Is it my life or a puzzling disorder
Can I trust these murky waters
Close my eyes and put my faith in this deceitful mirage,
Hoping it will lead me to my heart.
The crystal fear is getting stronger,
my ****** tears flowing longer.
The noisy train promised a destination but thrown at me are uncertain equations,,
My naive steps waver with hesitation.
The pelting rain owed me a rainbow,
not this wretched game of life
Drowning me, dragging me below.