And the wind was closer to you than I ever was. Your smile was my sun but you never felt the same way back. I stood in the freezing cold contemplating if I should even try, because with you I felt bad but without you I felt even worst. Your lips were euphoric and mine were dead. We were never ment to be, I don't know why I tried so hard to fit like a puzzle piece to you when I knew we weren't from the same box. All I know is that I love you, more than anyone will ever love you.

I can hear the trees sing your name.
I can hear your voice running through my veins.

I want tender touches and long stares. I want warm smiles and contagious laughs. I want endless nights and beautiful days. I want soft caresses and tired eyes. And if you're not the one please stop making me feel like you are. I don't want to love you when you'll leave me on the sidewalk broken and cold.

My mind was corrupted with traces of your smile, each grin cuts like knives because you'll never smile for me.

And if you're not mine why should I envy all the pretty girls that flirt with you?

And if you're not mine why should I even think of kissing your lips so much?

And if you're not mine why should I keep thinking you are?

And if you're not mine why should I care if you look at her the way you should be looking at me?

I am hopeless for you
Hoplessly in love, so much
Don't leave me alone please

I fell into a trap- deep and damp and dark.
And my chest was tight and heaving.
A place where the light would refuse to come, a place of solitude.
A place without you.
You are my sunshine, but you won't shine for me.
I am so in love with you.