meaning. It assures me and at that moment..... I find sleep.
I write this for you. It's not much but it's what I do. I'll comfort you when you are feeling blue. Brother, I will always love you. Be here because it's what sisters do. Take you places where you want to go and show you what life is about. Fill up your head and heart when you are in doubt. Hold you up when you are down. I'll be there to turn your frown upside down. I'll kiss your cheek and hold you tight even when you put up that "I'm too cool for this fight". You are my strength and love of my life. Without your Studley charm I wouldn't be complete. Don't worry I'll keep this poem discreet. Brother you warm my heart and watching you grow puts tears in my eyes. So much fun with you has made the years fly by. My ride and die taco bell buddy. Inside jokes that no one would else find funny. Don't forget you owe me money. Love your one and only *****.
I died on a Sunday. My body numb from her words Punctured in my heart . Breathless. I could not inhale the change . I buried the pain and turned the page . My life was traded with the unknown. I mourned the loss of the future and not the past. Everything I had hoped for was ripped from my grasp . That was the end of me .
Looking at the girl Trapped in black or white I can't help to feel rage of no one seeing her light Who was there when her heart bled at night ? She wasn't troubled nor in the wrong But more of unfinished abandoned song with no beginning or end It was in herself she had to find her only friend Always feeling misplaced and a sad disgrace. Who watched the tears fall from her face? It was years till she felt the safety of a home Where she could breath and not feel alone And for once she felt like she belonged No one to push her out scream and shout Nor fill her head with self doubt Who was the one who saved her ? Who painted her world with bright colors ? Was it her multiple lovers ? The ones she found herself in. Was it by saving them she saved a piece of herself ? Or was this filling the void she had since age twelve. Her world crumbles every now and then so believe me when I tell you This story has no end.