Here I am,
With seething pain,
Lord wet the sand,
Bring back the rain.
Though I sit, amidst the storm,
You hold me still;
Lord You reign.
Please let me feel,
The rushing waters,
Of Your Holy Spirit,
Full of love.
My strength and shield be,

"For thou hast been a shelter for me, a strong tower from the enemy." -Psalm 61:3

Seething pain, deep inside,
I'm a wretch, why can't I die?
Through the valleys deep and low,
Sinking down how far must I go?
Dark and scary getting weary,
Falling faster falling further.
Deep down I go, into the abyss,
No light in sight, oh how much I miss.
How can I do it, what must be done??
The deeper I go the darker this gets,
How evil I am with many regrets.
I'm falling now, suspended in stillness,
The further I go, the darker this is, all my feeling just vanishes.
With feelings bled away, happiness can not stay.
I'm lying here in numbness but I'm here okay?
Can't feel anything,
Make it go away!
This is not for nothing, it's all for something,
The Lord's returning, I know He's coming.
Though I can't rest, it's for the best,
God's will is the awesomest!!
I'm suffring here, but more He did there➕               
On the cross He hung, dead and still,
Thank You Lord, for dying on that hill.
But up He rose, on the glorious third day,
So here I'll wait, for His happiness again.
He's still with me, as from the start,
I'm filled with joy, because He won't depart!
Bless You Lord, for your gift of love,
I thank You Lord for Your loving heart.

There I was, in the midst,
Of that dark world, with a twist.
The days dragged on with pain upon, it will not stop,
What must I do?
"I'm right here." He said with glee,
"O Lord God please hear my plea!"
"Confess your sins and open your heart, then we'll never be apart."
"Yes my Lord you are all, please fill up this maw filled hole."
He filled me up, to the brim.
Now overflowing, not found with grim, I serve my Lord with love and joy!