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Karan Sherwal Dec 2020
once again I feel so empty
yet walking past,
I did my last farewell
that never lasting past
crawls through my present
and haunts my future vast
I dare to give my assent
for I am a soldier, quite outspoken
although my heart was always broken
Karan Sherwal Aug 2018
It could be yearning,
Maybe it’s a learning
To follow the heart beat running,
It could be shunning, from side
Somewhere or some other place you glide.
It doesn’t matter if I have the door open wide.
I’m slipping down in other dimensions,
I will not confirm my resurrection by the ledger of the almighty.
If there’s one ?
Now I will talk about my vulnerability
No it’s not my ability or disability,
But the hunger of affection took me there.  
Now I wonder why am I here ?
Is there any strong reason for Absence.
I’m the midst i seek presence.
To wholly acquire the essence!
I’m older than I look, just like an old dusty book.
Which leads it’s protagonist to course of action.
Lately I see no reactions as I supposed to.
So forgive me if I get lost somewhere in unknown places,
It’s better to have a joker, instead of three Aces.
I’ve got shivers down my spine,
And if you let me someday I’ll possess you like an old wine.
Missed her...
Karan Sherwal Jul 2018
Now from the other side
I’m thinking whether they were tied,
As if returns to scratch my wounds,
Quietly i forgive and deliberately I call to the majesty just like Hounds.
In the night I crawl even in my dreams, which are boundless.
Makes me blunt as well as cranky,
Here’s Another turn for you to be skanky.
So now I call my well wishers fine noon,
So that karma will confirm my boon.
Ending this ‘Another’ with a hope that my writings aren’t folly,
I promise my friend, you will soon end up with lots & lots of jolly.
Makes me think about that soft pain.
B cool !
Karan Sherwal Nov 2020
raindrops traveling on the wires,
to merge into one,
far away from the hotness of burn
the leaves are happy as they giggle
water droplets dodging the land
on the gaze upon, I dare to give out my hand.
Karan Sherwal Apr 2019
All the way from concrete
I came up above the cloud,
Where mountains speaks for itself
winds climbs through leaves o leaf,
might gave one relief.

Stairs like pattern all over the valley
I seek distance from unhealthy voices,
quiet as you feel numb
even the fire's cold up here
Nowhere ,  Nowhere

It was night when i reached here,
Stick in my hand, the warrior
couldn't last fear.
The coldness increases with every step you make,
Hills are calling you for life's sake.
As live as you'd be last
to discover the essence of life,
found my existence, the one I
Strived & survived.

So far I'm shivering that's all
Dimensions as a whole,
I'm talking mountain out of a mole
Green grass, Blue skies
Transformed into a human ,wise
Hot water pond to get sins washed away,
came out like infant baby
Glacier over the top, anyway.

Sunlight is pure & gets you enlighten,
Although breezes grabs you tighten
My skin is cold and a bit whiten.
Sun makes you day brighten
The whole environment is pointing upside,
As if they witnessing planetary movements,
Without being known to down sight
I've discovered my being over a fortnight.
strange name yes it is, i guess life is strange.
it was the first animal i came into contact, as i remember writing that piece.

living the life , i spare,
to get my own pair.
Karan Sherwal Sep 2018
Till now in my life, I’ve been through hardships up & down.
Look at these segments of contemporary Human celebrating festivals each time they fall.
It’s quite a luck? They’ve decorated this beautiful Town.
I was born to live as my life strokes bright.
Loosen your arms around your loved one tight.
She’s not here yet, but she’s been here..
Came back from wet ****** wounds and survived,
What do you call a child who is scared of water still dived.
Always been the playground instructor,
Always been the last desk holder.
Thin & ugly !
Now I’m against anything that bounds any belief,
New era of this scrutiny holds an grief.
I’m into new world of justice.
Karan Sherwal Aug 2021
For often, when on my couch I lie
In vacant or in pensive mood,
They flash upon that inward eye
Which is the bliss of solitude;
And then my heart with pleasure fills,
And dances with the daffodils.
Karan Sherwal Aug 2018
Nowadays,
Stunned
Gripped
Because in this holy country people are greedy,even your relatives.
Near ones betraying you,
Suppress you,depress you.
Standing against a Hollow shoulder,this rookie should’ve been boulder.
I stand for truth only.Be it against my creator!
I pray to you almighty.you should’ve dealt humans With Great preceptor.
This overwhelming belief of one mans life,
Does not end with couple of children’s & a wife.
Out there He struggle through this juggle !
Another day,another dollar !
Not a single diversion is there to reach white collar.
This concrete jungle does not  fancy me anymore.
I stand gypsy in a midnight moon,
Doing this word gambling to kept the fire alive,
Swimming through shores with 5 feet & 6 inches of Dive.
Just wrote it, tell me about it ?
Karan Sherwal Jan 2021
Has anyone of you seen me struggling

It's like one's emotions juggling

Shattered overwhelmed screaming yelling

Once I couldn't write these spellings

Now I wonder how it's dwelling

One after the other it kept on dancing

I was watching every letter, and carrying them around

Blame it on my fate, somehow

I didn't know it sounds

Will, you tell me what I do,

Perhaps it's just the way it is so blue

And I roam through my wheels

Singing songs and swings

I promise to be as free-spirited as the wind blows in times

Here is my bid for my readers & the spirits who get by

Don't misunderstand my gestures it's me with the sky

Now give me some air and let me slip by

I Will be at your doorstep will word in disguise

Sayonara my believers conclude me as wise.
PLEASE DONT DRAG ME AWAY FROM THIS COMMUNITY,  I AM TRYING.
Karan Sherwal Jan 2021
Cold nights
Wakeful rights
Then the sun came bright
To hold me tight
I'm his son
Born to be won
Save me, I'm drifting away
Karan Sherwal Jul 2018
Things I know..
can never be disclosed.
For I am in front of em’
And I contain certain amount of liquidity.
That amounts to the peace,
I call !!!
Karan Sherwal Aug 2020
Lonely soul
Empty road
See me whole
Does age requires money,
Or lions desire honey
Does will require thought,
Or monkeys are the robot
Does gain require loss?
Or it’s something that you cross
Does love requires mate,
Or else humans can wait.
Does nature requires help,
Or it’s a human’s yelp.
Do memories requires existence,
Or dreams do some assistance.
Does life requires breath,
Or we are presenting wreath.
Karan Sherwal Jan 2019
Recent times
confused like rhymes
one or the other
I'm a bit bother
about the mother
and all the brother's
these robots have the power,
to control and over.
shedding all  the tears,
what else can you  wear.
There are Ample resources
from various sources
people forget to preserve
our mother just don't deserve
annihilating  & dragging
These mutants wagging
equally shredding
until the ending.
All those times in the past,
earth-graphy is way more Vast.
To the planet,
                                                    - from all the human beings

doing my bit hope you all will understand the pain of our mother earth.
Karan Sherwal Oct 2018
Another day with your picture in my mind,
Still stays through it all
Every second with your memories I fall.
The face of yours is as real as my heartbeats inside my chest,
I’m intoxicated by your love, being a warrior with a hard shelled vest.
Karan Sherwal Aug 2018
I used to believe in good old days,
Still concerned about the little ways.
To get back in my childhood era.
Those uncountable acquaintances,
Now they are just faded faces.
Buzzing around oftentimes,
I do look at them with all my gracious Rhymes.
Those long sandwalks, I heard many voices & those preacher talks.
Standing on the top of a pile,
I saw the world with my pure human eyes.
My incapability of not performing as others,
Don’t forget we came from different mothers.
Though the course may be disturbingly fascinating,
Spot you there at the end of the lives you kept devastating.
I walked clean and I did no mean.
There was nothing to fear, but one day someone molested me who was so near.
Crippled inside myself that night,
Was so devastated couldn’t spoke a word inspite.
Moments still glare, dig in your knife so that you can pare.
Shadows no more controls me,
I fiercely play with them, and still move freely.
Enjoyed every bit just like my first bicycle wheelie.
I did both,from playing with slum folks to slept like a sloth.
Now I miss my never ending era.
Entered my puberty,
with little bit of curiosity
To not to have those thoughts control authority.
I was wild, a state called child.
Facts of my past life...
Karan Sherwal Nov 2019
Every dawn, Every dusk
After pouring smells like musk
Wandering around whispering bound
The inside ancient houndly sound
I couldn't bear
I hardly count
I must obey what's all it about.

The more I explore
More I go,
Digging through an empty hole.

We should seek
Now is the time to be a geek
Hopeless tide
Came to slide
I see her glide
Her arms were open wide
For an unknown sly
With hidden wings,
Still doesn't know about the initial fly.
I'm on the path now, so thy will see me rise.

"I love my love for I'm dying to share mentally"
Karan Sherwal May 2020
You come down slow
To burn me as if I'm not burning
Tongue-tied not dumb
Honest, not foxy.

The night has come again
Where I reckon to be in vain
She runs away fast
As if returning is impossible

Where are your promises?
And that blink of an eye
Inside the house of love
I presumed you my dove.
Karan Sherwal Aug 2018
Welcome to this side where,
I went maybe a mile there
Saying to build a trust,
I’m having molten Rocks in my crust.
So dark, thick & flamy !
Everyone’s there to blame me.

Fighting with my own self,
Dwelling upon these dreams of divine encounters.
Arises a question everytime I stuck or parallel thoughts?
I tell myself, it’s alright!
Good lad !
Keep your Hunger at it’s peak
Thy soul is Honest,
         Shall not be weak,
god himself set his eyes upon you, Truths like
Sky as well as sea is blue.

Now I think of my curses, oh ?
Because I can write verses after verse.
About me, myself & I,
Don’t talk about the egoists of thy.
Honestly, I was afraid while writing this.
Karan Sherwal Dec 2018
Tiny and windy
Comes Along,
Like a known
Might talk to whom,
She wished for.
Being sad is her favorite bad,
While she moves, sweet talks of her groves.
Like a weather, she flew with her feather,
Day & night
Hold her tight !
What she feel,
Might be a great deal.




Trouble, trouble
Hollow air bubble
Seems single
Might come double
To jingle & mingle
Just across ease
Hover like bees
Vibration and buzzing
Haunting and dazzling
Innocent_hurricane  
Not to touch the Earth, not see the sun.
Run run run....

I’m trapped !
Karan Sherwal Oct 2020
Hey kids!
It's an ugly world out here
I know you having thoughts
When you will be there,
Do not come across as if
You are having a choice
But one thing the offspring will do
Never let ancestors over control you
As you must come out with who is who
The invisible cleverness comes along
With few shades of innocence
You think you are strong.
To be continued.
Karan Sherwal Feb 2023
Kept our secret within
Seldom I grin
Knowing it's a win,
Moments matter fading remembrance
time consumes image,
Delicacy upheld
Greatly dealt
Whispering prayers
You have now embedded
Layer after layers
Left me here,
Do you even care?
My tired eyes need your glance
After all, I'm just a soul
To be with or not to be with
What is your stance?
Is there any chance,
To make your presence
Into my life, forever
Alas, the man in me tried
You know our loyalty cried
I left the door open, wide
And I have a few things to offer
My presence and honesty, not the chauffeur...
To be continued ⬆️
Karan Sherwal Jul 2018
Solely each day we’re getting somewhere near to freedom, desires and what not,
Each day we give it a thought.
Then thought wanders around Actions, & it continues to brought you a pile of rejections.
Then rejections ran up a mile to meet an opportunity,
Adds up to prepare an ideal source witty !
The course you are in will pass anyway,
In the time being you can say
There’s brighter days after days.
Attained this clown soul was may be luck,
Faintly I float like a duck,out there
Struggling to make a legacy & buck !
Getting wealthy or gain wealth they call greed, but
What if I wanted this out of my good deed.
So that my soul gets freed
In the vast universe.
Alleged to stay beneath, within the dirt.
Someday I will define this Auspicious hurt.

Signing off again, hope this will not go in vain,
Far from this misery out there is a Giant gain.
Karan Sherwal Oct 2021
The hunger which stars have
For the skies,
The thirst possessed by this land,
All come down to what?
That my love has no why's
Neither hair nor hand,
I dwelled upon the site of yours
Like sunbeams through water droplets
Or reflection over the frost,
Now I will demand intimacy
Perhaps with privacy
For it will balance the delicacy
For us to be an eternal bond.
Karan Sherwal Jun 2019
The lady that I loved
She's not really a dove,
Of how I was yearning for her
Brushed her chevelure against mine,
A soft fancy fur.

Black butterfly on the rose
a chemistry like those
Till our deepest fears exposed.
Karan Sherwal Jul 2018
You are all in me now,
It's the least I can do !
I really want to get through
Sometimes I wonder what you do..
Glimpse of your eyes is all I have now....
Fading colours and affection
Looking at mirror, a reflection
The man is taking bow !!
Showing the way , breakthrough
Silence covers beside
Souls kept aside
Be careful , its see through !!
Before the meet
Karan Sherwal Nov 2021
And all the pride in the world,
Those huge walls,
Reaching skies as it falls
I'm not interested in banging my head
As good as being dead
Free from worldly realms
Persuasion imbalance
We are only a moment, mate!
Conspiring to spiritual date
Take a moment, just wait
While I write my audience contemplate.
#asfreshaswinters #mymomenttonight ♥
#posttoconsciousness #judgemeplease #fuckwithmymind #disturbme ☘
Karan Sherwal Feb 2023
Lately, I recognized my deprivations
The situation uncovers my task
Even think much before I ask
So boundaries and limitations are there
Stuck inside for now an untameable sphere,
With a simple twist of fate
I will be able to unlock the envision gate..
Karan Sherwal Jun 2022
Her hands were tied,
And the way she hugged
Was quite wide.
Into my thoughts
She gently glides,
Her essence choked me
From all the sides.
I will wait until she decides
To die with me,
Will this suffice?
Karan Sherwal Dec 2021
From embarrassment to compliment,
Paving my corridor with excitement
Always acknowledged as an amateur
Be that way that's what I make sure
So I roam like a ghost around,
Autonomous spirited inside the bound
Lately, narratives floating on surfaces
I see me then altering faces
Fortunate times with fortunate places
Am I a fool or are these phases.
#oneaftertheother #somethingshappening
#changesaroundthecorner #changenarratives
Karan Sherwal Feb 2020
Call me mad
inside dead
hardly guessed
treasurers vest
upon the chest
at it's best
in the calculus of peace
I & God
will come to thee,
break you free
you now retire
from the Conservative wire
upon the glance
should be admire
flashes of your skin
will last longer than your kin
it comes from within
Enlighten the soul
break down the wall
drenched greed fall
There's plenty of room
Inside almighty hall
perform as you do
Out here one doesn't prove
To be or not to be,
Aroused emotions
makes you feel
like an old wooden wheel
you are tired, must not kneel
uncover your peel
destined with flame
All are ashamed
Must respect the disdain
For God by your side
All are blind, with
eyes open wide.
I dedicate this piece to my Grandmother who has been passed away recently.
#almighty #tobecontinued
Karan Sherwal Jun 2022
Suppression all the way
From family to my head
From acquaintance and the thread
Goes on plotted humiliation,
One day I'll be dead.

One thing I must do
To place woe, rather sue
Upon each, a great virtue
Their rotten habits *****.

All will be left, with
index upon each other,
Revealing grief & thought
Point blank dot
My only death note.
Be careful the people around you can be your worst enemies, they might be anyone, in fact family.
Period 📍
Karan Sherwal Sep 2018
I’ll Always be ready, love & kindness steady,
Remain pure to myself
And purest to thy self.
To the blossoming window
Around that fluffy garden
I wish you and me,
To reach far Arden.

Together with the invisible guardians
That cosmic flame grows,
On that snowy face and eyebrows.
That hair so wavy,
In between our moment with our eyes.  
I took that one out, without a shout
And sink upon the noon hazy.

On my way back home,
I sat under a dome
Dark outside and inside
A good spirit encountered,
To show the inside glow upon my face
I thought for once
That I’m up above the crowd
The light inside, stronger as it came.
Visible from a feet,
Gloom’s through the raw heat.
I couldn’t deny my dove,
I found my one true love.
After a while..
Karan Sherwal Jul 2018
"Poor Boy"
And so I say to you
In the 21st century, Youth messing around uptown and downtown
Frequent gatherings; temporary pleasures.
They have to reassure, their relations
I of them all allowed myself to grasp the sweet melting moral,
It have to be fascinating because
All my life I was dreaming of having materialistic pleasures.
In the midst I watch time passing by..it's not dark yet
I am waking like a traveller who is in search of something, he never felt or saw it  in movies,comical clips etc.
Seldom have we been so slow,
Seldom have we been so far !
I am tired of days not resulting in tangible gains...
Hot red blood boiling in my veins.
Oh! great creator of being,
Hold my baby finger, take me to dreamland ! If not ? Then tell me the hidden meaning of daily signs,
I am attracting  and I saw,not the church but the Jesus is the true vine.
Karan Sherwal Dec 2021
Because you don't want to be protected,
Just want to be pampered,
Dominance is not the way for you,
You all have your individuality.
We are beings ever since we took birth
The only place to inhabit is earth
Let's make our life worth.
#goesoutforwomenoutthere
Karan Sherwal Aug 2020
You were a jigsaw
When I first saw
Then you became my law
Your golden glare opened my jaw
Knowing you was familiar
I wish I knew you earlier
Before you I was none
After that I became the one
I was nervous when you broke the ice
Couldn't blame you, I roll the dice.
Karan Sherwal Aug 2021
The shadows of that banyan tree leaves
remembrance of my moment of freedom
the maternal home fine place to unwind
those were the days that made me kind
To feel the sorrow and grief behind
My body swims in a delusional wine
And the soul longs for solace
my god oh please grant me grace....
Hello ladies and gentlemen, sorry for not being active here for a while so here I am with the same spirit which is carrying these words magically. Hope to see your support peace, Save mother Earth
Karan Sherwal Nov 2019
Breezy mountain, muddy house
One can reside here in peace
With a child and a spouse
In calm or at Ease
That chilly wind gets you to freeze
That soft petals & bushes
In summers one can feel the air pushes
Out in the meadows,
Creatures and their shadow's
Waving at the end of the seasons
Nature doesn't require Reasons.
When I moved to the countryside,
I found the outside peace inside.
Karan Sherwal Jul 2018
Eyes lie or maybe truth
But who knows ?
Where to end,
Sudden encounters
Feel like longings, I think she got me belongings.
When i discover my love for you,
Not sure if this is a flu, from tip to toe,
I feel like giving my soul to thou.

Want to swim in the pink sea
But what afterwards, I may not be free.
Chances are good, let’s make our house of wood.
In the deep forest, where birds made their nest, always hope for the best.
That is why “I love you the best” better than all of the rest !!!
#thumbmark
Karan Sherwal Aug 2018
I’m sad, a habit that is bad
Time and again I’ll go through this vicious circle,
Till then sorrow & demise of recent acquaintance will be here.
I’m sad, a habit that is bad
Tell me am I playing evil or angel on this thin raft.
A long cylindrical hollow like a shaft.
I can feel abandonment consequences once again.
Yes,I am talking about that one burns wild inside of me,
Something whispers in my ears,let it be.
I’m sad, a habit that is bad
Take this pain out of me, thought of it will set me free.
Why people change their deeds towards a gullible man, whose intentions are good.
I’m tired of meeting same people in different bodies.
My urge to love somebody wholeheartedly,
Is yet to begin,don’t know when.
Better to live with the soul which is kind,
I smile when I do act which nature doesn’t mind.  
I’m sad, a habit that is bad
I’m there for everyone, I guess ain’t no one for me.
Laying down blue, memories passes through.
I guess I’m actually Sad, a habit that is bad.
Karan Sherwal Feb 2019
Trauma leads to change,
Recent filthy range.
That gentle gaze less gazing,
Evolved into gaming.
I’m not as you are,
No matter how close,
Will find me far.
The only way to me,
Is the child inside of thee,
To come of a age and set me free,
To restrain myself from evil spree
My roots smells like sandal tree.

The aroma itself is the evidence
Of my lonely & sour existence
What should I do ?
Persistent
To my beliefs and visionary extent.
This is an instant one, please acknowledge if you see  a worth.
Rise.   Rise.   Rise.
That’s all I want to say to this human race.  
We are crucified as we are unable to see the truth, our only existence.
Karan Sherwal Nov 2020
In the midst of all
I wonder, yeah,
I wonder !
Karan Sherwal Sep 2022
Twenty twenty-two
That little girl got me woe
I became inferior as I was in a hurry
I wish she'd cooked our curry
So I said sorry and went with the flow
If at all she thinks I would have bowed
Now I'm free and I'm flying
That little girl, I tell you
Would have me dying
No matter what!
Was my call,
I was the only one
Who every time falls
I made up my mind
And breakthrough the walls
Everyone judges me and I know what crawls..
I found that tiny feet lovable
Karan Sherwal Aug 2018
Thy love, my wine
Thy trust, my sky
Thy soul, my companion!
Thy deeds, my karma
Thy life, my sacrifice
Thy destiny, my fate !
Thy belief, my devotion
Thy course, my path
Thy body , my deity
Thy Heart, my chapel !
Thy surroundings, my Heavenly bliss.
Thy language, my prayer!
Thy actions, my inspirations
Thy judgment, my command
Thy will, my endless love drill.
Karan Sherwal Jan 2021
Saw her the other night
A dream came when it was bright outside
She was held by the person she loves
They were in the house like doves
As I was watching it as the scenery
I went back to the past cemetery
Now why does she appear
I couldn't sleep and she disappeared
I don't desire her anymore
But once she was my Barrymore
Wanted to kiss her was the thrill
Never told her, I didn't know the drill
Loving her was my only skill
The time came when I run away
With remembrances of her smile,
couldn't forget her It took me a while.
Karan Sherwal Jul 2018
Sorry
For he doesn’t know how to reciprocate things..
For he want to help her, widen her wings.
Sorry
For he tries and could never escape his demons,
After every season comes another reason.
Sorry
For he is so gullible that he’s desires blooms like a bubble.
For every move he make, The soul tries to wake.
And sorry,
For his will to love, trust & to die with you,
He walks alone in this age of love curfew.
For my swan out there somewhere..
Karan Sherwal Jun 2019
Resident saints give me trust,
hungry for that gentle ******
this body is nothing but a cloud of dust,
dismantle inside out my only crust.

Cover me over with your shadow,
sunray upon the snow
oh ! that white & yellow glow,
see through it's an arrow
existed so far like a barrow.

I heard you are responsible for reincarnation,
passing through a transition
after all the lessons & evil emissions,
concluding me into a sparrow and the world into the sky
only when I will believe, I can fly.

Over the meadows,
through the breeze,
my feather's got freeze
going to make the day seize.
oh! Mr. mighty lord give me my power,
for a moment or an hour?
oh! please
In pain...
Karan Sherwal Jan 2020
"Your face gambles with me,
All cards down in front of thee."
Karan Sherwal Dec 2018
To the inner wisdom
To that outgrowing system
To the pillars of belief
And to the childish relief.

To the chastity, modesty & respectability,
To not loose virginity over someone’s purity

To **** the innocence of mine,
And to retain from thine.  
Lately I’m seeing a glass of wine,
Pouring emptiness in the mid sunshine.

To forgive you from the first meeting,
To forgave me from reciting pure words melting.
To known from strangers again
If this is that, then I don’t want to wait in vain.

To the dimensions I think insane,
To the remembrance of high schools mane.

          Through highs & lows
                 I’ll be at bow !
           My submission to the
                  Actual vow.
New Year’s Eve.
After a little while, under a noon tree  
I discovered this.
29.12.2018
Pain is there~
Karan Sherwal Aug 2018
The shadow in the midst could’ve been anyone,
But I saw you !
All the creatures, I call !
Come beside me and cover me over.
One more time I’m feeling my existence into this earthy environment.
From pieces to bits I surrender myself to you.
#cherish_the_day
Karan Sherwal Nov 2020
And that's how I broke her heart,
Though it's not a healthy art
Now we have our corners apart
Was it me or was it you, sweetheart?
At least we had the silly start
With all the sparkles, that did outsmart
Thought God's behind this Rosey craft.
Remembering my one true love, I still have the mojo.
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