March 17th 2017
Wondering,
if the universe flinched,
when God took you away.
- Dakota
She walks with her head down,
Tucking loose strands.
Wishing heavens would pull her up.
Or if the earth could just
Open up.
She wished for flames to leap
And engulf her silently.
Or if the seas would be kind
Enough, and drown her.
None of the above happened.
Only three nights ago,
She heard the
Man she trusted with her secrets
Say
“It wasn’t you but me”
Her core was on fire
They fell down as tears
So much practice,
no use at all.
She holds on tight,
tears still fall.
She stood at that metro
Station,
Walking in circles
Aimlessly.
Overwhelmed, in
Thought.
Her mascara dripped
Leaving streaks
On her fine
cheeks.
“Sorry?” she gasped
Cold fingers
Brushed her arms
The audacity of
this stranger!
She was in awe.
“Are you.. okay”
She asked
A different someone
This outsider was.
She really wanted to
Interfere.
Longed to wipe the
Former’s tears
Her brown eyes were refuge
to curiosity.
Familiarity and comfort
lingered in air.
Her shattered soul
slowly perked up.
Like a child facing
Christmas delights
And hopes might have
Been restored
If,
Caution tapes
Hadn’t been enforced.
The little collision,
Kept resurfacing
Playing over and over
Like a
Malfunctioning cassette
A small smile, began to peek
The heart broken girl
had killed it.
Obviously.
There was no way,
She was getting
Played ever
Never again.
Plenty of mishaps
Were at hand,
The Queen of hearts,
Had hers smashed.
Fooled by the court clown
What a scam.
No more chances
Will be given.
With all due respect
Look alike
Prince Charming’s
Were requested,
to rot in hell.
-----
Numerous days passed by.
No more than a courteous smile.
And then one day,
Numbers were exchanged,
plans were made.
Under the moon light, they laughed away
Mutual friends, acquaintances,
The friend’s friend, The friend’s dog
A party from two years ago,
Everything was spoken of.
Suddenly they were a team,
Inseparable they seemed
April 22nd 2018
Three sixty five days and a little more
since, the very beginning
In her arms
Wrapped tightly.
With each exhaling breath,
The rhythm played soft.
Their breaths hard, a little fast
She knew she belonged
right there.
Pressed against this girl,
In a fierce embrace,
Nebula gawked,
falling asteroids stopped,
"This is home" one said
And so it felt
The dyad knew
Fondness and love
Had followed
Them through
Hence
began a new chapter
Lady luck
was pleased,
Destiny beamed.
Stars were the only
Evidence
What a perfect
Symphony.
August 16th 2018
Suddenly they were
Far too gone,
Lost in an abyss,
Dancing a Languorous
Dance.
Healing scars her
Exes carved
She fell in love
With this Girl.
The one who called
Her,
Her forever.
-----
Onset of late
summer drizzle.
Social controversies
Began..
“What a disgrace you’ve
Caused!”
Her father
thundered,
“What will Mrs Sharma
say!!?”
Her mother wondered.
Minds were made
An ultimatum
was declared.
Dramatics took
A whole new turn,
One other argument
Hidden behind the
Poised, hand knit
Kashmiri curtains.
October 16th2018
Two months since
The big emotional
Stunt.
What could they do,
The Girls were
Confused.
Afraid to lose their
Bond due to
So called ethical ways.
They fought, and
Fought.
Might have waged a
war.
A million paper cuts
Were all that returned.
December 1st 2018
It had been a year
And 4months since,
The LQBTQ law
had passed
Yet two woman
Were torn apart
One other love story
Lost a happy ending.
curtsey of a
“Modern civilization”
The battle was done
Dust had settled.
And thus ends
One other narrative.
this poem is set in India. In the year 2018. It's really. Hope you read till the end