Vivian g

Vivian g Jul 2018

for you i float
and then i fall
with my hands outstretched

#heart #break #falling #hard

Vivian g Jul 2018

the sun and stars are beginning to remember
and the moon became my bride who was afraid
when i kissed her she said
i know that you cannot be forgiven
but still she forgave

#forgiveness #guilty #sun #moon #stars #earth #eternal #heaven #hell #love

Vivian g Jul 2018

Screen door

Summer time
I sit by the screen door
You see me looking out, I don't see you looking in
The heat makes my nose bleed

#summer #summertime #sadness #****** #noses

Vivian g Jun 2017

Hell

A girl with blonde hair and brown skin cries in an empty parking lot
The Uber ride home is three dollars too much
And the Shell station would be her only salvation
But she doesn't look good under florescent lighting

#heaven #hell #gas #station #blondes #abandonment

Vivian g May 2017

I become her

Sipping on swamp water
Chewing on moss
The kelpies weep when she's away

#swamp #witch #sea #faeries

Vivian g May 2017

High school was

****** noses in bathroom stalls
Barefoot running frantically under street lights
Best friends becoming lovers
Boyfriends becoming worst nightmares
Belonging to something but not somebody
Barely lit and claustrophobic
Bodies in a smoke filled room
Breathing in but not exhaling
Back row of the auditorium
Bad

#high #school #teenage #years #angst #loner #introvert

Vivian g May 2017

Changes

Flesh to fire
Faith to fear
Fiction to reality

#pain #paranoia #mental #illness #psychosis #delusions #schizophrenia