Lost in my Head

Lost in my Head Jun 2020

I want to feel that way again
But it’s too busy being shadowed by the looming threat of pain again

Nothing feels the same anymore

I wanna throw myself back out there but I don’t think now is the right time

#love #pain #hope #lost

Lost in my Head Jun 2020

6

The savior of the strings
The blade that softly stings

There’s a lot here and in short I’m glad that **** is all behind me

#strings #6

Lost in my Head Jun 2020

Fear

This used to be about you

I wiped it all away

Like the rain from a windshield

Your poem, my dismay

And yet with it still gone

And all the memory cleared

You will haunt this poem now

Exactly as I feared

This used to be very different

#fear #love #memories #past

Lost in my Head Sep 2019

Wind

The chill of wind
Mixed with the heat of passion
Leaves a whirlwind of emotion
With nothing behind

The uprooting breeze
Which had grown to enormity
Was sweeping away
The hopes of my dreams

Yet whilst my gaze
Still lies on you in the depths of night
Allow me to dance with you
Along the mist of fantasy

Dude I don’t wanna **** this up

#love #dance #dream #wind #breeze #fantasy #emotion

Lost in my Head Aug 2019

<3

.        I just                   Want to
          Be able to show  how I feel for you
         Maybe one day I’ll get the chance
         But hell, maybe I won’t and I’ll
            Just try and make the light die
          Out, just try and get over
        You and everything
         About you that
        Makes me
       Smile

You make me really happy i just don't know what I'm going to do about it

#shape #heart #love #you #smile

Lost in my Head Jul 2019

Leave me alone

Swallowed in a sea of black
The perpetual motion above me keeping me sane
In a desperate race to understand
I never want to feel your pain again

Leave me alone
Just leave me be
I thought I was free of this mindless pursuit
Some things just won’t lay to rest

I’m fine just kinda chilling

#sad #memories #emotions #past #hurt #fight

Lost in my Head Jul 2019

Rose

They say by any other name it would smell as sweet
And yet you’re the sweetest I’ve seem to come by

Maybe one day

#love #rose #you #sweet