My fingertips  are like matches
Everything I  touch
Catches on fire
If you need a arsonist  
I'm available for hire

My mouth is like a gun
Every word I speak
Is like a   stray bullet
Hitting a innocent bystander

I feel like running off
Changing my name
Moving to a different state
I feel trapped I have to escape

I feel like I'm the problem
Maybe if I leave
I won't be the scapegoat
For every little problem

I'm beyond tired of feeling this way
I feel so misunderstood
I feel so alone
I don't want to be the
Problem Child no more

Feelings won't die memories won't fade love won't turn into hate. This pain is to much its been months since we broke up and it still hurts i can't move on I'm still in love even though you don't believe me

You think I'm fine without you but truth is I'm not I feel like s* because you were the missing puzzle piece in my puzzle now without her. My life feels incomplete. It's hard to sleep

Dreaming about being with her **** that use to be a reality it's hard to face the reality of us being done I understand every story does not have a happy ending but this isn't the ending I intended for us to have

How you go from loving me saying you will never hurt me to us no longer speaking its like we're strangers now but I still have your number saved in case you change your mind

I'm just a homebody I like to stay to  myself  away from everybody some call me lame some call me boring but I don't care I don't bother to counter there attacks im above that keep insulting me I love that keep doubting me I love.that  I'm no big Sean but watch me bounce back  now sit back and  watch the biggest comeback since the warriors came back from 3-1 to be honest  I'm not a finished product but trust me when I say I'm worth the wait I lost myself trying to help somebody find themselves in the process of that I became a stranger to my own reflection I hope y'all get the message be yourself love yourself don't try to be something you not but then again what do I know I'm just a homebody I like to stay to myself away from everybody some call me lame some call me boring but that won't stop me from being who I am

You'd think i would be done with writing all this poetry and sappy love s*about you but truth is I'm just now getting started you got to me tore my walls down I'm exposed no more mystery my playbook. Has been leaked can't help but be  bitter you wasted my time crushed on you for months dreaming one day you'd be mine finally gotcha never wanted to lose you but **** got a little rocky and you jumped off the boat people started rumors and you believed them. Never even asked me for the truth I got no reason to lie nothing to hide I was down for you but its obvious you wasn't for me I treated you like fine China turns out your just a paper plate .....  You use to be the one i would go to when I needed to escape what happen to us ?  Like **** I just miss how it use to be me and you together there was nothing better I swear we weren't a perfect match but you were perfect for me now I'm lost excepted to move on I can't though because my heart belongs to someone else I can't waste nobody's time when I got somebody else on my mind I can't move forward i would rather be in the past before my heart was in a cast .....