I started to heal
Truly for real
Life has hit
And it's hard to deal
Beloved ones have passed
I couldn't imagine the pain
It will forever last
Inside my brain
The world around me crumbles
As I stopped stumbling
People with guns
People having to run
The world is dying
The media is crying
I don't mean to whine
It's not a good time to shine
People with bombs
I miss my mom
The world is ugly
Nobody is lucky
What's the point of healing
When everyone's stealing
Breaking, sinning and killing
Nothing is thrilling
I mourn for the world
I'm sick of the world
I mourn for my aunt
But I really just can't
Keep going like it's all ok
Just when I started to be ok
The destiny of humans
Is so grueling
Why must it be this way
What can I say
It's another sad day
It might always be this way
The world is sad and terrifying and I feel bad just being happy and healing like what's the point