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Feb 2018 · 282
Happy Ending
Haritha Seby Feb 2018
There is still so much of myself,
I do not figure out.
My painted frontal,
buries my scars.
My beauteous smile,
conceals my cramps.
Because,
My heeds are full of you
they squeal your name,
In the mist of tragedy.
But still,
I have faith in the
Magic of fairy tales.
Feb 2018 · 412
7th of Feb
Haritha Seby Feb 2018
He gave me a rose on rose day,
that shrieks of love.
An ethereal blood red rose,
that made her smile.
An ordinary move,
that shows nature's art.
The queen of buds,
that ordinance the heart.
A valiant floret,
of mystique romance.
I know everyone is busy ... of the valentine week. Bt this is for my love .. I am not busy and I don't need any special day to express my love bcz I know  you are mine forever and every day is a rose day,teddy day, chocolate day, hug and kisses day...etc for me.
I strongly believe in my love. Yeah! Its complicated, twisted and may seems like ****. Bt still I whir his name, bcz fr me he is the reason to look forward to d next day. He made me realise that I am always and beautiful and he gave me the confidence.  I love him❤
Apr 2016 · 818
Me
Haritha Seby Apr 2016
Me
I am only me
No more no less
I love
I dance
I cry
I live
I proud
I laugh
I am a girl
I am a daughter
I am a sister
I am romantic
I am utopian
I am passionate
I am an honest friend
I am sweet
I am shy
I am cheeky
But,
I am not perfect
I am not as forgiving
I am not funny
I do faults
My logic is always my own
I have many slants,
like diamond facets
Because,
It is my life
I am only me
Not you
I am what i am.. Believe that...  I am tired...I can't change... Believe me.. Believe me...
Mar 2016 · 1.4k
CeMetEry
Haritha Seby Mar 2016
I am looking my name,
it was carved in the stone.  
Pines silhouettes dancing
in the dinky churchyard.
My life has abandoned me.
Now i am fragile!!
Now I stop fighting with my inner thoughts.  I am going to meet a lot of lonely people in the next week and the next month and the next year. And when they ask me what am i  doing, you can say, i am remembering. That's where i'll win out in the long run. And someday i'll remember so much that i'll build the biggest ******* steamshovel in history and dig the biggest grave of all time and shove war in it and cover it up.
Mar 2016 · 1.0k
Suicide
Haritha Seby Mar 2016
When i say goodbye
Don't wait for my reawakening
Because i am already dead
My sense can't vindicate
What i am!
Mar 2016 · 1.8k
CoMpasSioNatE
Haritha Seby Mar 2016
My life should be the way
I wan't it to be!!
Not the way others wan't it to be.
It is not because i am egoistical
But i am altruistic.
Compassion of love towards ourself..is the greatest weapon not only in life but also on earth..
Mar 2016 · 1.1k
Torture
Haritha Seby Mar 2016
I always be act as happy..
Why is the most happiest,
the most tortured inside.
I don't know why?
Is there any revenge..
Life towards Me..
I don't know why?
Last..
I secretly knew,
What was inside me..
Thinking of you
Wishing of you
Dreaming of you
Hell holy hell!!
I am brave, i found the truth.
It is hard to explain because
My heart become heavy.
Still i wonder how? when? when?
All this torment and torture
Make me free..
The worst thing a person does is torture themselves with the thought that someone who left them will come back.
Feb 2016 · 869
VaLeNtiNE
Haritha Seby Feb 2016
My Valentine,
My sweet valentine,
A day that love will find its way.
Out of my heart and into your soul
I used to dream that someone whose touch would awaken my heart and fill me with sensations I had only imagined I would ever feel..I found the best friend and the best lover I could ever have hoped for... When I found you SHAN !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Happy Valentine's day to ma dearest love
Feb 2016 · 4.6k
WiTh yOu
Haritha Seby Feb 2016
Some stars are
       destined for      
                  plummet                                      
                          But,
I
  Will
       Always
             Catch
                   You
                            When you plunge.
Always do what you are afraid to do.One of the most amazing things that we often forget is God never forgets us! Face it; you could hide under a rock, BUT, God will still be beside you saying, "Rock bottom". Nothing is always be nothing. Understand yourselves and do  whatever you want. The good spirit always with you and  always seize you
Feb 2016 · 762
MorNinG
Haritha Seby Feb 2016
Good Morning all
Once again morning sun,
shine like a queen,
to utter the clandestine
of life.
The greatest inspiration you can ever get is to know that you are an inspiration to others. This is not another day, this is yet another chance to make your dreams come true. Wake up and face life’s challenges head on. Else, life will become quite a challenge.
Good morning!!!!!  :)
Feb 2016 · 971
A SmILe iN dArK
Haritha Seby Feb 2016
Look at her, staying in height
Smiling like a new bride;
Shining choir singing silently
Around her with twinkle light
She fade often by side
Of dark leaves, moving slightly.

But her bright face pierced
Through the shadows of wood.
No one can see her tears
Behind her smile; she closed
Her book of sorrow and stood
In pretended gaity with deaf ears

Denying her feeling for
The happiness of lovely souls,
Wandering in the darkness
For finding a better shore
She never showed any fools
Till this day, in her brightness.

##SARNAM MOHAMMED##
Haritha Seby Feb 2016
Oh wind, are you a creator?
Showed like a farmer.
Oh wind, are you a destroyer?
Destroyed like a warrior.

         Your mothely touches,
         Made orphans sleep.
         Your dreadful violence,
         Made families weep.
You joined the hearts
Of youthful lover's.
You combined the clouds
For freshful shower.
         **But you drowned the ships
         Of brave mariners.
         And taken the dreams
         Of chronic partners.


            ##SARNAAM MOHAMMED##
The poem is not mine..  by ma friend SARNAM MOHAMMED..
Feb 2016 · 1.2k
NiGhT
Haritha Seby Feb 2016
Hey luminous Dark!
You reflected my existence;
History of a nightingale,
This melancholic melodies,
Made for torment-
Or the tang of abandonment.
I love the silent hours in a night.. Some nights only for torturing me and some others gave blissfull dreams and Charming life... But for me, dark is terrorist. I conceal myself in the dark.. I had nothing to look forward too..
So Good Night!
A day gone and again reborn.
But i am always the same.
Feb 2016 · 924
SmiLe
Haritha Seby Feb 2016
World
Will Seem
Desirable Site
All Because
You SMILED
Life is too short.. So i am trying to smile...
I was smiling yesterday.. I am smiling today..and i will smile tomorrow... Smile is a powerful weapon to attack our enemies... My enemies are my own depression and the pity looks of my colleagues.. So i always stand with a beautiful smile...to change this magical world...
Feb 2016 · 415
LiFe
Haritha Seby Feb 2016
Memories vacate peacefully,
Miseries forgotten in tranquillity,
In love there is no sarcasm,
Be at peace
Be happy in the moment,  that's enough.
I'm not afraid of death, because life is always creative and it is creating myself. So don't be afraid of anything in the life.. Always stands and accept what we are and then we become beautiful like the glimpse of star.
Feb 2016 · 871
LoVe
Haritha Seby Feb 2016
Fall in love
Stay in love.
Write only what you love.
The sun is anew.
Love is life. And if you miss love, you miss your life..because love is the powerful weapon of life
Feb 2016 · 1.5k
I Am...
Haritha Seby Feb 2016
I am who I am
I do not care what others think of me.
Like me or not
that is your choice.
Accept me for who I am.
I'm tired of defending my character.I am what I am. I love me! And I don't mean that egotistically - I love that God has allowed me to take whatever it was that I had and to make something out of it.
Jan 2016 · 834
Alone
Haritha Seby Jan 2016
Can you hear me???
Is anyone out there???
My blitheness is departed,
I sit wondering, where I went wrong..
The pain of being alone is vigorous.
The thoughts in my head have me wishing ,
To lay in a snowy inky pothole.
I failed this life,
I feel so solo,
My true hue evaporate.
Now i am,
Senseless
Helpless
Breathless.
Endless
scuffles makes scar's on me.
With hope..
A Second glance..
Annoyed.
Can you hear me???
Can you hear me!!!
I often fall down into nothingness but now i think it's good for a person to spend time alone. It gives them an opportunity to discover who they are and to figure out why they are always alone....
Jan 2016 · 3.3k
??? !
Haritha Seby Jan 2016
Dreams are like bubbles
Fate is a fact
A destiny, a mystery !!
We dream to give ourselves hope. To stop dreaming ....well, that’s like saying you can never change your fate.
Jan 2016 · 646
EnD
Haritha Seby Jan 2016
EnD
Darkness metastasize
the moon no longer bright
memories  floated
a dream buried.
I'm not sure this is a world I belong in anymore. I'm not sure that I want to wake up. There are two tragedies in my life
#I am a girl # I lost all my desires #
I am good girl , but not an angel. I do sin, but I am not the devil. I am just a girl in a big world trying to make my own signature.
Life is painful and fed up. It gets complicated at the worst of times, and sometimes l have no idea where to go or what to do.
Jan 2016 · 3.8k
HARMONY of ISOLATION
Haritha Seby Jan 2016
A gentle zephyr
But,
No grass stirs,
No green,
No sun,
but yet I'm warm.
No movement but
the beat of my heart.
Yet I'm alone in
The bed of roses,
And field of peonies.
No clouds to break the
Illusions of peace.
Its all just a
Hallucination of tranquillity
Or phenomenons of the heart.
I have such a fear of finding another like myself, and such a desire to find one! I am so utterly lonely, but I also have such a fear that my isolation be broken through, and I no longer be the head and ruler of my universe.
Jan 2016 · 3.2k
KISS!! Yes Kiss
Haritha Seby Jan 2016
Say yes
Open your eyes,
See that it's me,
And say yes.
**Kiss
Do you remember your favourite kiss? I do mine...
Jan 2016 · 607
Oh Love!
Haritha Seby Jan 2016
Oh! Kiss me in the morning
as I hunger just for you
Whisper all those things
that let me know
your heart is true
Poem for all who were madly love their beloved
Dec 2015 · 391
Christmas
Haritha Seby Dec 2015
The only
real blind person
at Christmas-time
is he who has not Christmas
in his heart**



HELEN KELLER
Dec 2015 · 534
Damn!!!!!
Haritha Seby Dec 2015
I want to escape from my sadness
It's taking over me
Why can't I just rest?
Why won't it let me be?
I just want to be free.
Some call it crazy
Some say it's sick
But I think it's freedom.
The blade is sharp and cold.
Sorry my vein.
Even my mother does not know me
She only sees who she wants to see.
Cut my arm,
Is the only way to escape.
Do they realize their actions affect me so?
I don't know..  I don't know...
If I told you why I did it,
you would not understand.
who would even care if I died?
no one!
Hey tears i am still smiling....
Dec 2015 · 348
Damn!!!
Haritha Seby Dec 2015
I want to escape from my sadness
It's taking over me
Why can't I just rest?
Why won't it let me be?
I just want to be free.
Some call it crazy
Some say it's sick
But I think it's freedom.
The blade is sharp and cold.
Sorry my vein.
Even my mother does not know me
She only sees who she wants to see.
Cut my arm,
Is the only way to escape.
Do they realize their actions affect me so?
I don't know..  I don't know...
If I told you why I did it,
you would not understand.
who would even care if I died?
no one!
Hey tears i am still smiling....
Dec 2015 · 1.5k
Hey Suicide !
Haritha Seby Dec 2015
Dearest Dear,

    This is my last attempt
    The very same people
    who I'm going to miss.
    Tears stream down my cheek.
    My head feels heavy,
    limbs go weak.
    Darkness surrounds me.
    Blankness,
    no sound
    I feel my body drifting
    I hear a scream, I hear a moan
    Oh Guardian Angel!
    It was my family
    I want my family back.
    No sound out my mouth,
    Only in my mind.
    No one to help me,
    No one for me to find.
    I start to yell...
    Please get me out of this hell!
    Please get me out of this hell!
    I give up!!!!
    
     I open my eyes, and look around
     I am  lying in a hospital bed
     No one makes a sound
     "Sorry" is all I say.
     Mother starts crying,  Father is sad.
     I got a bear hug from Papa.
     I still manage a small smile,
     And close my eyes for a while.
     Forget all the bad days,
     I'm leaving them in the past.
     Misty clouds vanish and,
     The new Aurora commence.
          
    * Sincerely

    *
Haritha
MY REAL LIFE EXPERIENCE
$$$ A New Era Of Life  $$$
Dec 2015 · 1.2k
Advocacy
Haritha Seby Dec 2015
I am not an octogenarian
I am undoubtedly not clever
But i gave you a piece of counsel
If you are glum,
Leave your comfort zone and
Penned the flowing words into a paper
To see a new world which,
Scribbles trickles sparkles
*Twinkle twinkle.
A positive advice for all poet's
Dec 2015 · 3.8k
**APPAREL**
Haritha Seby Dec 2015
I am fighting.
It is a clash between disdain and isolation.
Why love doesn't find me, instead of broken  hearts.
I am demented.
What is love?
I always think it is a pure endearment,
But in the end i didn't deserve it.
I prayed to God,
Why love doesn't nominate my name,
And why love is so purblind.
I am wasting my time.
The emptiness haunts me again and again
I get lonely when i looking to the future.
I get lonely when i am in a crowd.
I always seem so happy,
With not care in the world.
They only know my veil.
Hey! ****** creature,
Why you separates me from my wisdom.
I was tried,
I was lost,
No one listened,
No one understood.
How can i disappear to make people understand?
Ah!
Who will sing a song,
Like a lullaby.
Here comes the call,
Now i hide this pain too,
And making sure no one sees my hurt.
I am trying to envelope the scar's and,
Buried deep in my heart.
Hoping one day i can smile.
For all who make fake smile .....infront of the throng....
Dec 2015 · 1.2k
For You BEAU
Haritha Seby Dec 2015
Love is so vapid for me,
I feel like don't want to love anymore,but
When i see you;
I startled and ponder,
Why god takes a lot of time to,
Make a men like you for me ?
Every dames fairytale dream is,
A hubbie who hearkens patiently.
Now i got mine.
But,
I want to utter something
I thought this was a real seal,
You & me were locked
A padlock of emotions and feelings.
I had cried so many tears
I felt all alone.
Its made my heart black ,
Like a chunk of coal.
When times runs out
My heart cognized everything
Now i come from the hazy sphere.
I can sense you now.
You  fell in love,
From the moment you laid eyes on me.
When,  I juxtapose you with the star's
He feels covetous because,
You and your  love is most beaming.
Whem you clutch me in your arms,
Is the best loved part of the day.
Over a period of time,
I got to know the real you.
Sometimes you are my bestie
Sometimes my soulmate
Sometimes my acharya.
I know you,
Like no one i have ever known.
I am sorry if i do something make you really mad.
I am sorry for breaking your heart but,
I can't promise you that we will never fight
But i can promise,
With all my heart
I will always love you and never leave you.
When i say adieu, promise me you won't cry,
Bcz the day i will be saying farewell,
**Is the day i die.
For all Beau's and Leman's
Nov 2015 · 815
Why & How
Haritha Seby Nov 2015
Suffering in silence
I always think,
Why my poems seem so painful?
It doesn't mean i am bad, but
My heart filled with tears.
I like to scribble smiley verses but,
I can't blend such expressions.
Now i am trying to make the throng cheer,
By scratching anew rhymes about,
Love and blue fish.
Think positively.. And change our life
Nov 2015 · 531
AGONIZE
Haritha Seby Nov 2015
My pain,
Still here.
My tears,
Still running.
My heart,
Still breaking.
I am smiling, still.
Pain in my heart.
Nov 2015 · 732
Criminal
Haritha Seby Nov 2015
I feel unpleasant about my crime.
Something wrong with my brain.
I don't know what i was thinking.
I feel like i am sinking.
I deserve all the blame because,
It was my fault.
Now i realize, i am selfish.
I was always trying to impress the throng.
It was my fault.
I am looking in the mirror,
I feel Shame.
I clearly deserve the slap.
Now i feel so much iniquity.
I know what i did was wrong.
But from my heart,
I bring this apols.
I am so sorry for my crazy executions.
I wish i could sing a song,
To show my love for you, before my death.
Now i feel like i am trapped.
So i am starting to take pills, and
Slowly isolating from my breath.
Now,
It is my turn,
I am a criminal, hurting you was my crime
So punish me please, then forgive.
I just want to revoke my deed.
Once again I am sorry for all the hell.
Forgive me,
That's all i have to say!
That's all i have to say!
An apology for all and to myself
Nov 2015 · 1.2k
Death Wish
Haritha Seby Nov 2015
I am living in a personal hell.
I burn brightest when nights are darkest.
I suffer in silence, because
It is too hard for me to show my emotions.
I don't want anyone to worry about me,
Because my bleeding emotions is always mine.
Now my heart is fragile.
I whisper,
How long must i suffer in silence?
I think it is too much.
I am always at war, with
My own thoughts and hopes.
I have come to the end.
Now i can feel the death's hands envelope my neck.
Slowly, i am loosing my breath.
I will miss my depression.
I will miss crying in the shower.
I will miss the voices.
I will miss my sufferings in silence.
I am slowly progressing but advancing nevertheless.
Ah!
It is over.
I am fine,
it is the easier term for you to hear,
And to think everything is fine.
Depression
Nov 2015 · 501
MiRaCleS
Haritha Seby Nov 2015
Listen to me
I have something to tell
I know, this is yout gift
But please,
Its my life.
I too have dreams
I too have my own plans
I too have my rights
I too have rights!
My rights
Why are they refuse that from me?
O God Almighty!
Hear my voice
I beg you
Make some miracle!
Please..
Fate
Nov 2015 · 690
PADLOCK
Haritha Seby Nov 2015
Nuptial state!
Is it a bond?
Is it a grief?
I can see the fire at the end,
Disappearing and untouchable stars.

What is alike?
Obliging your hubbies
Cranky babies
Are they our burden?
I screamed,
Suppressing my emotions and reactions.

What is marriage?
A little adjustment, said one.
I feel it is a full of amendments.
Accommodate yourself for others.
Is this life?
Risking our future for a stranger.

How it call as divine?
Wearing a dress of his preference,
Is this call freedom?
How to live hiding my wishes?
A heartbeat is lost a dream forgotten.

Think,
If you have a child,
Will you happy ever after divorce?
It is a real lock
Locked within a ring
Are you afarid of it?
Is it an everlasting inexpliacability

No it is not,
Think slackenly,
And prefer good...
Many married women who have deliberately spurned the "hour" of childbearing are unhappy and frustrated. They never discovered the joys of marriage because they refused to surrender to the obligation of their state. In saving themselves, they lost themselves!
Nov 2015 · 767
I LOVE YOU !!
Haritha Seby Nov 2015
Its all right to say "I LOVE YOU",
to someone everyday
Someone awaiting at the door of present,
he lies behind the wall to obey Lord's commandment.
My heart can be a lonely place
When no one comes to be summon,
When no one comes to be concern.
But when he says I LOVE YOU , that lights a darkened heart and Chase's fear's away.
I am like an infant, lies infront:
With fresh and full of spirit he yerns,
With evergreen thoughts and breath's
The three narrow can mean so much and they are not hard to say  I LOVE YOU.
Past is like an open prose, to tell the story of mine.
Future can shut the door and the doors that leads to dark hell.
We martyrs of history lies as a page in the book of present,
To be read.
We accept the love we think we deserve.

— The End —