Just realised our story will stay incomplete…

Just like the song you send…

Hamari adhuri kahani…

I don’t know what I was wishing for…

May be I got a little greedy…

Just having you in my life was enough for me…

I never dared to dream more than that…

May be I was afraid I will get rejected…

May be I was afraid I m not enough for you..

I don’t know what you want…

And I never dared to ask you…

I was afraid of the answer…

May its your silence that I liked most…

Let it be like that…

May be we are hurting each other…

But sometimes your words hurt me more than your silence…

Let’s drop this pretendence here…

And move on…

Some stories are meant to be incomplete…

Just like ours…

May be deep in our heart that’s what we wish…

I can feel the pain…

I can feel the love…

I can feel the regrets…

I can feel the happiness…

I can feel the sadness…

I can feel the excitement…

But I can never reach out and hold you…

We are close yet so distant…

I know we need that gap…

It’s what keep us going…

Let’s just embrace our incomplete story…

Hamari adhuri kahani♥️

-- Jonna Adam

Night is still young...
Calling us to take a stroll in fields...
Showered by drizzling rain...
And warmth of moon light...
Ànd the song of lonely crickets...
Breeze carrying the earthy smell...
Making us to stay there...
Wishing the time will stop for us...
Just to embrace it again...
With you holding my hands...
Our souls finding each other...
With the rhythm of our hearts...
Without any words...
Without any gesture...
The oneness we felt...
Only when you kissed my tears away...
I realised that I was crying...
Making me smile again...

-- Jonna Adam

You’ve dried up your tears once...
And yet your tears are escaping...
Don’t you know that the spilled tears never mattered...
And yet here you are crying...
Crying just makes your eyes puffy and red...
It won’t wash away the hurt or sorrow...
The heaviness you feel...
It won’t go away...
What are you waiting for then...
Someone to dry it...
Pull yourself and get yourself dried...
And mask it with a smile...
A smile that nobody can take away from you...

— Jonna Adam

Everything is falling apart...
Whether you realised or not...
You were in a dream land...
Where everything was perfect...
Only when the imperfections showed up...
You realised it’s reality...
And you are just a single drop of that....
You presence or absence never matter...
Yet you thought your absence mattered...
Your tears where unknown...
You spilled it again for another...
Why can’t you know that...
Love is not in your dictionary...
And it never will be...
So dry up your eyes fool...
And let’s begin the journey alone...
What are you waiting for...
Nobody is there to pick you up...
You have to stand alone and walk alone...
Like you did before...
You may struggle and it may be difficult...
But still the show must go on.....

— Jonna Adam

Love me...
I don’t know why you love me...
And I don’t want to know...
As I m happy to be loved by you...
I don’t know what I feel for you...
Whether it’s love or not...
Don’t ask me...
As I m afraid to say I love you...
I want to say stop loving me...
But I will never...
I want to be selfish once...
To have someone who loves me...
Am I being wrong dear...
As you are not mine...
And I will never be yours too...
My day starts and ends with you...
Yet we are far...
Far to reach out... and be one...
Let us be far apart always...
As we are meant to be...
Love me from afar...
Though I can’t hold it...
I can always feel it...
Which makes me smile...
The smile that you likes to see everyday...
Love me please...
As I can’t live without it...

— Jonna Adam

You are my brightest star...
My sun...
Which shines for me...
You brought the warmth....
As I was cold...
You brought the light...
As I was in darkness...
And I know you are hot...
And that I shouldn’t come towards you...
As I will get burned....
And turning away from you will make me cold...
Colder than ever before...
And make my life dark...
Darker than ever before...
So I have to stay in my path...
Moving around you...
Some days will be hot...
Some days will be warm...
Some days will be cold...
I should get used to it...
As I could never come closer than this...

— Jonna Adam

How I wish...
I can write...
What I feel...
With openness...
With passion...
With love...
Without any fear...
Without any judgement...
Without any regrets....
To convey the message...


—Jonna Adam