It’s three am and the world looks dead
Flashing scenes on blank drape screens reflecting TVs
As I walk down this naked street in the dark
Looking around
It’s quite vulnerable and charming
To see this neighborhood sleep

I've been alone even in the company of others
Maybe it will always be so

My heartbeat echoes beyond me
I hear yours as well
Yet mine still beats alone

Unanswered
Alone it speaks
And desperate to share the load of my mind

But I do not wish my burden on anyone
A sacrificial soldier for an army of one

How can it weep asking for relief?
When it cannot see it's making a martyr of me

What can end this lonesome misery?
This situation has become my identity

I can have all the friends in the world
And a family
A partner to be with
But  always with this quietness

I’ve been this way since I can remember
It’s the only thing that is still with me

When you cry
In the night
Do the stars hear?

Do they know
And do they sew
Your wounds with gold?

No one thrives
When we die
Sooner or later
We all lie
Beneath the flies

And now you’ve gone too
You gone to far
And now you’re gone too
You gone too far

An angel at the gate
With a light halo
He keeps calling

But your ears remain closed
And the desperation grows
There is a chance
God surely knows

Another energy unseen by you
Surrounds
Begging with good intention
Where death is love abounds

Happy
Sad
Entertained
Bored

Illumination
Shadowy
Healthy
Tired

Bored
Intrigued
How?

The see saw of emotions are all in your head!

It wasn’t till late
I realized fate

I repent
I didn’t know
I’d need you so

She was a moment in time
A glance
Fate declined

A orbiting meteor
Just out of planets reach of her

Oh how gravity won’t know

How I need you so

I thought I needed a trick
To lore you to my lair
To make love

I didn’t need it
It was there
A cold hard stare
Into her eyes
I seen you smile

But now I’m all alone
Waiting for her

She took my mind off of what was in front of me
Her hair was flowing with the radiant sun So full of beauty
Her legs strutted down the ave with a gallop no one could tame
Oh hear the seduction in her throaty voice when she told me her name

Her eyes were a warm autumn brown
Her thighs were strong from walking the town
Her neck was long and it came out from her coat
Her arms were thin and long wearing gloves satin soaked

She was my princess for a moment in time
Wonder where she was headed... who could call her mine?

The older I get
The more I regret
Not being 25 anymore

Some look upon their pastimes
With drugs and fine wines
And with memories that they abhor

But some of us feel
As though those times were real
And now reminisce and laugh all the more

I looked for a job in NEW YORK City
Dragged my feet 🦶 to look for my destiny
Oh how I wanted to live in a box 📦 upon another

So I drifted in hope
But no luck came to me in my search
No welcoming arms

So I started home
Beyond the horizon of the buildings
Walking barefoot through tall reefs and high grass

I found my naked feet in hot springs and prehistoric pools of water flowing about

The water tow brought me to illusions and places of loneliness
Walking by myself as a prehistoric man

Swimming through these hot springs teaming with life from forms of years ago

A fish grazed my shin 4 feet below
Now the water gets hotter and moves more quickly bringing me exponentially further from the grass land

I see a serpent glaring at my face
Our eyes 👀 see each other in this whirl pool of fire 🔥 water

He swims toward my legs with the current
He proceeded faster to catch me
I keep thinking of the hot spring
And think these times were never a good time for our ancestors

I wake up
Before his bite
I put my inclined sweating body back
And then again turn on the nightlight

It was only a dream for me this time
I’m glad it’s over but wanted to share... pleasant dreams at the museum