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Julius Mwanja Jr Jul 2022
Its beated  like a drum beat
My heartbeat
So close I would feel my heart beat
Driven with passion
Giving up was no solution
This is a story of a guy who failed for a girl who wasn’t ready to date him
I mean he is the star in the story but it is a sad story
Listen to the story
Once upon a time as days went by , days to weeks , weeks to months , months to years and him as history
Sad story
My story
                          The End
The people we take bullets for ends up standing behind the trigger
Julius Mwanja Jr Jul 2022
With broken heart torned to pieces
Our mind full of thoughts and confused feelings
Our hearts bleeds in silence
Our minds triggers thoughts like loaded bullets
Hitting us were it hurts
Living us in grief with no relief and so unwelcome like a thief
In prisoned to our own thoughts only our minds is the cell
So lost and left with no clue even the sky doesn’t seem blue
Unsure of want next to do so lost in emotions
Lost in ways
We can’t find our selfs
Yes it hurts but Hope
We;
H-OLD
O-N
P-AIN
E-ENDS
Words of hope reminder of how to find our selfs
Because we are stronger than we know
Even if we fall in the deepest core of the earth
We will bounce back to our fits because we save a living  jehoval
And if we can make it through the dark nights there is always a brighter day
Everything will be alright if we stay strong
Its a struggle every day so we have hold on
Hold On Pain Ends 🙏
Julius Mwanja Jr Jul 2022
Tonight I address the issue
Tonight I resume and press play
Tonight You take me as I’m
Tonight I will be in your life until late is time
Tonight I headline highlight of your life
Tonight I will be Closer
Tonight I will be next to you like B and letter C
Tonight I mend my broken heart and I want you to make it your home
Tonight I checkmate you as King
Tonight I make one move next to you my Queen
Tonight I give you my world
Tonight the night is for us
Tonight where you are that’s were my heart will be
Tonight I will be your truth and never be a lie
Tonight its just U and I
Tomorrow is never promised but tonight  can be reality
                                  Dear someone  ❤️
Julius Mwanja Jr Dec 2021
Let say  I told you my true feelings would you believe me ?
Lets Say I was not whom you thought I was, would you have taken the chance to known me ?
Let say we never meet on that day would they have been a you and I ?
Lets say what am saying was the only way ,What more would you say ?
Lets say patience pays, would patience pay love ?
Lets say I bring out the best in you and  so do U take away the worst in me would it be the best thing to ever happen ?
Lets say Monday was dating Tuesday but Sunday fell for Monday
would you remember the actual day ?
Lets say on that same day is the day I meet you and I called you on the next day.
Would you remember the day I meant you ?
Mae
Julius Mwanja Jr Dec 2021
Far across a distance unnoticed for instance
Boundaries marked far beyond distance
Territories unseen , feelings gone as resistance
Burned by heat
Maybe that’s what it needs
May luck doesn’t favor twice
Maybe first , maybe last
Time flies by
But distance always catch by
Would we remember  what’s gone
Until I see u again
Maybe that the right song
May be right ,may be wrong
But was it  wrong to belong ?
Far across a distance our minds whispers’ in silence
Ego strakes , questions of integrity arise at times
Far across a distance
We tend lose a winning battle
In search for hope for our trouble
Maybe that’s why we struggle
Maybe that why we go unnoticed from a distance
How would I actually tell you I do and really mean what I say
Because really I do
The feeling were the person u were once close with can become just another stranger u dont know
Julius Mwanja Jr Dec 2021
She woke up on the right side of the bed and the sky is shinning bright like ever, with her perfect smile she smiles like she was Eva.
The feeling was strong as the joy clicked her mind like it was her favorite song
With a perfect morning and so nothing seemed wrong
So she let her dreams be the distant cousins to her nightmares
With hope her sister to her prayers and bravery the father  to her fears
In a battle between personality and reality
So she planned deeply as she felt the love, so she prepared
She found some clothes and got dressed.
She couldn’t help but look in the mirror and subtly she was impressed
How her life was rough around the edges and yet casually messed.
As she looked in the glances out her window; she sees the sight that she was blessed

You see this was an African woman at the age of 16
The girl with a dream to shine like a star or brighter
A story foretold but this was truly her story
This was truly her feelings
The girl with a story to tell
But her life was no fairly tale; cause behind her smile is everything she tried to live behind
Behind her smile i saw pain; I saw stain across the heart I saw where it hurts and then I saw the truth and yes I saw both marks.
but I stood back as ****** , I watch with no response  does that make me guilty of the sins that was just done.
You see this was the life of a young African woman whose life was undone
I wrote this when we first meet and she asked me to write about her based on the little she told me
Julius Mwanja Jr Dec 2021
Living a life of emotions never in a clear white or black my life is an illusion, imprisoned to my own thoughts only my mind is the cell . My heart heavy bleed to pain ,I try to scream to let it all out but the pain is just that too much, it lives me voiceless unsure of whom to tell or where to go .My life is no fairly tale because lonely is what my heart feels beating to sorrow but still hoping for a better tomorrow my mind trapped in thoughts doubting if tomorrow ever comes. Can please someone help me because everytime I wake up I wake up with a broken heart . Am a person in human form with a heart in broken pieces Can somebody help me can somebody  hear me . Dying slowly without anyone's notice but I know am the reason for all this . I got a loaded gun and pulled the trigger in my head only the bullet went  in my heart  and it taking control damaging my body and soul .Am dying in slow motion lost in my emotions can someone help me am doing well have lost it all ,tried of trying thinking of letting go .
Imprisoned to our own thoughts
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