History
Tells The Tale
of
Tomorrows Sorrow

The older I get
The more I regret
Not being 25 anymore

Some look upon their pastimes
With drugs and fine wines
And with memories that they abhor

But some of us feel
As though those times were real
And now reminisce and laugh all the more

You see the big picture
And you rush in
You paint the road you walk on
You wear Your grin

You observe the blue sky
But the beauties inside
Your heart can love all that you touch
And we love it oh so much
You shrug off the compliments
Your humility shine through
People observe the painting process
Wonder what it’s like
To have talent like you

He promised you the sky
But all he did was make you cry
I guess your raindrops turned to tears

He said he was a nice guy
But all he did was lie
And played upon all your fears

So here you are
Not near or far
I suppose you’re looking for some comfort

But I can’t be
That guy that you seek
Cause what he did to you you did to me

We never heard of each other
Till we found you in the field
We all talked for a while
And then disappeared

I never forgot you
And I wouldn't have let go
But sometimes souls grow old

And now it's gone
We said goodbye
Without a word
We said it with our eyes

She took my mind off of what was in front of me
Her hair was flowing with the radiant sun So full of beauty
Her legs strutted down the ave with a gallop no one could tame
Oh hear the seduction in her throaty voice when she told me her name

Her eyes were a warm autumn brown
Her thighs were strong from walking the town
Her neck was long and it came out from her coat
Her arms were thin and long wearing gloves satin soaked

She was my princess for a moment in time
Wonder where she was headed... who could call her mine?

I've been alone even in the company of others
Maybe it will always be so

My heartbeat echoes beyond me
I hear yours as well
Yet mine still beats alone

Unanswered
Alone it speaks
And desperate to share the load of my mind

But I do not wish my burden on anyone
A sacrificial soldier for an army of one

How can it weep asking for relief?
When it cannot see it's making a martyr of me

What can end this lonesome misery?
This situation has become my identity

I can have all the friends in the world
And a family
A partner to be with
But  always with this quietness

I’ve been this way since I can remember
It’s the only thing that is still with me

Where did you go last night?
When the fire burned bright.
And the sky was dark.

Was he everything you thought he’d be
Did he hold your hand when you couldn’t see?
You left me..,

So Hold onto the memory
Because now your left alone and empty
And We’re both fading away

Open your eyes
Look to the sky
To the sunlight of the day

Your life won’t end
It’s just about to begin
A brand new way

It’s all in your head.
These things they said

Emotions are dealt
A wound is felt

And my heart takes control
To laugh at what we think we know

It’s all in our heads...
Trust me, all in our heads.

Happy
Sad
Entertained
Bored

Illumination
Shadowy
Healthy
Tired

Bored
Intrigued
How?

The see saw of emotions are all in your head!

I can feel the g-od’s of my ancestors calling me
From the horizon and finality
They are silent
They seek no form in stone from us
For stone is corrupt able and they are not
It’s an abomination

They despised the way the humans disgraced their form
Though they are kind about it
Sending thieves, sending wind and sand they remove this idol
And blessing us with things new

I ask what do they seek....?
I ask how do we please?

But I realize they have all things in their ability

The Bible warns they seek no sacrifice
Why would they give a live birth for a corpse in return?
They made the life to live...

There was might in those days of old.
120 years of life for a man.

And

There shall be might in these times if we take it easy and breathe

The bounty of a persons heart shall share truths of his long days here to be inherited by those who have ears

Even our faulty sciences tell us matter and energy never are destroyed

It’s incorruptible

But I blindly look to how things are created
But
My own fear lets me not see

For man was meant to be upright in mind and to only see the things given to his own blinking eye

Imagination wander not into the lust of lusts, the evil eye upon the creators possessions

Where does this worship of many g-od’s fall into Christianity?

The lord surely showed his might when he said have no g-d’s before me!

Then these idols fall fail once again to the wind
They fall prey to thieves’ lusts for gold, the wind and the sands which corrupt.

I still search outside
They search for worship
The Bible says things which never pass away

It is a hard book of scrolls in which the reader seeks life and finds it not for in them it says you shall seek life in them

Oh, how I wish I new the living, perfect and true god.
The first god of worlds

Oh how my blindness aids me though...
Less stripes for the person that did not know his will or even him

I want to work works...
I want to be godly
However the book reminds me I cannot be saved according to works

Jesus said we are all gods
This statement frightens me
But it is the beginning of wisdom for the fear of god results in knowledge

I look to the earth for his fingerprint
I have tools which show me the world

I see a tree growing through the dead leaves in search of drink and sun

It springs up
It shoots down
It displays leaves
It hides roots
It breathes and holds and bends in the wind
It throws its seed to land in a better place from where it originated
Across continents
Across backyards
It churns the earth and keeps it alive at its trunk

Only patient eyes can see

I see the sand lands we call desert

These were once alive but are now crushed rock

How can we reverse this dire situation?

What if we lived here?

Shall we pray for manna without a wince?
Without a doubt?
Just allow it to fall from heaven for gather?

These thing were
These truths are history

All I know is that he provides but man corrupts

They come around...

With fire 🔥 upon poles and staffs of wood
Making way for their own madness and darkness

Painted faces
Trying to assume no identity
But they knew their premeditation

Showing teeth 🦷

An evil grin and stare like demons which possess them

Feeling their way through the night with an evil chant.....

Looking for someone to blame!

Their bellies bellow out broken law

Not seeing
No, never seeing...

They are blind in more than one way.

For they are blind to their curse
And therefore their own destruction

God cries out !
But they turn from him in every phrase and warning

Accusing all that surrounds them

Becoming upside down in their 🩸 lust

They trample the heart inside their own souls and compel and approve the hunt

Producing thorns and thistles

They are dead men

And when they perish

They shall produce thorns and thistles

I looked for a job in NEW YORK City
Dragged my feet 🦶 to look for my destiny
Oh how I wanted to live in a box 📦 upon another

So I drifted in hope
But no luck came to me in my search
No welcoming arms

So I started home
Beyond the horizon of the buildings
Walking barefoot through tall reefs and high grass

I found my naked feet in hot springs and prehistoric pools of water flowing about

The water tow brought me to illusions and places of loneliness
Walking by myself as a prehistoric man

Swimming through these hot springs teaming with life from forms of years ago

A fish grazed my shin 4 feet below
Now the water gets hotter and moves more quickly bringing me exponentially further from the grass land

I see a serpent glaring at my face
Our eyes 👀 see each other in this whirl pool of fire 🔥 water

He swims toward my legs with the current
He proceeded faster to catch me
I keep thinking of the hot spring
And think these times were never a good time for our ancestors

I wake up
Before his bite
I put my inclined sweating body back
And then again turn on the nightlight

It was only a dream for me this time
I’m glad it’s over but wanted to share... pleasant dreams at the museum

Careful with that gun
Careful with that spear
It will come back to take you
Then you will live in fear

Do unto others
As you want done to you
Obliterate and take their money?
Is that really what you want to do?

No empathy for the trigger happy
No rest for the corrupted
The thief takes his place
On the cross or behind iron gates

Indeed you will see heaven
As it’s whispered to you
A Great Lake of fire
A destiny of rebuke

He will rule this nation with A rod of Iron
Ensuring everyone is saved
Strict love and obedience
Now the narrow road is paved

You are on a wreckless suicidal path
Chasing after all flesh
It rots your mind and heart
When you covet cash

Drugs, women, fame to get higher
Are all a fools desire
Do what is right to each other
And fear the flames and fire 🔥

It’s three am and the world looks dead
Flashing scenes on blank drape screens reflecting TVs
As I walk down this naked street in the dark
Looking around
It’s quite vulnerable and charming
To see this neighborhood sleep

When you cry
In the night
Do the stars hear?

Do they know
And do they sew
Your wounds with gold?

No one thrives
When we die
Sooner or later
We all lie
Beneath the flies

And now you’ve gone too
You gone to far
And now you’re gone too
You gone too far

An angel at the gate
With a light halo
He keeps calling

But your ears remain closed
And the desperation grows
There is a chance
God surely knows

Another energy unseen by you
Surrounds
Begging with good intention
Where death is love abounds

It wasn’t till late
I realized fate

I repent
I didn’t know
I’d need you so

She was a moment in time
A glance
Fate declined

A orbiting meteor
Just out of planets reach of her

Oh how gravity won’t know

How I need you so

I thought I needed a trick
To lore you to my lair
To make love

I didn’t need it
It was there
A cold hard stare
Into her eyes
I seen you smile

But now I’m all alone
Waiting for her