she paced the house again last night
from the kitchen table I could feel her fright
I can stop it and remind her, "you're at it again"
but she'd forget in a hour and start over at 10:00
I've read her this poem a thousand times like a curse
and each time with a new blank stares she'd swear its the first
and little reminders I'd leave inside her purse
like "I love you" or "I miss you"
life's memories in reverse