I walk with my head down, fearing contact with the twinkling brutality falling peacefully from the sky.
I see ahead of me a child lying blanketed in white.
I approach silently and think to myself;
It's the season of death and here she lies: abandoned, bruised, broken, and frozen.
Why has nature allowed me to use her trunks to build my home?
I drop my head again, this time with shame, and walk on.
As I arrive to my home, I smell revenge and hear Nature's cry as my shelter crumbles.
I drop helplessly to my knees and weep.
Grabbing handfuls of snow, I realize what I must do.
I sprint down the road to where she still lies.
I crouch next to her on the frozen cement and then I too, lie down.
I held her through the night, desperate to keep her warm.
She didn't wake to see Nature's next gold.

I like being alone with you, I get all your attention.
There's other girls, I know. But them I don't mention.
When I'm with you, I feel different.
Feelings alive, no longer dormant.
I like it, a whole lot.
I fear, you do not.
But I will never know..
I never wanted you to go.
You, I always tried to impress.
Me, you don't want to depress.
Goodbyes are never easy.
They always make me queasy.
So I will wish you well
and say Farewell
In hopes I see you soon.

You're doing it again..
I'm doing it again..
You're pretending.
And I'm believing.

You're doing it again..
I'm doing it again..
telling me lies.
I'm trusting.

You're doing it again..
I'm doing it again..
Making false promises.
*I'm hurting again.

Country, rap, r&b;, metal, rock and roll;
most don't understand the effect of music on the soul.
The lyrics, the rhythm, it's ability to consume you whole.

tells you that you're not alone, keeps you strong.
Let's you know it's been there all along.
Thousands of memories flood from one song.

Music, is what makes the show go on. \m/

Remembering you is easy, I do it every day.
It's the heartache and memories, that will never go away.
I stop the tears from falling, trying to be strong.
stiffening my upper lip, what you wanted all along.

Remembering you is easy, I do it every day.
It's the heartache and memories, that will never go away.
I'm growing up now, without you.
always asking, what would you do?

Remembering you is easy, I do it every day.
It's the heartache and memories that will never go away.
I'm a spitting image of you, people say.
I promise, nothing of you will ever fade.

Remembering you is easy, I do it every day..

I write to you constant.
Letters I'll never send
Thanks to my conscience.
I wanted our love to never end.

I write to you constant, Knowing
you won't recieve if I were to send.
I struggled to keep it going,
with ease you let it end.

I write to you constant,
I'll burn them one day.
"Don't Send Them," whispers my conscience.
But there's much I wanted to say.

I write to you constant.
You're so close,
But from me so distant.
I mailed one, Almost.

I write to you constant.
But today I stopped.
Six feet is distant.
Today, you Dropped.

I don't write to you constant.
I struggled to keep it going.
Love does no good with distance.
I cry and look up, Knowing

In Heaven, you keep our love Going.

Why do I keep you around?
You tore me Down to the ground.

All that's left of me Is Fake.
Struggling not to Break.

Sunshine makes it worse, I wish for rain.
Concealer hides the scars.
False smiles mask the pain.

Every night I lie, Tears falling from my eyes.
How can I Keep falling for all of your lies?

You Hurt me,
but I Can't get Free.

You've Changed who I am.
I am no longer Me.
Who can I Be?

There's Too much Past for me to Leave.
I Have to Hide it with Long Sleeves.

With Every Heart Break,
My Wrists Ache.

I Want to Leave, I really Do.
But My Heart has chosen You.
I Love you, do you Love me too?

The answer is not what I Want to hear.
It makes me believe the End is Near.

I Left you tonight.
I no longer see Sunlight.

I only see my Despair
And what I Believed to be there.
My Love for You is no longer here.

You stare at everyone else, what can I do?
You want them, But all I want is you.

I can make you happy, why can't you see?
I am the one for you, as you are me.

You'll never know, Because you Never listen.
You ******* off, Won't let our Love glisten.

I gave you Everything, but you Don't Care.
Said you Loved me, was it Ever there?

I send you my Love, as well as my Congratulations.
You Fooled me, Therefore, accept my Salutations.

You make promises, and I know they won't be kept.
As soon as you leave, Under the Carpet I'll be swept.

But something inside Me, Keeps me hopeful.
Maybe you'll come back, But that's doubtful.

You're texting me now,
Still feeding me Lies.

You used to be Perfect in my Eyes.
You're becoming my Demise.

Every time one is broken, so is a piece of my heart.
I wonder how long I can Survive, with you tearing me apart.