The happier the memory,

the more it hurts

when you're no longer

a part of me.

if

it was not
meant to be
in the first place,

then

why did fate
led you and me
into the same space?

All this time I have been searching,
for the one whom my heart has chosen.
Day by day, my soul is longing.
You're the reason why my heart is beating.

I've gone to so many places.
I've seen and met so many faces.
but everywhere I go, you’re nowhere to be seen.
are you real? or maybe just a dream?

even so, I will keep on looking.
Cause I believe there's truth in my Heart's Yearning.

the heart remembers
what the mind forgets

I'm here again,
going back and forth,
I know what to do yet why am I Confused?
but still here I am and never left
waiting for you where we first met.

Things go by like Déjà vu
Everything in here, All I see is you.
That wonderful morning where the sky is blue.
I wanted time to stop for Me and You.

To my surprise, Fate is kind.
When I thought you left, you stayed behind.

Let me share to you a story

One night, a child of 6 maybe 7 years of age
went to his father side. The child asks the father to go with him to the store nearby.

Dad, can you go with me to the store at the corner please.

Son, you can manage to go to the store alone already.

then the child replied,

But, I'm scared..

Of what? his Father asked.

It's dark, there are dogs, and there are men drinking by the store.

As the father and son walks to the store..
the child is smiling and also singing as if the fear he felt earlier had vanished.

The child is not afraid anymore because he is with his father.
The child felt safe with his Dad at his side.

.....

When the child's father went with his son to the store, did the darkness of the night became brighter? No, it's still dark.

the scary dogs, did they become friendly? No, the dogs are still barking.

and what about those people drinking by the store, did they went running when they see the child's father coming? Definitely not.

but why did this child seems to feel a sense safety and confidence?

It's because he is with his dad.

Just like us, no matter what kind of ordeal we are facing right now..
No matter how scary the road we are in...
as long as we know our father (God) is with us, we will not be afraid. we will feel safe and confident throughout the journey.

-Alvin Barcelona

I
can't
even
say
that
I
miss
you