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Jordan LC Murphy Apr 2016
My anger is like the infernal fire of a dragons breath,
An eternal rage that never lets,
Me reconcile,
With any sense,
My heart is scarred from the scold of my wrath,
My lungs are chard and close to collapse,
The internal fury bubbles and blisters,
Demons in my head singing sweet whispers,
Once I was innocent as happy as could be,
Whipped by the dragons tail,
Now red is all I see,
Thick plated armoured scales,
I sharpened up my teeth,
Boiled up my rage now it hurts while I breathe,
I guard my cave with hells inferno,
And this is where I sleep,
All of this because I was hurt,
By ******* so deep.
Jordan LC Murphy Apr 2016
My fur is thicker than theives,
I cleave the winter breeze,
With emeralds for eyes,
Bear paws for feet,
Behold my killer instinct,

A blanket of snow,
Enthrals the scene,
Like a white velvet quilt fresh from the machine,
Clouded by spots, clouded by nature,
No clouds in my mind,
so sharp and so keen,

I stalk in the shadows of mountainous snow,
Stealthy and silent my breathing does slow,
Ready to ****, I'm ready to grow,
Natures hidden killer..
The clouded leopard of snow!
Jordan LC Murphy Apr 2016
Obscured and obscene,
No cause to the dream,
Enticed by modern vices,
Seduced in media gleam,
We toil and labour,
No spoils to favour,
For our house is a prison,
My cell mate my neighbour,
Trapped in a cage of which I have made,
Big brother does watch me,
Like a bird in a avery.
Jordan LC Murphy Mar 2019
Balance is everything in this life,
Opposites attract..
Comets collide like theory's in maths,
The good and the bad,
The night and the day..
To much of one thing is bad,
Not enough is the same..
Live your life in balance,
Be happy and sane..
Nothing is a given..
That's all I can say,
Jordan LC Murphy Jul 2018
Madder than a hatter,
Crazy like a coot.
Venom of the adders,
But lucky like a hoof.

Graphic with his grammar,
Devilish charming in a suit.
Heart of artic winter,
Cut throat eyes of solem truth.

I guess I'm odd like socks,
Bellybuttons and numbers.
Biting legs of frogs,
Or frying up some fungus.

Indeed I'm normal as a flying pig,
Playing a golden trumpet.
I'm strange I'm weird I'm odd I know,
But f%k it I don't care.
I'd rather that than be the same as every c
%t out there.
Jordan LC Murphy Jun 2018
o o o o o o

Feeling lonely unwanted and used,
My pride and my ego is bruised,
Someone to hold me while I'm lost and confused,
Someone to care for through a life of disputes,
Maybe it's me the cousin of Jack Frost,
To cold to the heart for a person to love,
Fugazi laugh and a smile I know I hide well,
All this anguish and pain behind my glass to the world,
I feel so empty and hollow not forgetting unloved,
I'm that single black rose too thorny to touch,
Complex by design and sheilded with spikes,
So wild pretty and enticing,
Yet too dangerous to love or like,
Cob webs of silk dresses lie draping my leaves,
Along with razor ice shards,
I dare you to pick me!
Jordan LC Murphy Apr 2016
Cold hearts never say much,
For the coldness hath swallowed thee up,
Likened to blizzards trapped on mother earth,
My heart is filled with ice sharp burs,
Bitter as the bite of Jack Frost,
I'm afraid the light of my heart might have been lost.
Jordan LC Murphy Aug 2018
Crazy's just a word they use to box you in a square.
Define the word crazy for me with out the use of a snare.
Clinically insane they say he's crazy in the brain.
But crazy is my shade of colour.
Its just the way I'm made.
Jordan LC Murphy Mar 2019
Just a ghost or a ghoul when I needed you most.
I'm suffering emotional withdrawal and you was never that close.
Ive heard of cruel to be kind but never cruel to be cruel.
You will never be blood of mine you silly old fool.

Happy Father's Day <3
Still alive but dead to me...
Jordan LC Murphy Aug 2016
Take my hand and dance with me,
Entangle our hearts in a tango,
Let's dance my love in ecstasy,
And revel in each others shadows,
The night is young let's dance my sweet-,
Flower of joy and lust,
All I ask is you dance with me,
Before my feet do rust,
Kiss my lips I'll hold you tight,
Waltzing through the rain,
Spin with me like quilts of silk,
Let's set the world a blaze,
I feel your soul in twined with mine,
Like ivy on the pine,
So dance with me just one last time,
And set our souls on fire!
* *
Jordan LC Murphy Mar 2019
Corrupted and corrosive,
Interrupted and so broken,
Scattered memories,
Shattered destiny,
Curdle up my feelings,
Until they bubble over,
Cursed with bad luck,
The ceilings getting closer,
My world is falling down,
And no one wants to catch me,
Or lend a helping hand,
The bottom is where I'm going,
I just wish I had a plan,
To escape this ******* *******,
Life is ******* hard,
I'm just a razor or a rope away,
A stowaway from Mars,
Just another 'overdose',
My bro I'm dead and gone,
No more feeling anything,
no more stupid puns.
Jordan LC Murphy Apr 2016
Destined to fly,

Despite what you say,

I dare to defy,

The laws of the brave,

To take to the sky,

And conquer the grave,

By the power of will and the engine of change,

I am destined to fly,

Despite what you do,

Even if I should die ,

My dream will come true.
Jordan LC Murphy Sep 2018

Cut me clean as that of a cut throat.
And watch me bleed in silence.
Pull my teeth with no pain killer as I stare cold like a lion.
A concrete wall with no emotions and fists like lightning strikes.
Here I stand a scar laced man forged through the flames of fire.
From here on in there's no way back I'm only aiming higher.
With your help or without it Jack.
I'll take it and I'll fly
But relax...
You've got this kid...
Your a natural diamond guy.
Jordan LC Murphy Apr 2016
Alas my breed is dying,
Ol' warrior of the sea,
Sail and conquered the furthest reach,
Of which there's no denying,
Born and bred for fighting,
Real descendants of vikings,
Broad by shoulders,
Broad by heart,
Charged by gods of lightning,
Thundered through storms,
A hundred or more,
And plundered the shores of likening,
Alas my breed is dying,
For our past has been lost,
To the treasures of time,
Our pedigree drained,
Such a pitying plight,
How best to describe?
My pain and my strife,
When words are so weak!
"How I will miss.. my ol' dying breed"..
Jordan LC Murphy Mar 2019
Suicides on my mind..
I wonder what it's like?
That care free eternal darkness...
No more chains or emotions,
Just a lifeless carcus.
Fed up with being down at the bottom so often,
Rotten from my date of birth..
Designed to fall from this earth..
Lost confused and forgotten,
Feeling like nothing.
Worthless and unloved..
Fed up with this life...
I'm so close to the edge...
All I need is a shuv...
A push or a touch...
Depressed in my bed...
Try to sleep my troubles away..
Maybe these pills will help?
Or maybe they won't..
I feel to go and dance on the train tracks,
Like grandad.
I used to think you'd watch over me,
Hopelessly... I was wrong.
Your dead and your gone...
You left your daughter shattered in tears..
And her son to pick up the pieces..
No help or support...
A devoured report..
Three attempted suicides my heart has been crushed..
The queen of my world reduced to not much.
******* life and the bitter taste you leave me..
All I ever did was try but words for this escape me..
So suicide is on my mind, that blissful quiet exit.
No more monetary madness no more prospect of being homeless.
I toss and turn the idea round and round my head..
Am I better off alive? Am I better off dead?
This world is harsh and cruel but I can't take my life..
My little brother needs me and so does my mum.
Endless hurt endless hurt endless hurt endless hurt endless hurt endless hurt endless hurt endless hurt endless hurt endless hurt endless hurt endless hurt endless hurt endless hurt endless hurt endless hurt endless hurt endless hurt
Jordan LC Murphy Apr 2017
Forgive me my sweetheart for deep I have fallen,
Into the stars of your eyes.
The prettiest of problems on which I shall thrive.
My heart has been kidnapped,
Held hostage by love.
Each kiss placed on my body,
Is electric lashed with lust.
Tantalising and gorgeous,
Silky and enduring.
Your lips are so velvet,
With every kiss to my neck,
Shudders down my body with pure pleasure and delight.
Exquisite to my taste buds,
She's like the finest of wine.
Aged to a perfection,
My lady is utterly ripe.
Jordan LC Murphy Apr 2016
I envy the Eagles that sore In the blue sky,
Arial combatants, the vertically inclined,
The shriek of the eagle with fire in its eyes,
Blood on its talons, wings held so wide,
I awe at these angles with a lust in my mind,
Inspired by the talents, true lords of the sky,
Swift by nature, born for flight, torn in fights,
Broken feathers, scars of time, over the edge,
With the wind as a guide or up in the clouds like birds of a feather,
Long live the clever proud eagle forever and ever!!
Jordan LC Murphy Feb 2019
Broken to my heart,
All them feelings that I've lost,
I was frozen in the dark,
A cold sibling of Jack Frost.

Frozen up my thoughts,
Chucked the chills out my spine,
There's a reason I'm called fawtz,
There's a reason I don't cry.

Colder than a Eskimo,
Colder than the snow,
Colder than the freezer I store my skeletons in,
Colder than you'll ever know.

Blast me in a blizzard,
I'll stand up and I'll laugh..
But melt my heart with warmth and love,
And watch me run a mile.
Jordan LC Murphy Jul 2016
Premature departure,
Your soul escaped this maze,
Haunted by your spirit,
Just a ghost is what remains!

A floating hollow figure,
Triggered in my nightmares,
I chase you every night there,
In fields we used to live,

11 years and going strong,
Your presence and your bond,
18 years was all you got,
To give it all you had,

Bitterness, emptiness, sadness,
Was how it made me feel,
Be my angel stay with me,
My ghosted friend appeal.
Jordan LC Murphy Jun 2018
o o o o o

Gorgeous girl, pretty girl,
Sweetest of hearts, you've stole my heart
Your golden skin and those pretty pink lips that I could kiss forever!
Just the way you are is all I need to live
Love, loyalty and friendship until we sink the ship!

Beautiful girl, precious girl,
Sweetest of hearts I love you
"True love"across your chest
"Cold heart" stamped all over mine
Indeed we belong together
The same as the hands of time!

To my gorgeous girl B x
Jordan LC Murphy Apr 2016
Vandals you shout as you see us at work,
The angle you take is we're nothing but dirt,
Scrooling on trains and destroying the world,
Nothing but low life's, no life and no girl,
We gamble it all over tracks of electric,
No end to the madness our minds are eccentric,
Street fame is addictive, we're displaced by addiction,
Emotion on canvas through conviction of spray,
Devotion and planning are needless to say,
We open our hearts and bleed colours on walls,
For the whole world to enjoy but still we are fools?
Paint's my companion, my love and my vice,
Expression of self for her I could die!
She's my shrink and my doctor a habitual high,
My only regret - painting out of the lines!
Jordan LC Murphy Sep 2018
Life's a scoulding bowl of sticky custard, mustard and marmite.
Mixed up into a slop,
And plopped on your lap.
Then they **** all over you while you try to clean it up and crack a few jokes because that ain't enough.
Chuck him some fish guts and sick to help cover it up!
And when he slips on the guts we'll **** in his face.
But make sure to keep a smile or you'll be for the waste.
Skivvy should be my first my last and my middle name.
Stuck in another ******* episode of ground hog day.
Jordan LC Murphy Apr 2016
O' valkyrie I adore,
The great princess of war,
Please take my hand,
Don't disband with out me,
To the great Valhalla hall!
Jordan LC Murphy Oct 2016
Hello poetry my companion and friend,
Please allow me to dance on this sheet with my pen,
You tantalise and tame the thoughts to my world,
Not sure if I've asked? But will you be my girl?
Tiggle my sense of humality, with your horror, humour and love,
I always end up your casualty, in poetic madness I trust,
Young warlocks in scholar, intellectually robust,
The essence of poets chasing word lust,
So hello to you my poetry... A silent salut from me to you,
May you blossom like a cherry tree and enhance the publics view..
A little thank you to HELLO POETRY.
Jordan LC Murphy Jul 2016
Come hell or high waters,
For my family I'll be there,
Come hell or high waters,
I will rise beyond dis pair,
Come hell or high waters,
Only God shall I fear,
Come hell or high waters,
Let me make that clear!
Jordan LC Murphy May 2019
I watched a squirrel panic this morning as it was crossing the road first because a car was coming on the other side and second because I’m crossing the road on my bike... so it runs half across the road then realises “**** a car”.. at this point had the squirrel not hesitated and continued it would have made it across fine.. instead it decides to go back across the road towards me on my bike who is crossing the road, the squirrel sees my tyre lift up for the curb and panics and decides that between me on a push bike and a car doing 30mph weighing a ton approx..  squirrel chooses the car that can’t stop and gets swilled right up under neath it and with a hollow bang and a thud .. then comes rolling out the back side to then get up and run off in the bushes... I spent 10 minutes looking for this squirrel with no luck what’s so ever!? Poor little ******. Moral of the story... never hesitate never second guess yourself! Trust your instincts!
Hope he’s alright bless him?!
Jordan LC Murphy Oct 2016
I dare you to delve,
Deep inside the darkest depths,
Of a life of hell,
Where neglect is like a joy,
Caressing the shallow void,
Of an emptied out soul,
My hollowed out heart,
Now black from the cold,
Cold to the touch,
I was raised by Jack Frost,
Nothing of a much,
Born to this cruel world-lost,
Mothered up by torment,
Terror and betrail,
I'm just another orphan,
Flung From the infernos of hell.
"Some men just want to watch the world burn."
Jordan LC Murphy Jun 2018
o o o o o

Baby I know I'm not the perfect guy,
Or maybe I'm just really not your type?
Even still did you have to hollow out my heart? When all I wanted was a kiss? You said I looked sharp, handsome and gorgeous..and thats so awkward because you've got the prettiest eyes Ive witnessed. My self confidence struck dumb by how amazing you looked. Maybe It was too soon in thinking I could taste your lips, I mean for f sake maybe I'm crazy but I needed your love tonight, Just one kiss to sooth my screaming soul. Just one kiss to prove I'm still breathing girl.
Just a little kiss to keep me hanging on,
Now the chance is missed I won't be hanging around,
No more dates down our local river,
No more good morning hearts to wake up and deliver,
It's all a ****** mess,
So I sent a single message with a single good bye kiss.

Jordan LC Murphy May 2019
One last ride before I go,
To start the next adventure,
**** this life and all o’ you *****,
I hope you’ll burn to cinders,
One last wish of a tortured soul,
To kiss asphalt with my tires,
Many daggers deep in my back,
And still I walk the fire.
One last hope of a broken dreamer,
With nothing left to lose,
Nothing but this worthless life and all the scars of abuse..

“Love me forever, or not at all!!”
Miss me forever! Like you never did before.. Fed up with Fugazi’s
Fed up to the core.
Fed up with life
RIP Lem Motörhead
Jordan LC Murphy Oct 2016
L isten to me breathe,
I nhaling toxic screams,
S ounds of souls that can't escape,
T rapped for eternity,
E xhaling broken dreams,
N o escaping this disease,

T errorised by asthma,
O utcasted by my wease,

M y life is truly tainted,
E very breath is just a tease,

B ruised and battered are my lungs,
R avaged of their needs,
E radicate my air in take,
A nd expect me still to be?
T hrottle me around my neck,
H ard as heck my sour-heart,
E nslaved to death by pain from breathe from this flowers start.
"Listen to me breathe"
Jordan LC Murphy Apr 2016
Lost in words of wisdom,
Intwined in worlds of fantasy,
Lust is but a vision,
One we aptly adore,
Exploring the prisms of destiny,
Caves of gold and more,
We dive the oceans of love,
To discover the pearls of life,
Cured in curious creativity,
Refined in a womb for months,
Finally the day has arrived,
To cradle my new born son.
Jordan LC Murphy Jul 2016
Guilded by the stars at night,
Engulfed in quilts of darkness,
Raised and reared by wolves to fight,
The type that bite, no barking,
Stone cold eyes of grey and ice,
Frozen heart and soul,
Addicted to this way of life,
The lonely path I chose,

I shred from shadow to shadow,
Like a ghost with haunting habits,
Selfish cunning and savage,
Hunting for victims to ravage,
My mouth salivates for blood,
My lust for love is lost,
I dwell on desolate mountains,
And howl the winds of God.
Jordan LC Murphy Feb 2019
Roses of burnt orange..
Violets ARE purple..
Violently I burst topic..
And vent In to verbal...
Hurtfull.. Outcasted..
Tired and alone..
Just me against this world..
Depressed to the bone..
Unwanted, used and depleted..
Just thrown in a box..
A little like lost and found..
No ones coming for me kid..
I'm just destined to rot.
Jordan LC Murphy Aug 2016
Electric bolts fire across the dusky sky as I delve deep into your oceanic eyes, thunderstorms snarl and crackle through the night air, trailing my fingers tips through your luscious sun kissed hair, cuddle me close and kiss me, tenderly on the lips, can you feel the electricity, that's travelling through our kiss?
There's energy between us, the very fabric of why we exist, if love is just a concept, I'll chance that risk with you, they say the universe is infinite, much bigger than we can fathom, everything's made of atoms stuck with love and glue.
Jordan LC Murphy Aug 2016
Electric bolts fire across the dusky sky as I delve deep into your oceanic eyes, thunderstorms snarl and crackle through the night air, trailing my fingers tips through your luscious sun kissed hair, cuddle me close and I will never let you go, devotion as a ghost, implosion of devine I'm supposed to be your bloke, and all we have is time, inhaling life's smoke, poisoned on fumes, can you help me defuse, this atom bomb of life? I was at the bottom right, until you saved me from drowning, thorn to your rose, your the wolf that I'm howling for, always on my mind, the diamond to my flaws, slave to my heart I'll forever be yours, I stand by my motto, "brave and hospitable" the pivitol ingredient to my lovers risotto.
Jordan LC Murphy Aug 2016
I lowered my guard for a love that cut deep,
She dropped my heart in the over grown weeds,
And the dead wilted roses where no soul would see,
Thorns like knifes slice the sides to the ***** of love in me,
In slaved in vines in a dark dense forest,
Never to be found or seen,
My heart is lost through lusted horror entrusted to another,
She lost my heart with out a bother, and let it rot in sorrow,
Putrid flesh on bone and marrow I'm rotten to the core,
You left me hanging like a gutted fish, my wish is to live no more!
But my heart still beats through all this hurt,
Anguish, pain and dirt,
Weaker still, I still love you,
No relinquishing this curse!
Jordan LC Murphy Apr 2016
The master of puppets how you play on my strings,
First you give then you take and still expect me to sing.
Jordan LC Murphy Mar 2018
We came from nothingness and to nothingness we go. Like the flame on a match stick withering with each gentle blow.
Lifes simple pleasures...
Jordan LC Murphy Nov 2016
Carved my name on the body of a giant,
United our souls indefinitely,
Through the sands of time,
Inspired by your coloured cathedral canopies,
And the dapple scattered light that shines,
As Autumn grasps your foliage,
And the cold does grab your spine,
Still you stand defiant,
So proud and full of life.

The misty mornings dew does steeper,
Deeper through your roots,
Poison ivy vines clamber trying to steal your loot,
My mighty oak still you cope,
To me your like my anchor,
A trusted soul without a judgement,
Where I release my anger.

Through the roughest storms,
You still stand strong,
When all around has fallen,
God forbid you ever fall,
My heart will break in torment.

Under the winters howl,
Owls perched on icey diamond branches,
Squirrels running ragged creating avalanches,
My mighty oak I hope you never have to hurt,
You give so much and ask of nothing in return,
So here you are a poem I made especially just for you,
All I ask is nothing but to listen to my groans,
As you always surely do!
** ** **
To my local mighty oak tree to whom I like to confide in...
Jordan LC Murphy Mar 2019
Aching for your touch,
Just waiting for your love,
To maybe fall my way,
Blood red petal graves.
Jordan LC Murphy Sep 2018
Let's be positive and not talk about death.
Jordan LC Murphy Apr 2016
Pain is like a friend to me,
Her visits be quite frequent,
broken bones broken hearts,
A never ending sequence,
A movie reel stuck on repeat,
But pain is like my freedom,
For with out the pain I'm not alive
She's my friendly little demon.
Jordan LC Murphy Mar 2019
F@$k you life and the bitter taste you leave me,
All I ever did was try but words for this escape me!!
>Pain Locker<
Locking my pain in this box [ ] ✔️
Jordan LC Murphy Apr 2016
Ink in my skin,
Of saints and sins,
The story unfolds,
****** she wrote,
Symbols of death,
Nothing much left,
Stay calm and collect,
It was all in your head.
Jordan LC Murphy Mar 2019
My heart has a hole please help me repair it,
It feels like an abyss so black and so cold..
Don't panic don't threat I've a needle and thread,
Will just patch it up with a cloth patch instead..
Cross hatch the stitching so it never comes loose,
My boy you'll be good you could call it brand new..
Jordan LC Murphy Jun 2018
o o o o o

She loves me...
I believed her with the whole of my heart
She loves me not...
I can't stand you and can't wait till we part.

She loves me...
Whispers so sweetly in my ear,
She loves me not...
Snarling both close to a tear.

She loves me..
Keep the darkest secrets and I promise never to tell,
She loves me not...
So cold like the arctic sometimes I wish I was in hell.

She loves me...
Just one kiss tells a thousand words
She loves me not...
Without that kiss Life's hell on earth.
Jordan LC Murphy Aug 2018
I fear never living, quite rightly.
If heavens on earth then I'm not invited.
Just a passenger a stranger or a passer by..
As the parties rage high and into the night.
A spectator a spectrum or a ghost comes to mind.
Haunted in spirit by lack of any light.

I tried to get in once... For the hell of it.
That didn't go down well.
Cursed I'm sure of it black magic or a spell?
The black blood in my veins?
My luck? It's just too hard to tell.

So party on while I just watch you inconsiderate b@st@rds,
There's a party in my head and you're not f%cking invited!
Wrote this with a broken hand
Jordan LC Murphy Sep 2016
My teeth show character and emotion,
A reflection of myself,
Your teeth barely have a chip,
So clearly your life was shelled,
Your teeth are neat like train tracks,
My teeth are broken and crooked as hell,
My teeth bring me eternal pain,
Yours brings you joy, prosperity and even girls,
My teeth are rotten as a fallen fruit,
Decay and time have taken its toll,
While your teeth still shine bright like a pearl,
Mine boast of a golden dull,
Tainted by life's satanised stains,
Proud of my teeth and the story they claim,
Your teeth are a perfection of shelter,
The epitome of boring and plain.
Jordan LC Murphy Feb 2018
I write to right any wrong feeling I have ⚡️
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