Curtis: Favorites

Oct 2014 Curtis

Tyler Durden

I'm sorry
That you're sorry
You're just so unapologetic,
Why can't you see that I'm being romantic.
Now
Stop.
Listen,
I'm full of insecurities
But nothing you can do will cure me of this disease.
And I'm sorry
That you're sorry
I bring this on myself,
Leave me alone, like a book on a shelf.
I'll,
Collect some dust,
and watch you from afar
Maybe one day
Someone will see me for more than they are.

#love

Oct 2014 Curtis

Tuesday Night

Oct 2014 Curtis

Josh Bass

Tuesday Night

The observant person
will never cease to be
entertained

Oct 2014 Curtis

dream states

Oct 2014 Curtis

wordvango

dream states

cosmetic, are the ways we decide
to be or not to be:
excuse that;
falsehood is realty, sales are all we seek.

democratic, economic senses
falsely impersonate with store bought ****
lifted faces

money is enough when selling or buying
push it to get the best deal
it 's common sense

I see traces though, of
humility, when looking at faces.
Can't seem to play the game?

Oct 2014 Curtis

Troubled

Oct 2014 Curtis

Visionary2020

Troubled

Troubled writer meets troubled athlete
That was our story right?
Not anymore, you were done putting up a fight
A fight for me that is
For what was mine is no longer his
I gave you all I had to give
You gave me a reason to live
I accepted myself with you
I found myself with you and knew what to do
Finally I felt like I belong
You made me strong
Our love was like an 80's pop song
When you left so did I
I left myself to defy
Lost myself again hoping to find my way
I pushed myself further away
More lost than when we first began
You are not the same man
I let the white noise in
None of the noise was him
The light in my world went dim
I am no longer a fighter
Just a troubled *writer

#sad #lost #emotion #heartbroken #writer #troubled

Oct 2014 Curtis

Meaningless

Oct 2014 Curtis

Visionary2020

Meaningless

I always told myself I wanted to fall in love
That the heartbreak would be worth it
It wasn't.
I wish I could've stayed naive
Still believe in true love and a fatal attraction
But I don't
He pushed me over the edge
One more time and I would become that heartless ***** everyone knew was somewhere inside of me
The kindhearted girl everyone once knew is gone
Being told too many times she was easy to control and walk all over she now believes it
Meaningless *** is more appealing and comes easy with the numbness
Because love does not exist and that fatal attraction is just lust you feel

#love #pain #sadness #lust #*** #emotion #meaning

Oct 2014 Curtis

Body

Oct 2014 Curtis

Visionary2020

Body

Alcohol runs through thy veins
Fear circulates thy heart
Amber flames of hate fills thy eyes
Hope serves thy mind
Naive comes from thy lips
Yet I still stand

#love #confused #hurt #emotions

Oct 2014 Curtis

Frightened

Oct 2014 Curtis

WickedHope

Frightened

I am afraid of everything.
Mostly myself.
Secondly the way I feel about you.

I'm afraid of touching other people and people touching me...
I'm afraid of wanting that to happen with you anyway...

#love #fear #want #desire #you #me #terrifying #frightened #horrid #from-wickedhope-to-rhymeswithpurple