Its strange.
This feeling side.
I feel like i cant hold back much longer.
But if I don't i could cause the world
to come crashing down over my dead body.
I know what they say.
"Its not worth it" or
"There are people who will miss you" and
"I love you, please don't leave".
But you lied to me then.
So how do i know you not lying now.?
This world has it out for me.
I swear it does.
I cant be happy for a few days,
with out life ******* everything up.
I dont know what to do.
I dont know who i am.
I guess its true,
What they say.
Im not worth it.
Im worthless and weak.
Im unloved and broken.
Forgotten and beaten.
im a useless being,
on this thing we call earth.
Just waiting for life,
to give me my last breath.
May be a trigger to anyone sensetive.