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Zeus Dec 2016
Zeus why limit yourself you know it drives you crazy.

i just wanted to do something that would impress you.

you have my heart you don't need to impress me.
i know the word limitation kills you so you shouldn't

limitation to me is nothing as long as you smile.

you always make me smile even when you say nothing.

you're just being sweet you're always so good to me.
i don't deserve you, that's why i try so hard.

you already have my heart mind body soul and commitment

to keep all that i will always do my best.
if my best isn't good enough then i'll do better.

my dark king you shouldn't stress, you're the sweetest ever.
you mean so much to me more than words describe
if i could paint my emotions for you i would.

you're more sweeter than me, more than you know.
i'll always try to impress you and make you smile.
i hate 10 word writings they're never enough so i decided to write more than 10 words using 10 words i don't know if this has been done before but i like it!!
Zeus Nov 2016
Its your soft skin I want to rip off
Its your sweet voice that echos softly in my ear that i want to stop
Its your soft lips dripping with raw love that I want to shut
I swear your body calls me to hold it but I just want to grip

You're my loud whisper
You're my honest lie

The pictures i create of you are so very wrong
But doing everything I picture would be so very right
Your cloths could fall off you so smoothly but I want to rip them off

You're shaped to perfection
I'm on my knees trying to hold back this darkness
But you're the light that craves me,
If i let you in i might ruin you
And you insist that its a risk you'll take

You're my sweet spot killing me with every bite you give
You're my drug pulling me to addiction with every hit I take

I can' t let you go so i tie you down just to watch you lay there
I  toss and turn in my bed as you twist and we intertwine in my head
I want more and more of you right now but you're a tease its not fair.
this is from a piece of my book called obsession
Zeus Nov 2016
Come get a hug, my body is made of thorns and they extend when someone gets close
Come get my heart, its in 56 pieces and frozen
Come look into my mind, its dark, scary and haunted by memories
Come hold my hands, they're cold
Come lay next to me as i sleep, I scream and kick because of the nightmare I don't have
Come sit and listen to my life stories, people call them poems and writings,

I can't absorb your sins, I can take your pain
I cant show you the light, I can show you my darkness
I can't erase your past, I can give you a better future

Can I show you my scars they're only as bad as the story behind them
Can I show you my past, its only as ripped as i am
Can I  tell you about the voice in my head, they're noise is the sweetest music o know
Can I show you my life, promise not to runaway,

I cant sleep with the light on, I can't wake up with the sun out
I hibernate that's when i feel safe, I don't run away from the world
Time passes by me waving and laughing, its having the time of it's life
Eternity isn't enough for me.
Like my Facebook page "Writing Mind", its quite interesting.
Zeus Dec 2016
She was in a long white beautiful dress it was the best day of her life, she was in smiles and everyone could feel her joy. tears would fall from her eyes as she got ready for her big day. she couldn't keep her composure, she was simply over whelmed by what was about to happen, her perfect princess wedding was about to happen,
her groom walked in, wearing an all black suit reflecting his soul as he claimed every time someone asked why he chose it, as he walked in, he saw how beautiful she looked,
she looked at him and shied away as she said "my dark kiing, its bad luck to see your bride before the wedding"
he walked to her and he said "you look so beautiful, I couldn't wait to see you"
she smiled and said "you have made me the happiest woman alive, I can't wait to spend the rest of my life with you"
the bridesmaids left the room leaving the bride and and the groom to have their last moment as singles,
he got closer to her and pushed her hair back. he whispered to her "I love you" and she couldn't contain her joy, she pulled him close put her arms above his shoulders and kissed him like it was her first and last kiss with him. she felt a warmth from within her, a warmth that quickly turned to a cold and stinging pain from her side
she looked below and her bright white dress began to turn a deep thick red, she saw silver blade with a gold handle, her warm blood poured out, she looked back up with shock and tears  in her eyes, tears which began to fall as her body began to fall as well. her groom caught her as she fell, he gave her one last kiss, the last kiss that would be the last thing that she felt as her world began to fade away.

he laid her down, he put her body over her dress, she was like a flower, a red rose that just shade its color
as her blood still poured out, her body started to become cold, his suit was covered in blood, he looked at his hands and they were covered in her blood, he thought to himself, "my last angel back in heaven where she belongs",

one of the bridesmaids walked in to a horrific sight of the dead bride and she screamed...

to be continued..

#DarkWritingsInc
this is the first of many short stories found in my collection, Dark King Chronicles.
Zeus Nov 2016
He wasn't that tall, he wasn't that smart, he wasn't that light He never let his spirits fall, he always loved the writing art, he knew he knew his future was bright, He wasnt yet 20 living in the 21 centaury when the children talked back to the grown ups and having babies was as common as having hiccups, He lived a happy life or so it seemed, he wanted to die at night that's all he dreamed, his life was a nightmare his nightly prayer was asking God why life wasn't fair, one year after the other he lost another, "another person I love taken above why do you take all I have" he cried out, open heart bleeding out, "get me clear !! be a man don't drop a tear don't let the world see your fear" he was told, "be bold as you get old the world gets cold" no one ever said so my heart only bled I mean but.. his heart only bled, one by one they kept to fall "who will I call please don't take them all do you have a plan at all" to the sky he would constantly cry, he cried until he lost faith he lost hope, "they can't love you they just want to use you" said his own mother "its school and nothing other" said his father, "am I a child of another?" his mind would wounder.. He fell to the darkness, he was killed by the light and healed by the darkness and it took him back to the light, "do I have bad behavior? It is the reason Im not treated fair does anyone care" he would think, the words told him "young king we'll always be there", he gave a second chance to the second chance giver once again he was a believer but with a change, he grew with age, he grew with rage and learnt how to cry with ink on a page, his head was heavy but not with thought but a crown now the school clown was evil with a knife and frown, a dark king a dark knight for the darkness he now controlled, sited on a dark throne he grew wings and started collecting gold rings, no he's not evil he's just open minded, now they all bow to me !! I mean now they all bow to thee, he understood the world was cold so to help warm it he planned to burn it all, He grew strong but the cost was the love he knew created the rage he brew it wasn't anything new but it more than anyone knew He's all grown and in the words its shown he sees words around him because the words, the darkness saved him and made him the King he is...
I think this isn't as good as fighter but i still like it. a piece of my soul is in this one, I'm proud of this...
Zeus Sep 2016
Darkness isn't so bad if its the only thing you have
Darkness isn't so bad if its the only thing you can give
Darkness isn't so bad if its the only kindness you know
Darkness isn't always sad
Darkness isn't evil
Darkness isn't understood.

In the eyes of a bright mind I see light i look in the mirror and see darkness that makes the great person I see

Darkness is peaceful, cut the lights, close the windows and enjoy the darkness,
Darkness is my safe place,
Darkness doesn't mean "I'm depressed" it just means "I'm happy the way I am"
People misunderstand the term Darkness way too much.
Zeus Aug 2016
Do you think about me cause I had dreams about you, I set plan with all you,
you watched me hold on as your thorns dag through my skin like I slit my wrists I was bleeding out for you,

Dear Rose,

I saw you drop your petals and I picked them up and had shown you how to grow new ones, I gave you my time of day and stayed up through the late night night, our conversations were more than just mere talk
I know you've been hurt so have I, I saw all your flaws and gave a blind eye.

Dear Rose,

To me we were the perfect match sparking hate in the hearts of the envious, I woke up and you weren't there I realized you were just part of my imagination a fictional piece if my reality, I was holding on to the idea of a fantasy within my own dream, but the scars are real I see the marks and I still feel the pain.

Dear Rose,

I'm still the dark King you love but you'd never admit.
DH
Zeus Nov 2016
DH
You can be Alice all you want
I will forever be wonderland

Get your masks
Get your masks
Its time
Its time to be fake again,
Put a smile on your face
Put a flower in your hair
Take your place
And act like you care

Looking through the window to your soul
I see everything but your soul,
Did you see it to the world?

Act happy
Smile always
Don't be bad
So i do the opposite
I am dark always
I frown always
A hand full of cannabis and a breath full of procrastination

They all want hugs and kisses
They want to hold hands running in the sun
Swimming in the pool
Taking pictures with their artificial smiles

We walked together
We talked all night
We planned a future
We went out
We came back in wanting more
Promising each other the world

Now I want to burn the world

I'm better off alone.
Zeus Nov 2016
To share is simple courtesy
I share my thoughts that's my generosity

At 16 i lost my morality
in youth we think we have immortality
I thank God for my ability
and I refuse to face reality
my thoughts are far from fictionality
I live in factionality (that means I segeregate myself, with music I serigate myself)
I grew a Dark King mentality
so I don't break down entirely


to be honest I hate humanity..
Zeus Aug 2016
Do you ever wake up with a feeling? Just an uncontrollable anger that frustrates you that just burns and has you feeling like you can destroy anything,
Its feeling thats just pure annoyance of everything around me. I want to be kind, calm and sweet but this feeling wont let me.
A feeling that just makes me want to scratch my face and rip out my hair!! Burn my skin and choke the fire!
Do you know what true hate is? Multiply that by 20 and youll have the feeling I have,
Its like everything that was bottled up, the hate the pain the misery the tormenting words, got rotten and became pure rage and the bottle spelt over,
Its a blinding feeling that doesnt left me see your errors, its a ******* greedy feeling that ***** my soul if I try to control it, it occupies the space reserved for trust and paranoia replaces the hope I cant breath right, I just want to hold the world and burn it,
I need a pinching bag, or maybe more sleep just anything to end this feeling..
Its a pain thirsty feeling seeking to hurt anyones everyone someone, it make me want to scream and be silent at the same time, its the worst I know.
Zeus Sep 2016
So many are superficial or just too fictional, verbal commands from television that are subliminal,
Memorials that are servicing to the the living that are loving to the dead with words,
Open minded in a closed situation remaking an already existing invention I need an interventionmy social stature leaves me socially awkward, rather socially incompatible im incomparable to the masses, im barley bearable in a 3rd world country im a quiet rebels king is my birth label for eternity iv been working endlessly to get wealth, thank God for giving me my 1st stepd like baby steps Im learning to crawl before I run.
Zeus Nov 2016
She must have not been older than 17 living in the 1600's an era pledged with kings and queens, she ran away from her poor home wanting something more something worth living for, she packed her bags, gathered all she could and started off, on her way she was shutting the door behind her, she walled for hours, she walked for miles, she thought of turning back but she was determined, a stranger in a carriage being pulled by 2 horses came up from behind her to her side wondering if she needed help, was she lost he asked, was she looking for someone he asked, could he give her a lift he asked, she agreed and got into the carriage, the carriage started to move she started to see the ground move faster than it had when she was waking, they began to talk, he seemed nice she thought, smart and honest she thought, as the carriage moved further he got closer, and closer, his hands started to walk to her, her body tried to run away but she couldn't escape, he pulled her closer, she felt the carriage get colder, her mother always told her, be careful with men who are older, He kissed her neck but she pushed him away his sweetness now turned to aggression she got the impression that he was going through a depression and this was his only way of expression He ripped her top off exposing her *******, the ******* of a growing young woman soft round and smooth he simply couldn't help himself but touch them, was he to blame her young succulent body was hard to tame to himself his hands couldn't remain and simply looking at her drove him insane The carriage stopes and out she hoped hoping to out ran the man who pounced on her like a fox she ran and ran but he chased and chased he caught up and dropped her down he climbed on top and it was clear he wouldn't stop he pinned her hands but still she fought his aggression turned to rage her resistance pushed him to the edge he pit his hand under feeling her trimmed hedge she fought and fought as she constantly thought and thought why was he doing this how could he do this with tears running down her eyes her fear started to come as she realized all the stranger visualized She broke a hand free and scratched his face thinking this will put him in his place! It worsened the phase as he began to hit her beautiful face one punch to punch he thought to himself, she'll make a beautiful lunch he beat her till he saw red, yes she blead it was clear she shouldn't have flead she turned purple and black he said I'll leave a mark on your back, She saw no hope, he was still on top and she began to choke, tears still falling she began to hear her mother calling and her blood kept pouring, she saw a knight by his side but saw no hope by her side, he wanted to stock his **** in her so she decided it was time to stick his knife in him, she frees her hand once more, she grabbed his blade and went right for his head cutting his ear off was like cutting her fear off she stood and wondered what she feared off! She stood as he caught his bleeding ear and said now look who has the fear come closer dear I need you near I need you here where's that cocky cheer he went back on terror he crawled back trying to run but it was her turn to have fun she looked up to the sun and felt an evil take over for her this wasn't over she now moved closer and teased him, she asked what would please him, Rough time wasting she grabbed his hand and cut his finger off, she wanted to see his blood she wanted to see it flood so she grabbed his other hand and cut is wrist he tried to form a fist, a fist to throw but with a blow she drove the knife through that fist. She heard him scream and in her eyes she saw a beam, a beam of his fear it was now clear she would let him die slowly, as the wrist cut drained him of his blood, he had no strength to fight she whispered to him don't follow the f__king light ..
I'm do proud of this note I don't know why but I am honestly so proud I wrote this, I should be used by now but once in a while s note like this makes proud to be a writer
Zeus Nov 2016
This is so fun now I can't stop doing it.
hahaha I've been thinking of ways to do it I now have an itch maybe sometime in the future they'll be more serious and emotional but for now this is really fun to do
H&A
Zeus Dec 2016
how come everyone is so happy and at peace. everyone has a smile on their face, they have true joy.
how come I don't have that, I want to be happy too I want to have the fun that they have.
its quite strange
I'm told to wait my time but time waits for no man so why should I wait for it,

I just feel so annoyed filled with rage and anger,
that's not even the worst part
the darkness feeds off this
it feeds off this.
all I do is argue with ones I care about, all I have is doubt in the ones I care about,
I don't understand! why is everyone happy and I'm not!
I tried religion
I tried drugs
they didn't work
I'm just so angry! I want nothing to do with anyone
why am I this angry, I'm not mad. I'm not upset I'm just so angry and filled with rage,
I've become so angry I forgot ton I was in pain
I forgot I was in pain.
why am I this angry
why can't I calm down
I can't sleep anymore because Even in my dreams I'm just so angry
I just want to know why I'm angry and everyone else is happy.
they smile in pictures, they laugh out loud they enjoy their life, and here I sit angry as ever , why am I angry,
I help but can't be helped
I'm a therapist to the therapist,
I'm a crying shoulder to cry on
I keep you safe but who keeps me safe,
every time I hit a wall it hits back and I keep hitting and hitting and hitting
everyone goes out yo party
they go out to drink they have each other and one another,
I have my wings and broken halo
I want to go out and live life like they
but I ******* can't and its so ******* unfair,
so why is everyone so happy!!!! why are you all happy!! don't tell me you have you bad days! I have my dad life moments of happiness are under a minute moments of anger go in for days weeks and months, you only feel how I feel once a week for 20 minutes. ...
that's nothing compared to what I have to deal with
why is everyone so happy
why!!
why am I so angry
why!!
Her
Zeus Sep 2016
Her
And the more I stared at her the more her face seemed more familiar, it started to seem similar like I met her in a past life,

Her lips seemed so soft and I could feel them even if I had not kissed her,

Her eyes showed innocence with a touch of curiosity and a dash of pain with her fountain of memories, I could feel the emotions in her voice even when she didn't speak, I could see the battle scars on her soft clear skin because the war has always been internal....

Her grey dress hugged her body exposing her every curve but still not exposing her every part,

Her long hair seemed to fall like a stream and I could feel it running through my fingers even of I was a few feet away and when she looked my way I I foolishly looked away and when I looked back up she was gone
Zeus Nov 2016
When i started to love her she started to run.
Zeus Dec 2016
she wanted that luxurious life
I just want the simple things
she wanted to fly around the world
I just want to stay home and smoke
she wanted the lasted cloths
I just want more sprite before the shops close
she wanted to ride on the latest cars
I just want to write late playing music in my car

see we're from two different worlds
but we're the same
we're heading in the same road
but we're heading in opposite directions

she had the world at her feet
I had the sky on my side.

she lived that high-life
i was just high through life
she wanted a ring so i never gave a crown
she wanted  lingerie so i never gave her a gown

we're not the same, but we're one
our fights were just the beginning
it always ended in the love we made
Zeus Nov 2016
i don't know what you'll call this
i don't know if you'll like this

but can you

but can you be honest with me?
Do you think I'm a good writer?
Do you ever look at what i write and read it maybe twice or three times more

i just

i just wanted to find out.
i know you have better things to do
i know its not important

but

but you're important to me
you mean the world to me

and i know

and i know i treat you badly
sometimes i act terrible
its only because i'm scared to let you close

but you

but you mean so so much to me and hurting you breaks my heart
i had dreams of us
i have dreams of you

i just hope

i just hope you understand
maybe if you do we could work out
so if you think about us you should let me know.

but i

but i don't know anymore
i should day dream anymore
i jsut wanted to let you know.

that i

that i like you
despite my actions
know that i do
Zeus Nov 2016
It killed me to write something this short, i cant.
10 words isn't enough for me, i just have to express myself, its like being trapped in a box, limited space air and movement, i deeply credit everyone who can limit their words
Zeus Nov 2016
They live a life hoping, praying, keeping faith, keeping smiles, They go through tragedy, pain and suffering but they still keep their faith, they still smile they still have hope, even with tears running down, blood pouring out and anger complimented by rage burning inside them, they still look at the good side,

Am I the only one who sees the suffering and pain of others, I see artificial stars being launched into space but no one feeds the hungry space in the poor's body I see zoos charge to see animals that used to roam free in lands that are now being used by humans, why lock up animals in cages, game parks and "sanctuaries" ? Humans are the ones who need to be locked and blocked from the world, I'm not talking about jails, jails just prove that the justice system fails the people its set to protect, not only does the world need protection from humans but people need protection from people, I've seen corruption at its best, strings being pulled, moved being made but never seen, steps taken but never heard,

Is this what you planned? Is the pain and suffering part of your plan?, I don't want them to justify your actions, I want you do it yourself after all I have to justify mine before you, I don't want a dream I don't want a vision I want to hear your reason but only your special ones get to hear you, they don't even hear you they hear whispers they create their own version of you just to stay sane.. Why torture them like that, I'd have rather you talk to them and give them peace of mind than let them imagine things, they're so scared to question you but how will they learn if they don't... If we are built in your image does that mean you feel pain sorrow sad anger hate love frustration regret remorse and everything we feel,

Writing to you is like writing to Santa Claus, they just have to have faith that you're real and their gifts will come if they've been good..
Zeus Jan 2017
i hate when they like me
i hate when they like me
i hate when they like me.

i have met good hearts, good hearts i tell you, they get close, they get really close and i get to know them, i get to touch their souls, they show me parts no one has ever seen before and i heal scars they've been hiding for lifetimes, i show them the light with the darkness i carry.

i hate when they like me
i hate when they like me
i hate when they like me.

i meet the most beautiful young ladies ever, they have beautiful faces, beautiful bodies and beautiful minds, i wont lie, sometimes i'm like a child in a candy store trying so hard not to taste anything, the temptation is too great so i stay away.

i hate when they like me
i hate when they like me
i hate when they like me.

they pour their hearts out to me, they tell me they like me, they love me, they tell me they would be lucky to have me, they tell me the sweetest words ever but i can not give them what they ask for, i can never seem to give them what they ask for.

i hate when they like me
i hate when they like me
i hate when they like me.

i try to make them feel better, i try to stay close but i hate when they like me, i hate when they like me because when they like me they tell me how they feel and i can not give them what they want, i can never seem to give them what they seek so they leave.

i hate when they like me
i hate when they like me
i hate when they like me.

i hate when they like me because when they like me they end up hating me.
this is not a poem, this is what happens when a writer pours his heart out, this was written for every girl i called a friend but left because we couldn't be more than friends.
Zeus Mar 2017
I’m no Betty boop I’m not the prettiest bird around
so it’s hard to explain how I deal with the daily pressures, these writings are my mask, I hide behind the words and pour my heart out hoping to be heard out, I’m not looking for attention I just want recognition.
Right now I don't know what to do because I prefer the dark cold alone nights with nothing but the moon my music and my words which I dot cross and dash out, the world is my canvas and my mind is the pen which I use to express my pain,
I’m not sure if you'll understand but I had to give up everything because this voice within my head destroys everything I touch, I can't hold like she wants me to cause I might ruin her good soul,
But I need somebody, I’m not just the perfect somebody,
I look around and see the pretty girls wondering if they see me, I look around and see fast cars wondering if I’ll have more than one,
I look at myself and wonder why I’m so an understood am I doing something wrong or am I doing everything wrong, I know it's one of the two, am I deep? Or am I just one of the few?
emotional writer but I feel nothing except this numb feeling, I’m not sure if you'll understand but this pain is within and it’s the only feeling I know, I might be hurting I might be loving it still feels the same
Zeus Nov 2016
The
thought
of
kicking
you
off
the
roof
brings
joy.
Zeus Jan 2017
All these broken words on the floor
all these broken promises on the floor
all this black blood on the floor
all the same mistakes I've made before,
i think i might just make once more
for you i would make them twice more..

all this pain i cant feel, the drugs must be working
i might just leave if you cant leave with it,
all this love but i still don't feel it.

all the burn marks no can see
all the bruises that no one can see
all the fake smiles that no one can see
all hidden behind the angel wings no one can see,
all topped with the horns no one can see

i've got some new friends lose
some new hearts to break
some new minds to ruin
some new lips to taste
some new hate to create

as i write i show the darkness and the rage
i show the voices that scream beautiful music
the nightmares that are fantasies to me
the nightmares that are fantasies to me..............
Zeus Sep 2016
L?R?F

Your lips are too soft I think I shouldn't kiss you anymore
"That isn't fair",
Your love is too strong I think I should leave
But I wouldn't even dare,
This room is too hot I think we should take our cloths off
You take that as a dare,
This light is too bright we should turn off the lights
Darkness all around like light wasn't there,
This place just got a bit cold we should keep each-other warm
You're already here,

You're so good to me
"This isn't one sided".
Zeus Mar 2017
am i crazy or insane or just hiding behind the pain of growing up and facing life,
i'm suicidal or so i tell myself.

i guess im just like every other teenager
"no one is for me"
"love isn't for me"
"they don't understand me"
"they treat me so unfairly"
like every other teenager, i sing the teenager anthem,
"i'm trying find out who i am"
"i just want to have fun"

but i've never been able to act my age, i've always been with peers older than my age
i had to be the shoulder to cry on, i broke a few hearts but i healed many more
im lost in my sea of thoughts and always drown in my river of words, i fall for the same type of trap,
but i guess i'm still like every other teenager?
i'm filled with rage that burns deeps and hurts everyone else, im filled with darkness that takes the rage and makes it beautiful art, i'm filled with a past that makes me treat people betterly worse, i live a life that many can not relate to.
but i guess im still like every other teenager?..
Zeus Nov 2016
I want to be like you
I want to be liked like you are
I wanted to be adored like you are
I want say attention like you do
I want to get my way like you do

I want to walk confident like you do
I want to talk confident like you do
I want to be flattered like you are
I want to be admired like you are

I want to have four thousand people at my feet like you do
I want to have four thousand more waiting in line for me like you do
I want to have the choice of picking from the options like you do

I want to be as clueless as you are and still survive the world like you do
I want to be a handful like you are and still be wanted like you are

I want to be smart like you
I want to be gifted like you
I want to be pretty like you.
Zeus Jan 2017
LISTEN TO ME!, In the moment i am NOT a poet!!, but when i grab my anger and hold it!, i am NOTHING more than a crazy bull, being used by the violence i am just a tool!!, i **** out verbal slang and terminal ****** slur, i am a vulture sir, i am a mess, i stir up the rest, i am filled with rage,and the rage calms the VOICES in my head the SCREAM SHOUT YELL!!, but this noise is peaceful......

LISTEN TO ME as i say to you, if you love me then HATE ME and NOT my work!!.. my work with words is all i have so on my knees i plead to you have mercy on the one TRUE love i have!, the one true thing that keeps me stable when your OVER REACTION hurts even me!!..

LISTEN TO ME and we go back to the facts i have to face, i face no faces for the shadows that haunt my room!! speak in tongues and seek REVENGE on the unknown that left them with me, the starch and scream trying to ESCAPE FROM ME , i guess the shadows hate my jokes...


LISTEN TO ME!!
Zeus Jun 2017
i am the lost soul, the forgotten one, i'm the one you forget to remember and when the time comes your memory of me will fade away as falling stars do, drift in the rifts of my mind as you ride through the passage to my heart, don't hold on these rails are old and rusty they might break and you might fall into the webs of the darkness that hides within me, i can not save you from the creatures that drag you away, don't hold on to the swings of my mind the rope might choke you, don't eat the fruit of my heart it might seem sweet and taste even better but the poisoned fruit will **** you slowly, the pleasure is not worth it and the hell that follows is wrath not know, don't hold on to my hand i'm ice cold and i might freeze you in the moment and you might hate me after,
don't look into my eyes they'll give you endless possibilities and give you the future you need but it is all an illusion, don't listen to my words that fall from my lips, the truths i speak are covered in sweet nothings and lies that make them sound even better, and the towers i bounce from are the endless holes i fall in, i live in a world i did not want, i push a body for my spirit is almost dead drained and flickering away, i bring the broken to life and fixing them with pieces of myself, i am shattered and tattered, i am in pieces but the endless smiles i leave are worth the lost pieces,

i am the lost soul, the forgotten one, i'm the one you forget to remember and when the time comes you memory of me will fade away as falling stars do,
stay away
stay away
the monsters within are starting to lurk
the monster within is starting to peek
the me with within is starting to crawl out.
well i liked this one even after  i was done writing
Zeus Nov 2016
she said she loves me.... she said im her only... i know shes telling the truth.. i look at her and i fall in love... her picture reminds me of her... i see her in my dreams... i know you'll meet her someday... someday you'll meet her... she's not imaginary i swear.... she's not imaginary trust me... trust me she's not imaginary... she's just doesn't like being seen by people.... she's scared to show herself.. but she shows herself to me... she keeps me warm when my soul gets cold... she tells everything.... she's funny.... she's smart she can count backwards and plays with big numbers... she's beautiful she doesn't wear make up she says it too much work.... she has long beautiful hair i love to play with it... she has big beautiful eyes... when she's thinking they move rapidly... when shes mad at me i love to look into them... when she's cries it breaks my heart and i cant look her in the eyes.... when she smiles her eyes smile too... shes got soft big lips... i like to kiss her when she's mad at me... i love to watch her lips move as she talks... she has a beautiful body... i like to stare at her when she has no cloths on... i like to hold her from behind... she loves to dance and every-time she does she's the happiest soul i've ever met... i like to see her happy.. when i see her mad she shows how much she cares for me.... i hate to see her cry... i hate to see her get sick... she's just like you and me she feels.. she's real... she's just shy that's all.. she's just shy.. yeah that's it.. she's just a shy young lady...
from my short story collection called Chronicles of a King : Lost Soul
Zeus Jan 2017
Would you like to know the difference between real love and imaginary love..
When some thing happens between you and the person you say you love, from a small fight to a big fight maybe even a few days or weeks without talking
Something like that could happens and you two start talking again, spending time with each-other again if the feeling gets stronger then its love, if the feeling is not there anymore then it is not love.
True Love never fades, it either becomes stronger or turns to hate but it never fades,
Imaginary love (infatuation) fades out after some time or after an event that hurts one or both of you....

i saw you say it was love,
to you saying it was a crush
i know one day you wont even remember but i will,
because i love you enough to give up every desire and intention i had for you,
i love you enough to see you make stupid mistakes and set you straight,
i love you enough for the both of us,
you loved the idea of me,
you loved the idea of we
you never loved me
and you think its hard to face
put yourself to in my place
always keeping a happy acting like I'm fine
telling that one simple, to give your heart peace of mind,
always remember i gave your heart a piece of mine..
Zeus Nov 2016
It's cloudy with a chance of pain
no one pays attention
even less pay respect

6 feet under when I'm on cloud 9
i cut myself with the thoughts of happiness
a future that wont happen hurts more
more than the nightmare i live,

i know you're there
i know you don't care
i feel you near
but you keep silent like you're not here,

you would rather see me scream
you would rather hear my pain
i have done no wrong to deserve this torture
but karma thinks otherwise
life supports her
and death just stands there watching,

this misery won't end
i have so much to say
you say i should say nothing at  all
"take the pain like a man" you say
"please end this" i pray

you say you want to remove my darkness
but my darkness is who i am
i will never submit
you won't quit
you whisper "it will only get worse"
eternity isn't that long, I'll survive.
Zeus Nov 2016
"In the beginning was the word and the word was with God and the word was God"

I have so many questions for you.
I have so much to ask
I have so much to learn?
But you're not here to teach me

In the darkness I found myself

I grew up in darkness
I got saved by darkness
I'm still with the darkness
But you were with the darkness too

The darkness she shows her beauty and how she only wants to help

By darkness I  don't mean ignorance
I don't mean being blind
The darkness is a safe place
By darkness i do not mean evil or bad
By the darkness i just mean a safe place
A place no one knows but a place i know way too well

In the beginning there was nothing and the nothing was with God and that nothing was Darkness
"And he said let there be light, and there was light"
"Creating the heavens and earth"

You gave up the darkness to make us
Do I have to give it up to?
I'm still a baby and she protects me
She helps me deal with the world you abandoned her to create

They tell me to let go of the darkness but no one understands, I don't expect them to, the pain I felt before, I've felt your pain a million times more, I've felt your troubles one to many times, in the darkness I pour out my heart and she helps me heal as i give her the happiness she never had.
Zeus Nov 2016
I see my future coming, coming to get me like i stole something, something doesn't feel right these days, days pass by and i notice nights, nights dark as my heart seem to be my home, home is where my heart got stolen, stolen time I keep running from the future, future me says fate and destiny say I'm great, great is an understatement to me, me myself and i cant seem to agree, agree with me if you're not afraid, afraid of the unknown  unknown to the world thats how I've grown, grown on my own in my darkness its shown, shown to the world thats too blind to see my true face, face to face and still faces are being hidden, hidden in plain sight, sight given to the blind generation seeking inspiration, inspiration to speaking the truth, truth that the press twist and bend, bend over to the will of the superpowers, superpowers kept in towers, towers built to grow above the cities because they want to be in the heavens, heavens angel was sent but never arrives to save them,  them them them we always point the blame but we're all the same, same and insane wee love the pain and struggle, struggle and trouble we refuse to be humble, humble yourself before life does it for you, you don't know what its like to in a third world fourth generation slave, slave is too harsh or not harsh enough, enough of the skin talk, talk about skin like it could walk, walk in my shoes not to know me but to endure my character, character built from scratch with an open mind and an honest heart, heart in hand i can give away, away from the pain, pain shown in my writing, writing the darkness made me love.
this is a game i think, i played it with my friend, we would start a sentence with the last word the other person used, i started writing like this after then,
Zeus Dec 2016
I'm scared to sleep without my music. I get lonely.
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Zeus Oct 2016
I'm mad you left early we didn't get to have our man to man,
Y'all didn't get to meet this young man
I have to come up with my own plan to take care of my clan with God by me I know I truly can.
I'm still searching for who am
Its drives me so insane
I needed you
I needed your view
I'm as quiet as you
And I'm trying to grow long hair as you

These fine girls are a distraction so I'm antisocial
I don't blame y'all .
I just wonder why God had to take y'all
I know I know He has his timing but couldn't he give me more time,
Doesn't it matter how I feel
You're the only one who would have known my real

She told me to write about death,
I feel I've seen more deaths than births, or maybe I just don't notice the smiles on peoples faces when they see a new born cause no one is here to hold me and I'm not even grown,
Maybe I don't see the ******* light because the darkness raised me and taught me my version of happiness,

Could you have helped me with my problems? Tell me you've been though this? I'm on my knees but its all in vain
No you don't understand my pain

Holding back tears as I expose fears to the world that can't see what's there...

Title : No Help,
#Memories #WritingMind
#ByZeus
Zeus Oct 2016
I'm not looking for your trust
I just want to fulfill your lust
Don't ask if we'll last,

I'm not with the cheap thrills,
I can tell you what's real
Cook you a real good meal
Bet I'll get a feel yeah I'm sure I will
This is more than physical appeal,

You're committed
That's fine
One nights stands in the daytime can become our weekly habit promise not to break it or fake it and you could take it, wear a little less that could take us a little further,

I'm not into cuffing that don't mean I can't give you good loving
We still have some  time I can do everything I rhyme,
I'll enjoy all the touching, No need for rushing you know this is more than f,,king

you know I cant spend a night, this ain't right but doesn't wrong
Zeus Sep 2016
So much hope for something so hopeless always left me speechless beauty so amazing I was always breathless for a minute I was mindless but never rhyme-less so much pleasure to bad it wasn't harmless.

To My dream girl the one I don't see anymore cause of my black dreams. im a King running an empire I never respire meaning I never stop for air number one question did you even care its so unfair people don't believe.

im used to lying I pray I'll never give up trying.

I try to be good but I guess good isn't good enough I know everyone has had it rough.

Iv gone through so much with so many its amazing how they forget so quickly and incidentally it never happens coincidentally it happens oftenly openly n frequently.
i wrote this over a year ago
Zeus Nov 2016
It all started in a dark room, the smell of dying flowers, burning skins and the screams of condemned souls, this is hell nor purgatory, the laughing voices, asking if I was lost, asking why I cried, teasing chants that mocked every step I took, i stood at a path of two ways, one lead to a cliff to jump off, the other was a shaky bridge that leaf into what I couldn't see, the voices screamed for me to jump  they laughed and laughed and I still hear those laughs, I still feel the heat, I followed the bridge and walked on it, winds blew shaking it even more but I walked and found where it lead to, the souls kept crying telling me to turn back, the voices laughed and said this is where I die, I was covered in bruises and scars and they began to hurt even the old ones began to burn, I was on my knees the pain was too much the pain was so much that I just gave up and laid there, no reason to scream too many voiced were doing that, no need to run, too many souls where doing that, nothing makes me different or special. Then this black smoke came in and surrounded me, the voices started to scream with joy, I didn't know what was going on I didn't care, the dark smoke spoke and said I should run I asked it why, it asked if I loved my life, I told it what life. The smoke lifted me and promised a long painful death, I had all the time in the world, the smoke began to fall and let me go, I stood and as the smoke fell s body began to show, a woman began to show herself, the voices seemed to be in shock as they said they'd never seen her in her human form, the noise grew even more, she swung her left hand and there was silence, in a room alone we stood,
She had long hair she was tall, she was beautiful with soft light skin her body was slim and well shaped her eyes sparked but that was just the souls she was keeping, her voice was smooth and her lips where full and soft, She was naked she said she didn't want to hide anything she had a halo and a tail,
She said she has only met someone like me once before and that was herself, every soul feels pain but not like me, she moved close to me and hugged me, putting my face in her breast and he wrapped my hands on her waist, she whispered that she was going to take care of me and help me fight the pain, she pulled me to her bed, we spent the night together and she said she's never leave, I thought she did this to everyone but when we became one she gave me herself and she got half of me and I could feel her heartbeat I could hear her mind move, she told me I was her new knight to always protect her forever..
from Confessions..... coming soon
Zeus Nov 2016
Mum once looked at me and said love isn't real
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Zeus Aug 2016
I've seen perfection more than once thats a repetition of the hearts I've broken, I hear their crying voices talking, screaming and shouting begging me not to leave,

I know im wrong but I just have to, bleeding hearts, teary eyes, repeated lies, never second tries, I just cut off all ties with the sweet lines and I take the blame all times,

I've made perfection in the hearts I've broken thats a reputation they know, their true colours they would show but I still had to let them go.

Perfect love story with a dark knight, Mr wrong, so called king, all they feel is a dark night thats long, do you still hear my voice ring?, do I play in your head? does your heart drop at the sight of hearing my name?

I've seen perfection and it put me in an awkward position stuck between her and her if I can have you both then I wont have either then I move on quicker,

Feeling your heartbeat as your gaurds and dress fall silk skin soft lips and frigile heart "I wont break it" iv lied too much already, take steady dont rush let time fly, I enjoy every moment with you like my last,

I've seen perfection looking at my reflection seeking the monster that causes all this distrustion but I just see myself in frustration

This time I really tried but its a habit to leave whats good even when I try not to, back on my knees for you its a first for me feeling like you own me I wouldnt have it anyone way

I've seen imperfection in the mirror its amazing how our lives come into intersection I'll take it as a sign and keep you for you are perfection.
Zeus Jan 2017
if i show you the real me promise not to run away
if i show you my true colors promise not to laugh,
not to cry,
not to fix me,
if i show you my true intentions promise not to think we are meant to be,
if i show you my past promise not to change how you treat me
if i show you how to write promise not to leave me
if i show you my crown promise not steal it,
if i show you my thunder promise not to be afraid of the lightening,

if i show you my heart promise not to break it
if i show you my dreams promise not to get scared
if i show you my mind promise not to say its too dark..

I'll accept whats happened to you,
so pick up your past and bring them to me
don't leave your imperfections or insecurities at the door,walk into my life with them,
bring your problems to me and I'll hug you to make you feel better,

i walk in darkness with my eyes closed just so i can see clearly,
i walk with the darkness because in the silent noise of the cold heat i feel fearfully safe..
Zeus Apr 2017
I'm their pride and joy, so I can't mess up cause its them it will destroy,

Having your name isn't easy. every time i write it down I remember I already have a standard to live up to but I have no one to look up to
Couldn't you have stayed a little longer !
Couldn't you have talked to me a little more!
Couldn't you have given a heads up about how hard life is!
Couldn't you have died a little later!!
These days all I can do is write to you in vain a letter cause I know you'll never read this,
Being this good isn't easy and 3AM doesn't do me right.

Would you have liked my work
Would you have encouraged it,
my writing gift is all I have but I would trade it to have you here
I've done this so many times
I've written so many rhymes
I'm just trying to get the anger out of my life
I need you in my life
I need a you in my life
I'm the only you in my life and that isn't fair,

Raising daughters that ain't mine, raising sons that aren't mine, building a nation just give it away

Trying to touch hearts I can't even feel my own....
i just need you
Zeus Sep 2016
the day old question

rap or poetry?

one of both got me out of depression
i'm writing words to leave an impression

i honestly want power
but i still write for my flower
she keeps me stable
tells me i'm able

able to do anything i put my mind to
so do i have to remind you?
i always want to be beside you
i got to know everything inside you
and your demons just make me laugh
i know you've had things rough
young lady you're really tough,
but i'm here to take your pain

rap or poetry?

i run to one of both

i grew up to be a king
i went from being picked on to being picked upon
once upon a time
i once stumbled upon a rhyme  
and with time i earned my crown
i'm a dark knight i killed prince charming buried him and kicked cinder-whats-her-name to run the kingdom by myself.

rap or poetry?

i run to one of both
to release rage,
i'm quite good for my age,
i run to the words to tell a story
a story of repeated history
i run to the words even though i'm not the first
not the first to feel joy or anger or sorrow
not the first to have views and beliefs
not the first to run to the words to express  myself
i used no capital letters just to try something new,
i think rap and poetry are the father and mother to most youths even if we don't realize it.
Zeus Nov 2016
the things i cant change should make you love me
this has become easier to do , the emotions are flooding in and pouring out,
Zeus Aug 2016
he-whispers-in-her-ear** can I tell you a secret?,
she-smiles-and-nodes-yes
he-whispers-in-her-ear I don't trust you.
Zeus Sep 2016
Do you ever think about me






cause i think about you all the time
Zeus Aug 2016
Meet the monster under my bed
The monster that stays in my head
Meet the monster that always wants to be fed,

Meet the monster that holds my crown
That runs around the town
And always has a frown,

Meet the monster that looks out for me, the monster that was there when no one understood me, no one does so he's still here, he stands in line waiting for me to arrive he holds my place when i cant keep composure, he.s a protective monster and would **** anyone who dared hurt me, hes the ego i hold and wont let go,

Meet the monster I have
Meet the monster I love,

He helped me heal when I was crushed and down, he taught me how not to feel how to stay real to myself and lie to the world, I made him and he raised me, he was the one who had shown me that being dark knight was fine and he helped me bury prince charming,

Meet the monster i run to hide from the world
Meet the monster that reminds me I'm a king
Meet the monster that tells me to stay strong

He's the voice in my head, he's the guiding light and the protective darkness i know.

Meet the monster in call Zeus.
Zeus Sep 2016
The problem is
I'm a psychopath
In love with a girl
I cant get my hands on,

The problem is
I want to hold her tightly
And choke her
At the same time

The problem is
I want to kiss her soft lips
And push her against the wall
And bite her her lips

The problem is
She tempts me
With the short dress
The showing skin
Those seductive brown eyes
The deep slow breathe
Gasps of attention
And the sweet voice

The problem is

I'm the problem
Zeus Aug 2016
Do you think about me
I think about you
I think about we
I think about us
I think about your laugh
I think about your smile
I think about our memories,
I think about the fears

I think about the fall
I think about... about....
I think I think too much.
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