It's not in your tears
that I've seen your pain
It's the fake smiles
that you bring out in
raindrops or sunshine

I've seen my fair share of
people putting up a face
to show others that they're okay
when in fact, they're in a craze

The kind of people who put on
such a fabricated smile
at the brontides and oblivions
when their tears fall inside than out

I've met too many of them
that I've lost fingers for counting
and with toes are not enough
to give you an exact number of people
I've met.. I've witnessed.. I've lost

Maybe, I cared because
I did not want to lose another
I did not want to lose a friend
I did not want to lose you

I've met many of them
young and old
sometimes, I believe that
I've seen more than my
"fair share" than what is actually
"fair"

Sad to say; I've lost another
though greatful; it's not you
Would you blame me if
I was scared to lose people?
when people get lost too much?

Please find your way back
back to where smiles didn't need
to be as fake as they are now

People don't really notice the little things with me
Well, despite being a big guy
Not a lot of people ever did

I'm your average nerdy guy
who happens to like classical music
and appreciates medicine and quantum theory
has weak lungs and sensitive ears
and possibly, an attention span of an apple

People notice the regular things
Me drawing, studying, science-ing out
(as you termed it)
But the one thing you changed in me
The one thing that not a lot of people see
the one thing that you and only you taught me
was how to smile

There were those nights where
I would sit and look on
how things are between us
and I would come to the conclusion that
times will come when we're not okay
and I'd always fear if I will still feel the same after

I'd delve at the thought, hoping I would see myself
as nothing more than an overthinker
But the universe, then again always proves me wrong
wrong in the most cruel, diabolic ways

The universe is cruel
but... you make me see otherwise
because cruelty can't make me smile..
driving you home on a Thursday afternoon
watching the sunset, and with our friends
looking back at the day, thinking..
The day was just right
cause it gave me a right reason to dance

Whenever those nights come back
I'd always tell myself in a lonesome chant
"Remember Yesterday"
because it was when we were okay

"The number Pi is a mathematical constant, the ratio of a circles circumference to its diameter is commonly approximated as 3.145159. Being an irrational number, pi cannot be expressed exactly as a common fraction. Consequently, it's decimal representation (22/7) never ends and never settles into a permanent repeating pattern", He told the girl sitting next to her.

"You like math I see", she chuckled.

"No, not exactly", he sighs
"I'm trying to tell you something, what I feel for you cannot be expressed properly, it's like pi, what I feel is deep and never ends, it doesn't settle to a repeating pattern because each day it changes and becomes something stronger", He looks straight into her eyes.

"Since Ancient civilisation, mathematicians have been trying to find the ending of pi but they only ended at about a thousand numbers. Then in the 21st century Computer scientist decided to give it a try, but they ended at 13.3 trillion before they exhausted their computers", The boy took a deep breath and started to play with his fingers

"Chances are a lot of people will try to figure out how I feel about you, myself included but no matter how hard I try it'll always go deep, it's infinite because I am irrevocably In Love with you"