Im supposed to be happy


so why aren't I?

With the break of dusk,
when the tangerine sun
shall flare up
the mighty vast ocean,
there shall we stand
and watch the seagulls
returning home
flying in the air (golden).
We too shall return
to our small cabin
and i shall be too keen
to make sure the last voice before my sleep
is from you...

vargov

OCD is not an adjective
It’s not synonym for perfection
It can ruin a life or end one
It’s on par, just as bad as depression
The two often come hand in hand
With anxiety on the side
If you do that 13 times tomorrow your friend won’t die
If you only write on every 4th line
You won’t get sick and die
The demon that lives in my head is trying to save my life
But is instead destroying me from inside.

I don't wish I never loved them. I wish I never told them I did.

You don't have to be alone
To feel alone.
I still struggle with that
Despite how much I've grown.
I still have my friends,
My family, my fans.
But when I look down, all I see
are my empty hands.

If we don't even know,
Who we are,
Are we anything at all?