Let's start by having trust with  us
Having thoughts about lust
Yes we are together
But no *** until we are forever
You want me , but unsure
Unsure if I'm what you looking for

I'm trying so hard to break your code
To  figure out your shyness soul
You want to  tell me so much
But your mindless words are stuck

I love you ..  Did you feel that?
I am wanting you .. did you fantasize  that?

You taught me patience , and for that I'll be patient.

Hmm is the next word to mmmm
I have no feelings for drama
Neither do I play soccer
Have the heart like a lion
It aims to poison
I'm just running near the streams
My heart is racing ,so it seems
Like what is I was made to just stand
Made to lop down in the sand
I want just time to breathe
But time only deceives
My eyes are my lookout
Do I got you going hmmmmm yet


I bet ......

Please, sit down .
        Yes.
    We all have purpose in life .
The laws of gravity makes us ....
               Click Clack.
Some human beings say they can't walk.
                In shoes that is .
Rather they be high heels or penny loafers.
  The blood in the vessels of our hearts..
             Click Clack.
                         Giving us the double .
   The double feeling to live .
Humans refuse to just think deep and focus .
         Focus on what they could actually be in life ....
Focus on life changing moments .
       Focus on the click clacking.

I'm so wrong with what I have running through my mind ,
But if you will just love me one good time ,
Loving the unknown hurts more than you know ,
You keep everything we did covered in snow ,
It may look pure to the human eye ,
Your boyfriend may just walk on by ,
He doesn't see the beautiful soul that I do,
He doesn't listen and be stuck on you,
Well I do this for him ,
He thinks I'm just a friend ,
Yet you  are with me and him ,
I do feel guilty for liking you ,
I do not feel guilty for making you ******  times two,
My love for you is lust ,
You tell me you have to see me is a must,
We have a song together ,
Just as well as a kiss in the rainy weather,
Tell me something,
Do he touch you like I do in the rain?
Do he kiss you like I do when the sun comes up again?
I thought not ,
And it isn't my fault.
As the days go by we get closer and closer ,
As the weeks go by our urge to be together,
It get stronger than ever,
What are we going to do you ask me ,
I say we roll with the waves and lay by the sea.....

Everything around me spends ...
As I'm sitting on the toilet....
Time stops for no one ...
How am I going to pass this class...
What am I doing with this ciggerette..
I hate being lonely...
I hate seeing other people together...
Let me get on Facebook ...
There is nothing on Facebook ...
Let me get on Instagram...
**** , no one liked my pictures ...
No one cares about me ...
How am I suppose to live my life ..
When am I going to be happy ...
When will I get a car...
Am I ugly ...
Do I smell..
What will people do if I die ...
How am I suppose to live with this ...
I am going to fail my classes...
My mother will kick me out...
My brother hates my guts...
Are my friends my true friends....
Will someone walk in the restroom ...
They think I'm *******...
They think I'm peeing..
They really don't care..
No one cares about me ...
Why am I African American ...
Do I have purpose in life ...
Well I need to study more....
I love skrillex so much ...
I love dubstep even more ...
Music and drawing is my life ...

Everything right now ***** but I guess it'll get better huh......

With you by my side

I can do anything with pride,

I have never felt like I would find,

A beautiful spirit , a beautiful mind,

You are my only,

You are all I see,

My heart pounds for you,

So you know I am true,

As my mother has a car,

And I have her old one now,

I can travel just to see you smile,

Things are looking good for  us ,

And our future is a must,

It was set in stone when I met you,

We are now walkin on the lines to,

never be unfaithful,

We had accomplish 1 year faithfully,

Now we are up to the 2nd year in the making,

I love you so much for everything,

You..... my soulmate.... forever.. infiniti.

I am looking at the moonlight
Wondering when my life begin
Swimming in a pool of sin
Letting others take me in
Making me think when
When would I be me
Stuck in the ground like a tree
Women is all I can see
Why won't my mind let me be
I'm always thinking
I'm always wanting
I'm always saying
That **** would ok
But like Barbie I'm fake
Likes everything's okay
But I have problems like the rest saying my future could be the best
But I'm wearing suicide like a vest
And the t shirt is pressed
My pants on set
My life is a mess
None hears my cry
It so silent I could die
I could die right now
And not make a sound
I'll look back and say
That every things okay
But it's not
My head is in a lock
My mind won't set me free
Every body thinks I'm filled with glee
But can they see the real me
Can they feel me crying
No they can't
Because it's all in my mind .
.

Let's agree to disagree ,
With  the thoughts in my head ,
About  you not me .

You lie to decieve ,
You eat to get relief ,
And yet you still haven't  paid me back my money,
You ******* thief .

You say you love me for who I am ,
But yet you have no time to be  with me mam.

Your lips is a like a red red rose,
It has the moisture like dew.
Oh how I love to contribute mines n yours.
Together we are the world world.
Apart we are simple girls.
Love has its limits to tests.
But the love we have is the best .
I look forward into gaining a future.

Oh, Allie
Every time I'm thinking about you my heart skips a beat


Every time I'm thinking about you my heart skips a beat

You are so hot
I'm always in the heat
I'm not good at math so what's 10X10?
Forgive me if I'm wrong  it had to be 100
If so that's how much I wondered
I wonder about how I can make you happy
Hopefully when you read this you have a smiley
I truly want you to be happy Allie
I want to do better than Kalie
You have faith in me
And one day I'll make you see
Just be patient
Just chill
I am only for you

Tears rushed down her face .
Winter cold hardened her heart.
Memories were lost.

Her eyes dismissed his .
As the rain poured hatefully.
The rose was no more .

I have so many people say :
You're too beautiful ,
You're too smart,
You're wonderful ,
You're a woman .. Play your part.

I love women,
I love to cuddle,
Tracing her face in the linen .

I love to buy roses,
I love kissing her,
Holding her body making her flawless.

I love having ***,
I love seeing her smile,
Her soul asking me what's next .

Word can't describe this feeling,
I truly love women,
Her face making love to the ceiling.

I don't care what people think of me,
It's an exciting lifestyle to live,
Women are my forte.

Oh how I love love ...
It makes you feel wanted and free ,
Makes me want to be me ,
Love is unexplainable ,
I can't tell you how I feel !!!




Oh how I hate love ...
It makes you feel sad all over,
It makes you want to fold like a clover,
Love ******* ***** ,
Believe me I know .

Dear gorgeous ,
The way you flip your hair ,
I can't control the feeling,
Because I know you are here,
You got my whole being .

I'm never going to hurt you like the others,
You have to believe and trust me ,
When you said  the four lettered word ,
That made my heart stutter,
Please I'm telling you ,
We have a connection ,
And for that I'm stuck like glue .

Yes I am not there right now ,
But everything  is possible ,
Because I believe in the how,
It's nothing for us to see each other,
Nothing will stop this lovely weeather,

I am guessing this is nothing like you felt before ,
But open up your heart and let me restore,
I want to show you that life is beautiful,
Love is gorgeous with and like you .

I'll wait til hell freeze over,
And then I'll wait til heaven has boulders,
Nothing will stop me from thinking about you,
Nothing will stop me from being into to you.

Never think or  fear,
I am  going to remain loyal my dear,
I promise this to you and more ,
And stick with me we will soar.

Distence is never ever a issue ,
Because all it does is make our love stronger and make me want to be with you.

So just be brave and take a chance ,
I promise you the love and romance,
Not just promise but this is who I am ,
Keep me in your heart ma'am.

You make me your one and only ,
I promise I won't leave you lost ,
You could have anyone you could have many ,
But you chose me to be the boss .

I want to show you everything ,
I want to give you anything ,
My soul is true to you ,
Please don't think I'm just talking .

So with all this being said ,
I trulley hope I am in your head ,
Listen to your heart,
Because your mind is scared and lart.

And yes I think and know I am blessed,
So I am stuck like glue ,
And yes I love you .

It's time for me to realize :
That's the sky is the limit
Scarce money , you can't just spend it
That I have a lot of friends
But one best friend until the end
That I can't fantisize about my teacher
I truelly want to make love to her
My heart can only take so much
Lies are lies  & treat it just as ****

Inch by inch ...
   Feet by feet...
         The sidewalk leads you to a crack.
Yet we all trust the sidewalk to be there.
                  To
  Be
    There
        To
           Lead
              Us
                 In
                   The
                       Right
                          Direction.....
Our feet only moves in one direction ..
What happens when there is a stump?
      We try to catch ourselves before
       We hit  the sidewalk...
Why can't we fall?
Why can't we fall and just get back up?
The fear of falling leads to failure.
The fear of falling leads to embarrassment.
Don't we all make mistakes ?
Regardless if you stumble ...
You always get back up and trust the sidewalk AGIAN.