How do I paint my life ?
when I don't dream in colors.

Maybe it will hurt a little less,
If I agree that yes I am a mess.
You say I don't know how to behave,
Be the perfect daughter for you to showcase.
Dad, I am not perfect and certainly not brave.
Mom, You live in hollow society and break my soul for your society.
Why must I die every day? my dreams sacrificed in every way
So that you can have your rules sailed and kingdoms to hail.
You say the biggest honor you did to me by giving me life
I must adhere to your command like a puppet, eat the meal, and compromise.
But did it occur to you that your words are sharper than the knife,
And the long list of expectations is dimming my light.

It's evident that the sun is setting in my life,
but for once I so badly wants to be a sunrise.

She is Red, bleeding in oceanic blues
Scattered in life's spectrum with different hues
You may know her but she doesn't belong to one definition.

Maybe the fact that I am a human,
that this very moment could be my last
makes living more beautiful.

Maybe my eyes are a cursed palace,
where dreams might never arrive

My heart keeps crawling to the path my destiny won't fly