I wonder if you love me
I want to know  if it’s true
For I have been casted out of heaven
And now are sent to the deepest pit onto the earth
Will you fall for me still
even when the fall is for eternity
will you love me
Forever

Dear stranger,
I don’t remember who I am.
I’ve done the best I ever can,
But I have travelled more than two steps back
To reach my shadow  Of whom I once was.
Stranger don’t you cry.
Don’t you shed a tear.
My feelings for you stranger are still the same .
I might not know you, But I love and adore you;
for I am now a stranger to you too
and you love me all the same.
You call me husband, then I’ll call you wife.
Don’t you dare make me remember your name.
I am lost,  that I understand.
Kiss my cheek and hold my hand.
I promised to love you that’s all I know.
I’ll love you forever no matter the time.
The evidence on our rings show.

The love of my father was boxing
seeing my father slicing
The wind with his bare hands
Shadow boxing by his lonesome
Like if he was fighting the wind
The wind was his sparring partner
the sounds of his fists cutting through the air
I saw the violence and art
my dear father moves slower
After many decades
his punches have lost its sound
and his movement
has lost rhythm of time
the wind has beaten him over the years
it has taken my father all he’s had to fight
His last fight  
Even the wind has taken the last wind out of him

My Rosalie
I have travelled from a far
Could I stay under your same roof
I will be thankful forever more my Rosalie  

For I am cold and my cloths are damp
Could you spare me your warmth
For I will be forever grateful my Rosalie

could I trouble you for some bread
For I have starved for 40 days and 40 nights
The ravens  circle around my being
I will be forever merciful my Rosalie

I will not lie, my Rosalie; I am weak and every heart beat hurts me for it pumps harder for I am with you my Rosalie
Thou I know now this is my last sleep
And you will be my last sight
And these ravens speak on repeat my last words to me
I love you forever more my Rosalie

500 days and nothing more
No more future
Or expectations
a thousand hours and not a smile
No more laughs
Or  expressions
a million seconds and not a single butterfly
No more nervousness
Or excitement

I remember that large smile
when I would open the door
I distinctly remember light hovering over you
I could hear your laughter
And smell your hair for it created the room to become a garden of Eden

we ate from the same apple tree
the eyes of both of us were opened,
we knew that we were naked
Ashamed of ourselves and each other
we covered ourselves
With none genuine expressions and words

for I cause you headaches with my actions
And your words become whips
Using them to lash my heels
It’s  difficult for us to take another step
For it fells like we are  walking on egg shells

we must remember we are frail ,
broken , and the pieces we are missing are each other.  
for you are made of bone of my bone and flesh of my flesh. That connection was the same for Adam and Eve,  and you and I.
no matter the mistakes or the odds we stick together

The question I ask myself today
“If I never saw death would I expect myself to live forever; and would this inside feeling still linger like death awaits.”