i woke up at 7:30 today to the sound of rain coming through the open window in my bedroom
i've discovered that this is what i want every morning to be like
this is my daily wish
and it came true today
and i'm home until Tuesday
and i've thought about someone aching for me and died in the process

i only hope that one day someone will love me the way i have loved so many people before

it's like
the ultimate day of ur death
is when you have no more
timelines to refresh, pictures to post,
or hearts to tap
because you've finally figured it all out
ur an ******* &
also there are real things outside
to go and feel and see so go
******* do it stop reading
this **** man
GO

sometimes i am afraid no one will hold me like that,
i've never had that before

please grab onto me, i know
where we're going and
i like you

no one should have to bleed
if someone makes you, just get away
from them

it always fades,
don't keep the saturation

i love that
i am so incredibly happy
being in a room with someone i love,
yet i keep a nice dark sadness
in my head