Mix equal parts
Lies
Deceit
Broken promises.

Garnish with an icy heart
Fall into bed
Ruin lives.

Repeat.

Gun on hip
Dagger in heart
Torn apart
By thoughts unknown
Die alone
Unloved

Feeling
   the sharp edge of the step
Seeing
   the cold puff of my breath
Hearing
   your quick feet

Coming to finish the job.

Why did I keep going back?