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10.7k · Jul 2018
I am who I am
Jessica B Jul 2018
A constant is control
Your every surrounding contains a constant
Constantly ever changing
in what ways are we shaped by our own constant?
Our society?
How does it mold our perception?
it is but a constant
I am who I am
I can only hope that
creativity defines me
As my flaws weave through each definitive line of my life
And My colors define me with each shade of its own
It was once spoken that
“Imagination was greater than knowledge”
Because It is all its own.
Creativity is freedom ❤️
10.5k · Jan 2019
Connecting spirits
Jessica B Jan 2019
You are not the love of my life,
You are the life of my love ❤️
2.1k · Sep 2021
Untitled
Jessica B Sep 2021
Don’t let your anger defeat you.

You’re better than that.

🖤
#selflove
Jessica B Jun 2018
F* this *****
In reality I hate this
But he shall never know How much exactly
It hurts this time.
How could I let myself fall
Why did I let myself fall so deep into someone I barely know.
It doesn’t make sense.
It never seems to, why this, why now?
What was it about him?
Why does this seem to make so much sense yet the timing does not. Maybe I am wrong, but when I’m with him it feels exactly right.
Everything, his smell, his touch, his smile, his eyes that tell me so much more.
It’s there, I know it, I feel it, I’m not crazy.
But This is crazy.
This is more real than anything I’ve ever come across, much more.
And I was meant to teach him, just as he Was meant to teach me.
I can’t shut this door, not completely, so I will leave it cracked, just so I can check in and see my love every now and then.
to make sure he’s okay, and that he still thinks of me as I think of him.
I never told you I loved you
And again the possibilities are endless, just like the love we never got to build or express.
And yet maybe one day.
965 · Apr 2020
Wanderlust
Jessica B Apr 2020
You can’t truly understand the world,
until you’ve seen it.
775 · Feb 2019
Letting you go
Jessica B Feb 2019
For now I will let you go
I still feel you
I always will
But this is me
And it is time
For i will Kiss you goodbye
For every nights sky has its last star
690 · Jun 2021
To My little Girl
Jessica B Jun 2021
Dear Daughter,

Always be Weird and eccentric.
Always be unique and different.

Light up the world with all your greatest passions.
And understand that relationships Are sacred.

For your signature is forever written.
In the sands of time
this world has given.

Always reminding you.
That there’s no one else like you.

Understand that,
You can change things.
Things bigger than ourselves.

-

Be in the moment.
As it is.

And listen for the answers.

🖤
God will give.


Embrace it.
Live it.
Love it.

❤️
- Mom
607 · Oct 2021
The Edge
Jessica B Oct 2021
I know what Real feels like.
When it’s real there are no games.
No shame to be ourselves.
No limits to our desires and dreams, not even our own self-destruction.
  
🖤
I see you…
Your eyes tell me everything I need to know.
Yah…..That fall looks pretty steep.
As I Inch closer to the edge every time we meet.
Adrenaline exceeds.
So I step back about 10 feet.
Yah….That fear, it gets me too.
Losing myself for a moment, as I dance in the darkness of my own shame.
Becoming Self-destructive in my own way.
But I’ve played this game before.
As I convince myself that this can only be fleeting.

Bc….if you have lost a love….
a love so deep that the world stopped spinning.

I guess,
The game can seem tolerable for a while.
But only for a while.

And when I’m ready….

I’ll jump, if you jump….

Hoping that it’s you….on the Edge….
waiting for me.
🖤
603 · May 2018
Falling Free
Jessica B May 2018
Love is complete freedom.
The freedom to be yourself, to be free of all worries and doubts.
To understand you without thought.
We’ve met once before.
To feel your entire existence as
My hands become your hands and your hands become mine.
And In that moment I fall away with freedom.
599 · Jul 2021
My Love,
Jessica B Jul 2021
I’m everywhere, can’t you see.
In every light that surrounds you.
Even the night’s sky has stars.
567 · Jan 2019
The color blue
Jessica B Jan 2019
This color is primary
Solid and definite
It’s an original piece of art
primal,
Created from the beginning of time
It belongs to the rainbows and indefinite skys
And it shines within the oceans and paints the days with it’s reflection
its the best I can describe
There are a few of us that possess this color
As it lives within our eyes
This color is primary,
Definite and never forgotten
509 · Jun 2020
Seeing you
Jessica B Jun 2020
Love is a knowing. ❤️
Taking my every breathe away.
469 · Dec 2021
Perception
Jessica B Dec 2021
I believe in many realms.
Many galaxies and other things that may contain them.
Many Worlds.
After all,
What would ours be.
What would time look like in a frame?
Captured in a single moment,
held in stasis by the apathy that exists.
As The world spins to our chosen reality.
Within every beauty that captivates us.
A smile exists in a fiction we learned from a fantasy.
435 · Jan 2020
Time
Jessica B Jan 2020
It’s been a long while now.
As time moves quickly, yet slowly all the same.
It stood still for me once.
Time.
Just circling around me on repeat.
You never had to tell me about it’s presence, I knew.
As Time did too, for
The moment it stopped, I met you.
When I first saw you, I fell in love and you smiled because you knew. -W. Shakespeare
431 · Feb 2019
Motionless
Jessica B Feb 2019
Content
I am content with every move that I make
I can float as high as the universe controls me
Even gravity couldnt hold me down
I float Higher than the brightest sky’s could even see it’s own shadows
And then i fall like the rain as it hits my windshield
I’m content
I’m content with this motionless feeling
416 · Jun 2020
The Record Player
Jessica B Jun 2020
Eyes closed;
My fingers gently glide across.

These Mountains of records;
Scattered every which way.

Breathe in,
As I browse through every artist...

That has changed the world. ❤️
416 · May 2019
Universal
Jessica B May 2019
I just can’t seem to find my place in this
world.
And then you fall in love for no reason.
🖤
374 · Nov 2019
The Traveler
Jessica B Nov 2019
And she walked away;
Wandering the earth with her bare hands.
Open to the world beside her. ❤️
373 · Jul 2018
You always held that
Jessica B Jul 2018
When I met you, everything Started to make sense
And my life Began to come together
You had that ability
That one of a kind ability
to unlock the most beautiful part of myself
So beautiful, I didn’t even recognize her
You held that
You always held that
As I had always held yours
355 · Jan 2019
Words
Jessica B Jan 2019
Words are powerful
Words can change the mind
Words can express
Words can communicate
They portray real emotion, meaning
Words can inspire
They sing and dance
Words could detonate within these intrigued minds of ours
Words are creative, free flowing
Words could change your life
Change the world
They travel
To every inch of our universe
words are powerful
316 · Jun 2018
This thing they call love
Jessica B Jun 2018
I know love is real
For I have held hands with the angels
And tasted what is evil
For I have touched the colors of the unseen.
And drowned in the darkest of hours
How beautiful?
This conundrum.
For One can not exist without the other.
Almost like a love between two souls
As one can not exist without the other
How beautifully ironic
This thing they call love
315 · Jul 2021
Know Thy Self
Jessica B Jul 2021
I was always so sure of a pure Soul.
But we’re all tainted in some way.
Born sinners.
Our Shadows linger In the dark.
Close your eyes;
Getting Lost in this paradox.
As we Learn to live
Live In the freedom of all things.
All things Loved and created. 🖤
306 · Feb 22
Crazy
Jessica B Feb 22
As more than one person in this world, carries that same crazy as you do.
Crazy is a reflection of what we see in one another.
Crazy is nothing more than the perception of the perceiving.
Our darkest selves in the face of the other.
Co-existing with our brightest lights.
As we Try to balance it out just right.
That Beautiful, emotional, cunning Crazy.
Crazy is our indifference.
Crazy is our same.
Crazy is You
&
Crazy is Me
Jessica B Jun 2018
When these buried emotions come to surface, they’re unexplained, unrecognizable. They can sometimes be Overwhelming. So much so that I’ve lost control of them, I don’t know what to do or where to go, or how to direct them. They explode like a million fireworks that fly in all different directions. How beautiful they are yet intriguingly unorthodox.
Each one a different color that represent every part of me and they blend together almost like a picture.
But then the picture fades and that’s when reality is no longer valid, without a picture there can be no reality. Just a blur of lost thoughts with no direction.
My sense of self has yet been lost again, so let me swim in this blur for just a moment without judgement and I promise you that reality will return as it always does.
And in that one moment that comes to pass ever so often, it can be unique, undeniably intriguing, yet hard to understand. It’s okay to let go of reality sometimes, for these brilliant colors can not be suppressed forever, and as time comes to an end, your artwork will be finished and the picture you have unwillingly painted will be clear to see.
290 · Jun 2018
Have you found it yet?
Jessica B Jun 2018
And I sit and wait
Wait for your letter
Of unknown words of love and wisdom
Have you found it yet
What you’ve been searching for?
Have you climbed mountains yet?
Have you ran for miles and miles across the open fields of glorious unanswered questions?
Have you traveled to every star?Have you seen the eyes of every soul? the ones that behold the look of true magic?
Have you found it yet,
Have you found what you’ve been searching for?
Have you found you?
#army #faith #survivorsoflove #patience # serenity
289 · Oct 2021
Spiritual Warfare
Jessica B Oct 2021
Always carry that power with you.
Protect it.
And remember that it’s yours.
The Light is a powerful energy you can use to defeat your enemies.
The Light of Love.
And Love is and will always be the most powerful.
🖤
284 · Nov 2020
Untitled
Jessica B Nov 2020
They say….
“you sweep the stars Unwittingly….”       

Just..        
Searching for your place in this world.
280 · Oct 2018
Ego
Jessica B Oct 2018
Ego
Ego is evil
Ego is shallow
Ego is society’s self image
Ego is a false sense of self worth
It demeans others
Ego thinks he’s better
A false sense of perception
Ego only masks our insecurities
Ego strips us from love and light
It is transparent
Ego is evil
Ego is a gift from the devil
It consumes us with darkness
267 · Jan 2020
♥♥♥♥♥
Jessica B Jan 2020
I will never forget him.
Painted in my mind.
Our story was written in permanent ink.
His soul left a mark on mine.
Showed me what love is
And what it could be.

I never believed; in a love this deep.

I will never forget him.
True love,
I did grieve.
261 · May 2018
This love is infinite
Jessica B May 2018
This love is infinite.
It was just as though;
I already knew it to be.
It was when our hands first met.
For the first time,
I came home.
It was when you asked me,
Can I kiss you?
And For the first time
i saw you.
258 · Oct 2018
When the heart breaks
Jessica B Oct 2018
I feel nothing now
My hands are numb as I write this down
My feet crumble beneath me with knees of no stability
I feel nothing now
I re-read these beautiful poems of the past I wrote just for you
And as I read them
I feel nothing now
I built a tower just for you
And decided to burn it to the ground
The remains of these broken ashes burn with everything I had felt for you
I feel nothing now
I sacrificed my pride and everything else just to put my heart on your table
That table is empty now
With nothing left but blood stained pain written in your name
I feel nothing now
256 · Jan 2021
❤️ LOA
Jessica B Jan 2021
We learn that one day,

you speak into existence.
254 · Apr 2019
<3
Jessica B Apr 2019
<3
This world,
It doesn’t fit with you
251 · Oct 2020
March 17th
Jessica B Oct 2020
I see you.
I can feel you staring.
Getting lost in that familiar feeling.

I can hear the distant whispers of the universe;
Understanding its confessions.
I had never been in love.

🖤
....
I see you.
I can feel you staring.
244 · Sep 2020
The Abstract Painting
Jessica B Sep 2020
And she whispers,
That’s the beauty in it.
There are no boundaries.

🖤
242 · Jun 2019
Chapter 11
Jessica B Jun 2019
Id felt drawn to the stars
Just as I do the universe
Put here, perfectly in place
Drawn to the earth as my hands trace each constellation that made me
Another life to live and read over
Then the sky turns black
The stars no longer to be seen
And so it begins
240 · Oct 2020
Take me there
Jessica B Oct 2020
Take me there.
Take me To the place where you get lost.
Lost in your thoughts of love and reason.
Take me to the place where you surrender to freedom.
That part of you that No one else belongs to.
I’d like to see that beautiful place of loneliness;
where the spirit flys freely.
And magic exists.
Take me there.
239 · Jan 2021
💛
Jessica B Jan 2021
Maybe

Love just changes

Like Time
237 · Sep 2019
Artistry
Jessica B Sep 2019
An artist’s mind is a paradox.
Don’t think too much they said
Or you’ll get lost in it.
Blurring the lines between reality and madness.
Imagination as we create it.
230 · Aug 18
The Collective
Jessica B Aug 18
We are a Direct Reflection of the
Universe...

Fallen stars of the collective.

We are the past,
the present,
and the future.

For There is no time where we come from.

Who’s to say…
That Time means nothing without limits.  No purpose, nor value,
no meaning behind it’s existence.

What is time if not wasted,  
…Given?
As we measure each & every limitation.    

🖤
Time is a gift..

A gift given
To the stars…

The stars of the collective.
227 · Jan 2020
♥J.C
Jessica B Jan 2020
I know what it’s like.
I’ve felt it.
Love in its purest form.
225 · Oct 2020
To my Dear Friend,
Jessica B Oct 2020
You see the world differently .
Through the eyes of the sunflowers and the stars In the sky.
Your spirit sparkles with light and kindness, Shining for those around you.
And I thank the lord there’s people out there like you.
214 · Jul 2019
Yellow
Jessica B Jul 2019
There you are.
I see you.
Your eyes tell me so many stories.
Colors so transparent;
As they paint the sky’s  Gray and blue.
We danced again.  
Underneath every star that could see us, as their reflection touched ours.
Perfectly placed,
as my body moved the way yours did.
Underneath the spotlight of the universe,
Tracing the stars, as we gently cross over each constellation.
Bringing a sense of completeness to the world as it fades out behind us.
I see you.
I could feel the music flow through my fingertips as our hands slowly come together.
These Colors swirled around us in shades I’ve never seen before.
Blending together as one.
Synchronizing to the sound of music
As it played Yellow.
With such grace as it flows with every step we make.
There you are.
I see you. ❤️
208 · Jun 2018
Do you know now?
Jessica B Jun 2018
Do you know now?
Do you know that you’re perfect?
Do you know that the beauty I see within you is the magical kind
Do you know now?
Do you know that I am in love you as you are with me?
For it is real this time.
This love we both endlessly thought could never be found
But you had found me
You sought me out with no hesitation
No restriction
That gravity pull you once explained to me that couldn’t be explained
it was This kind of love that created the mountains we seek.
And Even all the colors of the rainbow couldn’t be enough you know
For we are a color all it’s own
Created between us
For These colors,
god gave us
Do you know now?
Can you see now?
These colors of our own serenity ❤️
202 · Jun 2018
And the stars spoke
Jessica B Jun 2018
How I feel timeless in the present, wreckless in the past and consistent in the future may never compromise my free spirit.
For I have no control,
only thoughts and they soar high above the universe as they reflect off the ocean with a single glimpse of our souls.
And the stars spoke
For I have touched them with untold stories.
And we speak to them unconsciously and unaware of our entire selves. ❤️
199 · Feb 2021
Untitled
Jessica B Feb 2021
I feel like I fit there,

That place in time.

🖤
196 · Apr 2020
Mi Amor
Jessica B Apr 2020
You don’t have to be perfect.
Character is what makes it the most beautiful. 💛
192 · Aug 2019
Flightless freedom
Jessica B Aug 2019
The wind blows softly against my skin,
As my hand flows with the music it makes.
But these treetops You see,
They stifle against them.
These treetops,
So busy they seem.
As they fight To stay in one place.
Ironically so.
That their leaves;
they carry & let go.
They Fly without remorse or reason.
As they travel without trying.
Without telling.
Without fighting.
❤️
187 · Oct 15
1886
Jessica B Oct 15
74 degrees,
1886,
Conversing only with the deep,
The ones that know.
Living each and every moment,
Dancing to the synchronized music.
Every blossom blooms with integrity.
And The rose pedals dance from the raindrops in the sky.
184 · Dec 2021
Inner Demons
Jessica B Dec 2021
Your Darkness doesn’t like my Light
Bc it gets too close to your own.
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