Lived to see the day
Laughed most of the way
Loved at the end of the night
Flying loosely like a kite
But at the end of those days
I have lost most of my ways
I have loved to the fullest
But killed myself with such bullets
Smiles all the way
Sorrow at the end of the day
You deserve the stars my love.
When the world can only gives you street lights
You deserve all the glory
When the world only gives you praises
You deserve happiness
When the world gives hell on earth to you
You deserve love
When the world only knows hatred
You deserve everything that is Good.
To the people, who have given up on life..
You were everything I imagined
To the point I lost reasons to be saddened
You were the person in my dreams
That broke down all the seams
When I was broken and lost
You brought me out and loved me the most
When I was down
You dealt with the frown
I love you in any given day
And for that I will say
You made me Happier that I could ever imagine
And forever I wish for our fates intertwining
What keeps you up at night little one?
Is it the silence of the night?
Or is it the rush of voices?
Trying to fight there way out?
What makes you uneasy young one?
Is it the questions left unanswered?
Or the Sadness left by the day?
Maybe its something or maybe nothing.
So what keeps you awake young one?
I write for my past.
To make up for my present
I write for love
To show their beauty.
I write about my sins
To make up my mistakes
Like the clouds in the night sky
To the days that pass by
Not a single night has passed
Since I missed you last
Like the beauty of the stars
To the most painful of scars
I dreamt of having you
When everything else made me Blue
I wished for only the best
As you left me like the rest
I will always want one thing every time
And that is to be with you all the time
But sadly you left for good
And that has left a mood
Neither fixable nor mendable
So I build my walls impenetrable
To no longer feel vulnerable
Its when it was his own decision to distance himself because of my own actions
When I drowned in my own sorrow
You guys learned to carry me
Out of that Bitter Hole
And chose to take care of me
When all I ever wanted was to end my days
You guy gave me nights to look forward to
You filled it with happiness
As if the days never existed
I believed I was a lost cost
No chance of finding myself again
But you guys never gave up
And chose to put all problems aside and saw me through
You never ceased the futility
Instead gave endless support
and Endless patience
You were there when
All had given up and left..
I wrote this for the people who loved me and supported me as I battled countless inner demons that lie awake in front my goals. To my friends and to the people who stayed..