I know that I will spend the rest of my life with you, for you.
I know that we will spend many nights, both sleepless and slumbering, together.
I know that I will spend every day of my life thinking about you and wanting to care for you.

Society may never accept us and I might never tell my family about you, but if what we feel isn't marriage then I don't want it.
I know what we have is much sweeter than the most saccharin nectars of heaven. I don't care if Satan is my roommate, if that means I got to live with you.

I have a lover..
her smile shines brighter than the sun itself,
her sorrow is deep as seas..
she fumbles her words and cant say the things she means
but i know she knows how much she means to me.

but lately things haven't been so peachy
as if the fruit of our relationship has turned sour..
my words are like fire and she feels like glass
just a fall away from crumbling..
She takes the heat of my words at a point blank range
and i'm so sure that she's ready to leave the stage

but she doesn't..
she stays.

Bread pudding and cake

Sweets so sweet
They make my teeth rot

But you’re even sweeter than that.

Because darling, you make my insides rot

And what could be worse than that

These nights,
As I’m listening as people bleed themselves into their art
I wish I could do the same..

These nights,
As I long for something I cannot decipher
I wish I knew what it meant..

These nights,
So pure so unadulterated
I wish it would last forever.

Hope isn't the thing with feathers
nor does it perch in the soul

It's the crystal **** of emotions
It kills you fast when you're on the hook

It's bad that everyone believes in it
they're all unsuspecting victims
A vicious cycle that they don't know they're in

It'll feed you its delusions
Until you have to beg for your sleep
But in all of this, you don't realise
you'll lose your peace.