Kiohtel Feb 16 you ever feel?
Like you ended up..
..In the wrong Universe
wrong Galaxy..
..wrong Planet
wrong City..
..wrong Home
wrong Work..
..wrong Family
wrong Life..
..wrong Body
wrong shoes..
..wrong thoughts
wrong Soul..
..Like you Are
so Wrong.. lost
If only.. could imagine
What it would be like.. feel Right?
Is anyone ok, really? We either know everything and are miserable or we create lies to make it seem better..and the cycle repeats..
Kiohtel Jan 17
My home is like a fragile dream
A map scattered in my mind
How could it be a part of me
When there, I can find no sign?

I know there exists the beauty I seek
For it teases and leaves me yearning
For it, my heart has learned to speak
The tongues I would be let down in

I watch my days and years pass
Waiting for better ones to come
Now I'm looking back at the grass
And the sand and the shining sun

Am I not strong or am I too worn
Who is around to tell..?
God is a question I'm counting on
To send me answers at hell

Dare I wish for love to feel?
It comes and goes like waves
And leaves behind some parts to heal
Not quite the things I craved

Chemicals flowing in my body
Menace my emotional raft
Create memories with nobody
And overwhelm me till I laugh

However the truth I accept it now
I was born deviant and wrong
You can't combine the sky and ground
With things that don't belong

I don't mind the lies I'm told
You'll find my inner face alit
From the heat I take when truth unfolds
As long as I have someone to play with
This is the journey of a person trying to find companionship in anything possible... In their own mind, their experiences, the past and present, their memories, their self, their God, in love and friendships, in drugs and in nature. It concludes that the inner real self of the person feels much stronger as long as they have a companion even if they are lie

In the end
Life numbs YOU
Why are you pushing me away?
With this final masquerade
Given UP
In pieces
Crawling away
I am powerless
Bringing me One step closer
To Somewhere I belong
With Heavy heart
What I've done?
I'm a paper-cut survivor
Let me bleed it out
Let me burn it down
I've no more sorrow
What's this new divide?
I'm Breaking the Habit of LIFE
Shadow of the Day elongating
I'm Waiting for the end
I remain the messenger of LOVE
Lying for YOU from life
Guilty all the same
From the inside
Let me crawl back in your life
In the castle of glass
Give a Place for my head
Otherwise I'll be gone
I'm out of time now
Traveling the roads untraveled
With black heart
I am rider of the storm
Living the Battle Symphony
Burning in the skies
So don't let down me
I'm victimized
So slow Ya roll
Let me hit the floor
Away from lies greed misery
See Inside me
In the end we made it
with YOU
I LOVE In the end
Love can save our LIVES

A tribute to Chester Bennington
Best song listings
In the end Chester wanted LOVE
LOVE could have saved his life...
Kiohtel Jul 2017
He's always Morphing,
Thoughts in his mind

He's ever Seeking,
The chance to get by

I see a tortured soul
You were a sapling at most
I believe your branches will reach
Someday it will all be green

He's really been Fighting,
Fears buried deep

He's Combining,
Love and deceit

I know you're a tortured soul
You were a sapling at most
I believe your branches will reach
Transform the concrete to green

Some days he's Smiling,
To beautiful things

I catch him Doubting,
For the moments we breath

I know you're a tortured soul
You were a sapling at most
I need your branches to breach
These walls are meant to be green
For heart so beautiful, you need a moment to fathom..
Kiohtel Jul 2017
Her face I see
On my unworthy screen
Her heart I perceive
Is a storm and a breeze

Her voice I hear
Enchanting and sweet
Her guts I feel
Inspiring me

Her spark I see
With my dazzled eye
Her words I read
Wearing a stupid smile
This is my first poem in a long time and my first poem here.. Its about an interesting and unique person who encouraged me to write again. Happy Birthday to you, Non <3

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