I Am mark

I am sad
I wonder why im mad
I hear you had my back
I see the lack of power
I want some help
I am sad

I pretend im not in pain but
I feel like its a game
I touch im cut and burns
I worry that ill die
I cry and hide
I am sad

I understand i cant be fixed
I say i want to win
I dream of a boy just like me
I try to stop the bleeding
I hope that you all can finally hear me and make my dream come true
I am sad

a hero will love you as long as you're right
a villain will hold you through your darkest night

The emptiness in my eyes,
The truth behind my lies,
The fall before my rise,
And the goodbyes;

It scares me.

The dark beneath my skin,
The light within my sins,
The voice that loudly sings,
And my broken wings;

It scares me.

The wounds I can't heal,
The pain I can't feel,
The loss I can't deal,
And when I am real;

It scares me.

The silence in my little talks,
The stillness in my moonlit walks,
The thought of separate ways,
And my numbered days;

It scares me.

The demons under my bed,
The words spinning in my head,
The blood in my sweat,
And my cold breath;

It scares me.

-Paras Bajaj #PoetrybyParas
Instagram : @mr.parasbajaj

She said "I'm falling in love."

I said "I'm falling apart."

I have kissed boys

Girls

People in between

But lately I have been kissing bottles

Their lips are colder than yours

But slowly I have realized that the pounding headache when I wake is less hurtful than the shattering in my chest

Yet as these toxins rush through my veins

I can't help but miss the tracing of your fingers along my skin

Miss the numbness of the world when you lie with me

But when I wake I remember that a headache is treated with an aspirin

While heartache

Well if you have a cure for Heartache let me know

Most believe that people have souls,
In which I must ask, which one controls the person?

The mind? Or the soul?

Some believe, in order to be dark, you must be depressed or have had something in your life that caused you to be dark.

But some of us are just born with darkness.

Even the biggest hearten can be hallow on the inside.


But I don't even have a heart.